Chapter 110: Peace of Mind

I really want to say something to Xin Yi, but when I open my mouth, my voice must be choked, right? Even now, I can't suppress my slightly heavy snort, but thankfully the howling cold wind here has dispelled it. [No pop-up novel network]. 【愛↑去△小↓說△網】

I don't want Xin Yi to feel my sadness, I'm afraid that she will think that my feelings for her are because of Wanwan.

Because that's not, my affection for Xin Yi has been accumulated since I was a child, a childhood sweetheart, and a love that I don't know but has been deeply rooted in my bone marrow.

I have been resisting and avoiding before, maybe it is the inheritance of Wanwan that has brought Xin Yi influence, and I will also be affected by Nie Yan thousands of years ago, because in essence we are the same person, although many of the past events have been settled, prosperity has been dispersed, and things are not people.

Therefore, I am resisting a true love, just because Nie Yan instinctively does not want to live up to the bowls.

I've figured out everything behind this, but Xin Yi didn't know what I was thinking, just leaned on my arms and said to himself: "Uncle, I still remember the first time I saw you, you were still a little boy, wearing a dinosaur super Kesai vest, haha, and the underwear too." You looked at me impatiently, and you also had doubts. How would I have a crush on a guy like you? However, I still remember the feeling at first sight, the kindness that welled up from the heart, the feeling that my heart was no longer empty, and I always felt that I was looking for something was gone, as long as you were there. ”

At this time, my sadness has calmed down a little, Xin Yi said, I naturally remember the first meeting, thinking about that time, why did I look so stupid, and I still saw Xin Yi in my underwear?! I felt a little embarrassed, and then hugged Xin Yi tightly, and said half-jokingly: "Why, you are such a little girl, you know that you have a crush on me?" ”

Xin Yi laughed: "Who has a crush on you?" Perhaps the biggest impact Wanwan has brought to me is the closeness to you and the peace of mind that is close to you, right? I was introverted since I was a child, I didn't like to talk, my father left early, and I didn't feel safe all the time. [愛↑去△小↓說△網] Not to mention how to get to a new environment for the first time. Aunt Hong is a very good person, after getting acquainted with you, because I stay by your side and feel at ease, I love to follow you. I'm so young, I don't know anything, I just act on instinct. Who knows to follow, follow"

"Huh?" I raised my eyebrows curiously, and my heartbeat suddenly accelerated, what I was most afraid of was that Xin Yi's feelings for me were because of the influence of Wanwan, if it wasn't because of her own feelings, but just the influence of her previous life, what kind of love was that? I don't know. And doesn't Xin Yi care about this as well?

Faced with my question, Xin Yi did not answer directly, but whispered a few words in my arms: "The concubine has a forehead at the beginning, and the flower is in front of the drama." Lang rode a bamboo horse and went around the bed to make green plums. Living together for a long time, the two little uncles have no suspicions, do you understand? ”

This is the emotion that has flowed through life, and it is also the emotion accumulated bit by bit over the years, there are many summers, many autumns, and many different forms of Xinyi have accompanied me through the days.

When did love start, I don't know for a long time, all I know is today, let the years go by, this unforgettable heart will not be diluted, because she has already penetrated into your soul in your years and become a part of you.

Xin Yi is like this to me, and I should be the same with Xin Yi.

"Uncle" Xin Yi called me softly, and I rubbed her hair: "It was you who brought the inheritance bead, and I knew all the past of Wanwan and Nie Yan, before this, I was united by the fox clan elders in the dungeon to use a secret method and forge a memory for me. On the contrary, the more this is the case, the more it stimulates the things in the depths of my soul, and the inheritance beads are fused, and the hidden past in it is much clearer than the previous inheritance. ”

"Uncle, the more this happens, the more scared I become." Xin Yi grabbed my arm, her knuckles were a little white, she finally looked up at me, her eyes were full of confusion and uneasiness, and said to me: "I'm afraid, my feelings for you are so humble, I have been following you so stupidly since I was a child, I know that you are Nie Yan, Nie Yan is you." Your relationship with Wanwan is so good, I, I"

It turns out that Xin Yi is really blinded by memory! It turned out that the bead was the inheritance bead left by the bowl, and after Xin Yi completed the inheritance, he knew all about the previous generation of Tianhu Wanwan and Nie Yan, if it were me, this uneasiness would also be buried deep in my heart, right? I'm thinking about how to explain this life to Xin Yi.

It originates from the past life, but it is a complete relationship in this life. It's like giving birth to a new life, which comes from parents, but he is the best life.

Xin Yi was already in my arms, and said very eagerly: "Uncle, don't speak. You also know now that I'm not a bowl, I'm just a part of her, should you be disappointed? Should you love Wanwan in your heart? Even if I knew, don't tell me in person, I, I'm going to fall asleep anyway. If you don't say it, I can still give myself a hope in my dreams. ”

These words made my heart cramp, and I quickly said, "What are you talking about? Silly girl. Bowls and bowls are bowls, and Nie Yan is Nie Yan! That's right, in essence, I am Nie Yan thousands of years later, but I am a wisp of remnant soul, and I was reborn after thousands of years of nourishment, which is not much different from reincarnation. In his previous life, Wanwan did not lose to Nie Yan, and Nie Yan did not lose Wanwan, and he completed that feeling with his life, and the dust has settled. ”

Xin Yi looked at me, big tears sliding down the corners of her eyes.

I gently wiped the tears from the corners of Xin Yi's eyes with my hand, then looked at her and whispered, "So, do you understand?" In this life, you are you and I am me. Our love is our own, it is fate from thousands of years ago, but it is a feeling that has been reborn from many years of companionship. ”

Xin Yi's hand grabbed my shirt, looked at me, his eyes brightened at this moment, I can never forget Xin Yi's smile at this moment, it was not from the charm of the sky fox, but the real kind of smile from the heart, bright and moving, full of hope, so touching.

I gently approached Xin Yi, pressed against her forehead, felt her choked snort, and said solemnly word by word: "Xin Yi, I love you, I only love you." ”

I felt Xin Yi's lips touch the corners of my mouth, and her tears fell to my mouth, she kissed me gently, then looked up, and asked me uneasily, "Really?" ”

"Really." With a smile, I gently stroked Xin Yi's face, I felt that her soul breath was declining rapidly, it should be that the time that Mr. Su said was coming soon, I knew that Xin Yi was about to fall into a deep sleep, this sleep, when will I wake up, even Mr. Su didn't tell me any answer.

According to Mr. Su, Xin Yi's awakening may still need an opportunity or something.

Isn't this a distinction that hurts my heart? But before I can do that, I have to reassure her and let her know my heart.

I don't know what words to use to express my sincerity, I can only use my eyes, my looks, and my truest heart to tell her that all this is true, let her feel it.

Xin Yi's eyes gradually blurred, but the uneasiness also began to disintegrate, she leaned against me tightly, and said intermittently: "Uncle, I know." It's just that I'm about to go to sleep, don't take advantage of my sleep, you leave me, you have to take me like this, I will sleep peacefully, if you want to go, you must also tell me, so that I won't worry too much. Uncle, you don't blame me, blame me for not being able to accompany you anymore, right? Even in dreams, in the darkness of sleep, you and you will always be with me in my soul. ”

Xin Yi's voice was lowered, and at last it was almost inaudible, but I was close to her and listened carefully to her every word, until her breathing became calm and even a little weak, and she gradually fell asleep.

I always had a smile on my face, feeling Xin Yi's body soften, and the hand holding my shirt slowly loosened, and I realized that my eyes were red.

She's still by my side, but she's asleep, I can't be uncle, uncle's call me, I can't see her figure as soon as I turn around, this is also a kind of difference, I'm in the real world, she's in the space of dreams, how reluctant I am? But I won't leave her. Maybe it was too extravagant to accompany the first half of our lives, but now, we have to get used to separation to sharpen this feeling.

Compared with Nie Yan and Wanwan, Xin Yi and I are very happy to have so many years of companionship.

Or maybe it was the wish of the bowl thousands of years ago that brought about this reincarnation of feelings, and there were so many years of peaceful companionship.

I lowered my head and kissed Xin Yi gently on the forehead, I wonder if she has me in her dream at the moment? Then he picked up Xin Yi, and in the wind and snow in the northwest, he walked towards the road he came from step by step.

Xin Yi seemed to be at ease, sleeping calmly and peacefully.

The snow, too, seemed to be a little lighter, and although it was cold, the thick cover could already discern a warm smell, like putting a quilt on the earth, telling it that it should sleep warmly in winter.

"She, that's it?" Emperor Tong leaned on the side of the car, his half-length hair was a little messy from the wind.

With a smile, I gently put Xin Yi on the car, then looked at Emperor Tong and said, "I'll wake up." ”

"Waking up is a nuisance. Sooner or later, it's going to be trouble, but I hope she doesn't wake up in a mess. Emperor Tong pouted, then walked away and got into the car.

I knew that this guy was unhappy, and I didn't bother to bother with him, but sat next to Xin Yi, held Xin Yi's hand tightly, and said a little tiredly: "Let's go." ”

The car set off in the wind and snow, and the staggering release of all my exhaustion.

The road ahead is still very long, and we just live like this every day, and we don't have to bear it all at once, this is a gift from God to us.

At this moment, the shaking of the car made me gradually close my eyes and sleep with Xin Yi.

Thankfully, even in these years, I can still have such a peaceful moment to sleep.

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