7 The storm is coming
However, the strange man didn't look for me, but the police did. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
After briefly asking me about the situation, the two policemen were going to leave, and my mother hurriedly sent the guests off, but I felt that things were not so simple, and if nothing else, I would say how did these two policemen come to the door?
Looking at the surveillance on the road? It can't be so fast! And how do they know where I'm going? What is the full name of the range of monitoring? Just for a so-called first discoverer?
"Wait, you guys, are you really the police?" Just when my mom had already sent the two of them out, I suddenly said this.
My mother complained to me: "I've seen the documents, what are you talking nonsense, you won't let people investigate the truth?" ā
"That's not what I meant... Well, I was wrong. "Seeing that my mom looked like she was about to get angry, I resisted the urge to be more serious, but it wasn't over.
There are more and more problems in life, I ignore them, I don't care about them, I can't count them, they think I'm a fool, I'm stupid, but I don't know that my heart is like a mirror, everything is reflected clearly.
Today, I'll have to ask.
Sitting on the sofa, my mother, who had sent the police away, came back and was about to go back to bed, when I stopped her and said calmly, "If you have anything else to hide from me, tell me." ā
"Your son and I are not small."
"What do you say? Don't go to bed yet! She scolded her, but I could see that her demeanor was very stiff, as if she was deliberately pretending, I hadn't noticed this when I was a child, since I was in high school, I had the habit of observing others, that is, since high school, I felt that my mom and my dad were very wrong, to be precise, everyone in our building, was wrong.
"If I'm not going to go to bed, are you going to move out of my dad? But he worked overtime today and didn't go home, and then you will become kinder, have a better attitude, and say that you go to bed late and have no energy in class. "I remember the past,
"What's wrong with you today? What nonsense? Isn't it stupid? "My mom looked a little angry, her pretty eyebrows furrowed together, and it seemed that the owner was not happy now.
My tone became colder and colder, and I said, "I don't know what happened to make you like this, but you have changed, you have become much colder than before, maybe I realized this when I grew up, maybe I realized this when I saw the relationship between other mothers and sons, in every way, you have changed." ā
"Actually, you don't love me, do you?" When I said this, my heart hurt like a knife, I wanted to talk about it for a long time, what pain can be compared, a person who used to be very close to me, gradually became strange, not to mention, this person is still my biological mother!
I don't know what made me say the words that have been holding in my heart for years today, the stimulation of those strange fingers and figures? Or did the police arrive inexplicably that made me feel uneasy? Or is it the irritability that has always been there? It is only when I concentrate on something, or when I receive the tender help of a friend, that the irritability that seems to face everything will be temporarily suspended.
"No, how could it be? You're my own son, don't I hurt you? Yes, I admit that I've been a little cold to you lately, but that's because my mother is too tired, and I have coped with this and that in the company during the day, and I have time to rest when I come back at night, and our mother and son have been communicating a lot less recently, I think we should find a time to talk. My mother said sincerely, her expression was very natural, completely lost the stiffness just now, I suddenly had a trace of doubt about my own judgment, the person standing in front of me alive, this person who was related to me by blood, how could it be what I imagined?
Maybe I'm overly sensitive?
"Okay, it's not early tonight, tomorrow morning while we have breakfast, let's have a good chat with mother and son, good night." With that, she went into her bedroom, and I went back to mine, without turning on the light, looking at the starlight projected into the window from the universe, my mind gradually settled, what reason do I have to doubt my own mother?
Her life is not as simple and easy as it seems, I should be more considerate of her, those words today may really hurt her, tomorrow morning, I must apologize!
That's right, apologies!
So, it should be fine, right? She will forgive me because we are mother and son.
I didn't sleep that night, and with my excellent physical fitness, I didn't sleep all night, and I just felt a little tired.
Wake up and eat! My mother's cry came from the living room, I answered, waited for a while, pretended to be dressed, felt that the time was almost up, and got out of bed and walked to the living room.
A hearty breakfast was on the table, and I didn't bother much about what it was, and that's not the focus of this morning.
After sitting down and taking a bite of egg custard, I asked my mother in front of me, "Have you been troubled lately?" ā
"Actually, it's those things in the company, I haven't been with you well lately, it's really..."
"Okay, I see, I have to apologize to you first, I did get some irritation last night, and my mood is not very stable, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said those things." I lowered my head and said to the person in front of me sincerely, hoping to ask for her forgiveness, although I knew that the ending must be that she would forgive, but I still hoped that there would be a process that would make me feel at ease.
"Got it, let's eat." Her answer was simple, but it was like a needle in the sea, which made me feel at ease, and after getting the answer, I didn't say anything, but began to eat heavily.
Speaking of which, this is the first time I've had breakfast at home in the past few days, and I, as a son, am a little too careless about my family, I haven't been home much for so long, and I got angry when I got home, which really shouldn't be.
After dinner, I went to school, and the gloom of last night had dissipated a lot, and I was now curious about the aftermath of the incident, and what did I find after that? What does this have to do with the guy who died suddenly two days ago?
Sitting on the bus, I turned my head sideways to look at the endless traffic outside the bus, and in a trance, I suddenly saw a face flashing in the car, although that face was through the window from me, I could clearly see that the face was almost exactly the same as mine! I quickly opened the window and looked back, but I never saw that face again, and I couldn't help laughing at myself, if I was really too sensitive, maybe it was just the reflection of the window glass!
What's going on lately, I'm not in a state.
Not long after the car arrived at the station, I trotted all the way to the classroom, and when I saw Liang Zhiqiang, I immediately asked excitedly, "How is it?" What about the follow-up to last night's incident? ā
"I don't know! Xiao Hei seems to know something, he told me a little bit on QQ, but he didn't reply to my messages as he spoke, probably because the phone was out of battery, or he was yelled at by his father. Liang Zhiqiang said nonchalantly, although I feel that something is wrong, how can there be no electricity? Can't you charge without electricity? As for dad yelling at him, it's possible.
I remembered the police last night, so I asked again, "Did any police come to you yesterday to find out what happened?" ā
"Yes, strange to say, how did they find my house, and I heard you say that, they also found your house?"
"Yes, the technology is really advanced now." Asked this, my vaguely hanging heart finally let go completely, it turned out that he was also questioned by the police, it seems that I was really too sensitive yesterday, that kind of weird thing is better to touch less, don't think about it, it's the best thing to do.
As for the strange man I met last night, I believe it now, it was just my hallucination, maybe the man didn't laugh at all, because I was too nervous to see him laugh.
As for the person I just saw who looks the same as me, how can I say it, it could only be an illusion, right? How can there be people who look the same? I don't have any siblings.
Soon, the class bell rang, because I actually rested quite well last night, so I didn't doze off, but listened carefully, which attracted Song Youran's frequent sideways, and I learned after class that she wondered why I didn't doze off in a class.
Hmph, how can Uncle Ben's physical fitness be imagined by you, a weak woman? I just teased me a little bit, and I almost got my ears pulled out, which... It's terrible, but for some reason, am I a masochist? Why does being pinched in the ears make me feel comfortable?
Okay, don't talk about this, I haven't mentioned any of the strange things I encountered from last night to now, I didn't mention anything to her before, and I would definitely say it, and I would write a big book and brag about it, but I really don't have the mood to say it at all now, and the pressure I feel inexplicably comes from nowhere, so I don't want to recall it again.
I don't want to say it again.
The sky is a little gloomy, at the end of the fourth period, it has completely become a dark sky, and a strong wind is blowing, it seems that there is going to be a thundershower, the summer weather will change, come and go quickly, it is estimated that when the school is over, the rain will stop.