After a while, I finally couldn't stand the weakness that came from all over my body, and I fell asleep in a daze. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

I dreamed of my neighbor, who was being swallowed by a black object, he was screaming, struggling, but he never escaped the clutches of that thing, and then, at the moment before his consciousness completely disappeared, I saw his eyes, what kind of eyes were they, full of unwillingness, regret, and intense resentment, I don't know where I was in the dream, I could only rely on my feelings, I felt that he was looking at me, I was puzzled, I was angry, obviously he didn't leave, he killed himself, why look at me with such eyes?

After a while, my eyes, which had always met his resentful eyes, gradually lowered, and I seemed to understand why he looked at me the way he did.

Without me, he would not have been marked by the White Lotus, and he would not have died.

yes, he wouldn't have died without me, at least not so early, but should I have died? He was marked because of me, but this mark is also random, he was marked, and I can't blame me entirely, thinking about this, I don't know how long I thought about it, I suddenly woke up from my dream, the warmth from my head and the weight of the wound and the soft and warm feeling under my body, made me feel very comfortable, but now is not the time to feel this warmth, my subconscious told me that I had no time, so it woke me up and woke me up from a coma.

How long has it been? Is it time for the second marker? I didn't know, I opened my eyes with all my might, scanning all over the bedroom, and to my disappointment, there was no clock or anything like that.

"Lao Li? Lao Li! "I called him by his nickname, I only knew his surname was Lee, and my dad used to call him that.

After a while, I don't know how long, my eyes were black, I couldn't see anything else, my stomach was empty, and I couldn't squeeze out the energy to count the time.

Lao Li finally came, he was carrying a bowl of porridge, and he seemed surprised to see that I was awake.

"What time is it?" I asked weakly.

Lao Li looked at his watch and said, "It's past ten o'clock, don't worry, I've already asked your teacher for leave." ”

I smiled wryly, did he think I was worried about this?

"Is there any medicine, I want to go to school in the afternoon." I made up a lie, hoping to get as far away from him as possible, in case the White Lotus marked him and he was so close to the weak me, would I still be alive?

Lao Li frowned when he heard this, and said: "Learning is very important, but the body is more important, you can't miss the disease!" You just had a fever of more than 40 degrees, and although you are a little better now, you have at least 389 degrees, and you can't go to school in this situation! ”

"There are still four hours of afternoon classes to be held, give me medicine, the college entrance examination is coming soon, I can't delay my study time!" I pretended to be excited, hoping to use the college entrance examination as a major event in my life to suppress Lao Li.

Lao Li's brows furrowed even deeper, he thought for a while, and said, "Okay, if you can reduce your body temperature to thirty-seven degrees in these four hours, I will send you to school, the college entrance examination is indeed very important." ”

I was overjoyed, and sure enough, I immediately persuaded Lao Li with this killing move.

"You go get the medicine, I'll sweat first." After speaking, I immediately took the porridge, drank the warm porridge in a few bites, and handed the bowl to him.

When he saw my desperate appearance, he immediately went to the kitchen to make me those potions.

A few minutes later, the medicine arrived, I immediately got out of the quilt, took the bowl, and swallowed the capsules with the potion, the porridge I had just drunk gave me some energy, the whole process was so fast that I couldn't afford to waste time.

I hate my fragile constitution when I catch a cold in the rain.

I continued to cover the quilt, hoping to sweat a little quickly, so that the body temperature dropped quickly, the warm towel covered on my forehead turned cold, I handed it out, Lao Li took it, and after a while I changed to a warm towel, I was more and more grateful to Lao Li in my heart, I admitted, although I was selfish, but that was just a means for me to protect myself, I didn't know gratitude, once I got better, I would leave him immediately, the farther away the better, and the only thing I could repay him was.

Don't let the White Lotus mark him! Stay away from him, maybe you can reduce the probability of him being marked!

Thinking of this, I secretly lifted the corner of the quilt and glanced at him, the remaining life that I didn't care about looking at before, met my eyes, there are still more than thirty-five years, he can live for thirty-five years, so he won't be marked? Or was it flagged, but escaped successfully? Anyway, in either case, he would have lived until thirty-five years later, and the faint guilt in my heart dissipated.

Finally, I didn't bring trouble to others, at least him, my dad's friend, Lao Li who helped me at a critical moment.

After a long time, I felt sweat oozing from my forehead, and my consciousness gradually fell into a blur, I was about to fall asleep again, and I felt that the bed seemed to sink down, is it Lao Li? He must have been sitting on the edge of my bed, right?

"Merck, you have really grown up, it has not been easy for your father over the years, you can like to study so much, I am very happy, you must study more, go to a good university in the future, find a good job, and repay your father well." Lao Li said with concern, and my consciousness that was about to fall asleep also woke up.

My dad? I didn't pay much attention to him, and I didn't know what Lao Li was referring to when he said it was not easy.

"Alas, what are you talking to this little doll, you don't understand." He sighed and seemed to be about to get up and go out, and for some reason, there was a sudden throbbing in my heart, and I suddenly wanted to get to know my father well.

Maybe it's because I'm suffering from a cold right now, so I need someone to rely on, right? I thought very clearly, it must be like this, which is why I have such a throbbing.

I've always been very sensible about feelings, and this time was no exception, I didn't say anything to stop him from leaving, and let the slightest throbbing dissipate.

Who knows, he actually went and returned, and walked back again.

"I know you don't have a high sense of identity with your dad, your dad spends too little time with you, and others are too dull and not good at expressing feelings, in fact, you hate your dad very much, right? Every time I finish drinking with him and you come to my house to bring him back, I feel that you have a little disgust with your dad, I should still be awake, right? Forget it, I'll just talk to myself. ”

"I've been holding back these words for a long time, and I can't hide it when I have the opportunity today."

I was piqued with a hint of curiosity.

"Do you know why he's asking me for a drink? Because he is bitter in his heart, since, alas, forget it, let's just say that your dad happened a few months ago, his car was detained, I don't know how there was an accident, or it may have been false, anyway, he said that his car hit a person and injured him, he must not have told you about it, this month, he has been working, paying back, working, paying back, alas, forget it. ”

"Study hard, remember to repay your dad when you become a talent, he is really not easy, I met him recently, the whole person is several years old, just forty years old like a person in his fifties, half of his hair is white!"

I felt a little moist in the corners of my eyes, and just the other day, I was talking to him on the phone, across the phone, listening to his calm tone with a hint of joy, I never thought that he had become like this.

I don't really understand my feelings, I obviously want to care about him, but as soon as I see him, I sincerely feel a sense of disgust, I don't know where to start.

And now, I feel a sense of regret, deep regret, extremely powerful regret, how can I repay him when I am dragged into this game of death? The lie I just made up now makes me feel a burst of heat on my face, what to study hard, what to ****** college entrance examination for the college entrance examination! Lao Tzu sat down there and killed the invigilator or what?

There is no chance, I can no longer live the life of an ordinary person, and I can't get close to my dad, what if, just in case, that lotus flower appears on his head, what should I do?

Cranky, cranky, after a while, I fell asleep, and Lao Li was gone.

It was half past one o'clock when I woke up again, and I looked at the time that Lao Li put on the watch next to my pillow in confusion, where did I go in the future? I don't know, why don't you kill yourself? As soon as this idea came to me, I vetoed it myself, and I still didn't have the courage to do it, and I couldn't imagine what my dad would do after seeing my body.

A few minutes later, my temperature was taken and I was 37 degrees 8, and I was ready to go to school.

I got up and changed my clothes, Lao Li didn't say anything, I followed him and walked out.