Suddenly I felt the urge to cry. I've persevered for so many years, I've been confused, I've been disappointed, I've been overwhelmed, and I'm still persevering. I write Lori notes, I'm alone on a single machine, I've been on a single machine for several years. What I'm holding on, I don't even know.

When people are alive, there are always a few things they want to do, which we call dreams.

For the sake of the so-called dream, how much time can a person hold on, a few days, a few months, a few years, or longer. There are things that you can't put down if you want to. Lori notes, I never put it down. A few years ago, I saw someone say that if I insist on changing 10,000 words a day, the novel will have a bright future, and I believe that I insisted on changing 10,000 words a day for a period of time, and that period was my most painful and confusing time period. I can't move 10,000 words a day, in exchange for dozens of clicks, more than a dozen member clicks a day. When I was a year, I don't remember how many months I wrote, and my collection was only over 300. Almost another year has passed, and the collection of Lori's notes has exceeded 1,000. One or three years, inexplicably collected more than three thousand, three years, three years of confusion, blank period.

I thought about giving up, and I tried to give up. To this day, I still can't let go.

I don't know if I'm guilty or not. I'm cheap.

Niche is the grave of writers. There are also a few friends.,Still chasing Lori notes.。 I don't know what they think, the dreams I weave in Lori's notes are black fairy tales from the beginning, I dig my grave, I bury my dreams. I insisted but couldn't find the original intention of Lori's note.

New book, I insist on throwing away the pen name that has made me sad for N years, Yachilan Purple.

In the book review section, I saw a strange book friend say, "You are very talented, but you waste your talent on the wrong road." After reading the book of the great god, I came to you for a pastime. ”

I don't know what to say.

I can still hold out until a few people come to entertain me......