Chapter 20: The Man in Black on a Rainy Night (8)
Perhaps, I will never feel the hurt that Qin Xin has suffered, a person who has been with me for five years would reach out and slap her so fiercely, in the same way, Qin Xin will definitely not feel my feelings, the helplessness before the action and the self-blame and fear after the action. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
I have never seen Qin Xin have the same expression as last night, it is like a dream that has been going on for a long time and was suddenly awakened, I can't tell whether it is heartache or despair, so I didn't go back to the room to sleep at night, I am worried that if Qin Xin has a strong temper, it is very likely that he will leave in the middle of the night without me knowing it.
So much so that even after a night in the living room, I didn't sleep on the couch for a few seconds, and any wind and grass would wake me up.
It's already nine o'clock in the morning, and Qin Xin's door is still closed, did she really leave while I was asleep? Although I only slept for a short while, this short time was definitely enough for Qin Xin to walk from the bedroom to the living room door.
I was hesitating whether to go over and knock on Qin Xin's door again, think about it, forget it, if Qin Xin was still angry, it would be even more difficult if I rashly knocked on the door and stirred up her anger in the mood last night.
The hand that was about to touch Qin Xin's door was retracted after a fierce struggle in my heart, turned back to the sofa, and just sat down Qin Xin's door opened, and when I didn't see Qin Xin's person, my heart was like being poured a basin of boiling water, all kinds of churning, I really don't know what the first sight and the first scene of seeing Qin Xin this morning will be like.
I conceived countless scenes, Qin Xin walked out of the room with a straight face, without saying a word, or angrily walked out of the room with his suitcase and just told me "I'm leaving", either way, it was hard for me to accept.
"Huh?" It seemed that Qin Xin let out a soft doubt in the room.
Hearing Qin Xin's voice, my heart was put down, I knew that Qin Xin was a person who was not good at hiding her emotions, and as long as she was unsatisfactory in a certain aspect of her life, she would be in this mood no matter what she did within a few days, but I heard the first voice she made today, Qin Xin is not angry now, and it can even be said that there is no negative emotion at all.
Thinking of this, I hurriedly stood up and trotted to the door of Qin Xin's room, and happened to meet Qin Xin coming out of it. Her sleepy eyes with the first awakening confirmed my conjecture just now, Qin Xin really didn't get angry anymore.
"What did you just say in the room?" I asked with a smile.
"I said, why would I lock the door from the inside? I've never locked them before, and what's going on with these stools here? I looked at Qin Xin in surprise, she didn't remember, she didn't remember anything, at first I thought that the raincoat just left Qin Xin with a pair of pure black eyes, only when these eyes appeared, Qin Xin's body would not be under her control, and there would be no memory after the incident.
But I was wrong, Qin Xin seemed to have forgotten all the events of last night, from the time she asked me to go to her room, to the time she prepared a "stool bed" for me, to Qin Xin's coming out in the middle of the night to open the door and then returning to the room heartbroken, she didn't remember all of this.
Did those black eyes affect her memory or ...... Or is it that Qin Xin was not himself all night last night, but was controlled by others?!
I was frightened by this idea of my own, if this is really the case, then Qin Xin will really be very dangerous, not to mention how that raincoat came from, I don't even know what it is and what its purpose is, not to mention that it seems to have left something on Qin Xin's body now, in a place I don't know, those eyes should just be a medium, not an item directly implanted in the raincoat, that item must have stayed somewhere on Qin Xin's body.
"Did you feel anything uncomfortable?" I asked Qin Xin worriedly.
Qin Xin raised her head, her unkempt hair was exactly the same as last night, which made me feel a little frightened unconsciously, but fortunately, her expression was still normal.
Qin Xin simply shook her neck and a few joints of her body according to what I said, and finally came to a conclusion, it seemed that there was something uncomfortable, but she couldn't find where it was, as if this feeling was worn all over her body, not a certain position.
Inside the body? I repeated this word in my heart, could it be that a large part of Qin Xin's current body was really not his own?
"Feel it, where the hell is?" I was in a hurry, and I always felt that this matter could not be delayed, and the more it was delayed, the more serious it would become.
"What's wrong with you, don't be like this, I'm scared ......" It seemed that my expression and eyes scared Qin Xin, her face slowly turned pale, her eyes began to redden, and her voice trembled.
I was going to continue to ask, but I couldn't continue to talk about it when I saw Qin Xin like this, but the anxiety in my heart did not decrease at all, although I repeatedly told myself that I must calm down, there must be a way to solve it, but this kind of self-consolation will not work for myself at all.
As soon as I saw Qin Xin, I would be very worried about what would happen later, so I made an excuse that I was not in a good mood and wanted to go down for a walk and buy breakfast by the way, Qin Xin did not object, but I vaguely felt that her face was more pale.
In order not to force Qin Xin to do anything again, although I was a little worried, I still went downstairs, the air outside was very good, and the warm sunlight sprinkled directly in front of the building, and when I went out, it happened to shine on my face, and I suddenly had a very strange idea, a very terrifying strange idea.
The impact of the environment on a person's mood is really not to be underestimated, I was in such a bad mood before going downstairs, but I walked in the warm wind in the sun for nearly five minutes away and my mood was much better, I went back downstairs after buying breakfast not far from outside the community, and before I walked into the building, I suddenly remembered something, and then turned around and walked to the side, next to the trash can there was not the black thing I saw when I was upstairs, but there were a few clouds of hair that looked like cats were washed together by the rain, It turned into a small clump, but the color didn't seem to look very normal......