Chapter 15: Fear and Struggle

In this world where money and power measure everything, if you keep living like this in the bullying and ridicule of others, it is better to die!

"What is the difference between a person and a salted fish if he doesn't have a dream"

But the road to pursuing your dreams must be bumpy, full of thorns, and even pay a price that you can never turn back. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

But "people always have dreams, what if they come true?" ”

Guo Lin, who was ruthlessly kicked out of the classroom by the English teacher and stood alone in the corridor crossed by the gusty autumn wind, felt cold in his heart, as if he suddenly understood how rich the words of these masters were rich in life philosophy.

The future described to herself by the girls who appeared one after another, although it was still a little unbelievable, but at least it was a hope to change her fate, not as hopeless as she is now.

Under the devastation of one blow after another, all the fears and worries about the unknown were thrown out of the clouds by Guo Lin.

Whether adults or children, once they have a certain desire, and there is still a slight chance of realizing this desire, they will quickly forget all the pain and suffering before.

Imagining that tonight, after going to the cemetery, under the arrangement of the girl, all kinds of scenery after he got ahead, Guo Lin changed at this time, accompanied by the brisk sound of the autumn wind, humming a little song that only he could hear.

couldn't wait for the end of this day's study, Guo Lin's heart had already flown to the cemetery that he was yearning for at the moment.

Time was very tormented in the minute-by-minute waiting, and he endured the desire in his heart, Guo Lin, who was lying on the bed, finally looked at the time displayed on the screen of his old mobile phone, which had just arrived at 11:45.

Originally, Guo Lin thought that after the lights out bell was over, the people from the dormitory management office would go to the cemetery after checking the dormitory.

But then I thought about it, it was only 11 years old, and I went so early, in case the girl hadn't appeared yet, and she stayed alone in the cemetery, it was really a bit infiltrating, and if she was found by someone and thought of herself as a tomb robber, it would be even more unclear to her sister.

This time is really unlucky, and whatever you do, you have to worry about it.

Most of the bastards in the dorm haven't slept yet.

Zhou Guanfu, who was kissing and hugging his sister on the chat software, didn't know that he hooked up with the girl in the school again?

The tone of the silver swing is really a little disgusting.

But this dog's day.,I've always been a fucking show-off.,I went to open a room with that girl on the weekend.,That girl turned out to be the first time.。

Every time he listened to this guy showing off, Guo Lin felt very hated, were those girls blind and fell in love with this bastard who was inferior to pigs and dogs, but then he thought that this guy did have the capital to harm his sisters.

Not only is the family rich and powerful, but he is also dressed up on weekdays, and he looks like a dog, and he has seen other classes a few times with his own eyes, and some girls who are not familiar with the world are waiting for him outside the classroom door after evening self-study.

"People are more popular than dead people"

I must admit that I am also a little jealous of Zhou Guanfu's dog, who doesn't want to have a beautiful girl throw a hug to him?

It's no wonder that singles are called dogs, mainly because dogs spend most of their time waging their tails and begging for mercy, groveling, and waiting for handouts like a clown.

Isn't it a bit far? How do you say that you are a single dog? Isn't he still a single dog that no one wants!

At this time, Guo Lin, who quietly got up and walked out of the dormitory, still aroused the deep curiosity of Zhou Guanfu and others.

Not long after Guo Lin walked out, Zhou Guanfu couldn't help but talk to the other people in the dormitory, whether Guo Lin encountered something outside last night?

But these guys were just curious and discussed, so they stopped paying attention.

Because of the previous incident, after returning to the dormitory at night, Guo Lin didn't say a word to them.

Although we are all under the same dormitory roof, sometimes we are really no different from strangers.

After completely figuring things out, Guo Lin no longer wants to stick his hot face to other people's cold butts like before.

It's because I always wanted to please others in the past, and in the end, I ended up being bullied like I am now.

Because his mind was full of desire and motivation, he came to the wall on the edge of the stadium again, Guo Lin took a few steps back, jumped forward, stretched out his hands suddenly, tightly grabbed the top edges and corners of the wall, and easily climbed to the wall with his arms again.

On late autumn nights, the night sky is intoxicating.

A large and round moon, in the distant night sky, against the backdrop of countless stars, emitted a bright moonlight, gently and evenly sprinkled on the earth.

And in the countless flickering stars, Guo Lin, who couldn't help but look up, unexpectedly found a particularly bright star.

The breeze with a bit of chill in the dark night seems to flow silently through people's hearts.

Under the dim street lamps that continue to stretch forward, the road is empty and quiet, and the road is overgrown with weeds.

couldn't help the inexplicable stirring thoughts in his heart, Guo Lin hummed softly as he walked.

"I pray to have a transparent heart

and eyes that will shed tears

Give me the courage to believe again

Oh go over the lies to hug you

Whenever I can't find the meaning of existence

Whenever I get lost in the night

oh ~ the brightest star in the night sky

Please guide me near you

I'd rather keep all the pain in my heart

I don't want to forget your eyes

Give me the courage to believe again

oh go over the lie to hug you"

Walking alone in the night, singing softly, he came to the gate of the cemetery unconsciously.

After glancing a few times into the dimly lit cemetery, a trace of fear suddenly hit Guo Lin's heart.

Standing at the gate of the cemetery, he remembered, your uncle's cemetery is so big, and the girl didn't say where to meet?

But there was no way back behind him, so he had to hold his breath, forcibly holding back the feeling of his heart beating wildly, Guo Lin moved his steps step by step, and walked towards the darkness in the depths of the cemetery, maybe the girl would be waiting for him inside?

The inexplicable coldness made Guo Lin have goosebumps, and he couldn't help but scold in his heart again: Your uncle, why don't you install a few street lights, that's a little better!

Walking forward with difficulty, the low pine and cypress trees in front of me looked like demons standing in the darkness at the moment, which made people shudder.

What's even more terrifying is that I don't know if there will suddenly be something seeping behind the pine and cypress tree?

Holding back the extreme fear in his heart, his body began to tremble a little uncontrollably, and Guo Lin, who felt nervous that his heart was about to jump out, still broke through everything and walked behind the pine and cypress trees.

Under the soft moonlight, the pine and cypress trees are still pine and cypress trees, and there is not even a ghost behind them.

In fact, most of the human fears come from scaring themselves, and they always involuntarily imagine many things that do not exist in their minds.

With a dry mouth and a heart beating wildly, Guo Lin walked and walked, and somehow thought of the news that was broadcast live in the cemetery.

It can't be that girl, no, female ghost, who has been deceiving herself all along, right? It's been so far that I haven't even seen a ghost! Will I become a crazy psychopath tomorrow morning?

Thinking about it, I couldn't move my feet anymore.

Along the way, most of the time, he kept his head down and stared at the road under his feet, for fear of disturbing something sleeping underground.

He felt that he had been gone for so long, and he didn't see the female ghost appear, and he really felt like he wanted to cry without tears.

It is said that there is no endless road, and this Nima didn't even leave a place for himself to stay!

Forward or backward? It's really hard to choose.