The sky outside the window is a little overcast, and the dampness looks a little dignified in the air, and few people choose to travel in this kind of weather, and the cold is a little uncomfortable

Outside the window is the school, where students are running in circles around the green artificial grass on the huge playground, and the occasional teacher shouts can be heard. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info classroom is quietly in class, and from a distance, you can see the figure of the teacher shuttling through the classroom, and the figure of the students burying their heads in writing.

Zhong Yan sat by the window, leaned on the chair, and looked at the entire campus outside her window, it was very difficult for her to get up and move now, and she could only rest in her own room, but today was different, today was waiting for an important person.

So the afternoon became very long, and the whole room was the only one looking at the school outside the window, Zhong Yan felt a little bored, every student seemed to be the same, but there was such a little difference.

For example, the student who wears a hat, the window in Zhong Yan's room can just see his classroom, she has been observing him for a long time, this student seems to like hats very much, he wears a different hat to school every day, rarely repeats, and only sits in the last row in class, lying on the table to sleep, but as long as he talks to others about his hat, he becomes energetic, and he can't see the slightest sleepiness.

Another example is the girl with black-framed glasses, honestly wearing a school uniform, even if she is very bloated, but she doesn't care, she listens to the teacher seriously every day, and the teacher seems to like this student very much, often calling her to answer questions, and she never seems to disappoint the teacher.

At first glance, you may think that these two students are completely different, but Zhong Yan feels that these two students are a kind of person after all, the boy who wears a hat actually longs for his hat that others recognize, and the girl who wears glasses hopes that others will recognize her results. But so far, only the girls have succeeded, but the boys have been abandoned.

Sometimes Zhong Yan feels that this is not their personal problem, the fault is not them, everyone longs for themselves to be recognized, but there is only one way to be recognized. It seems that it is not that the effort is wrong, but that those who approve of them are wrong. But everybody doesn't think so, so the end result is not that the world is wrong, but that you are wrong.

So Zhong Yan felt very sad. Sometimes she thinks about what kind of person she is, she feels that she is neither a recognized nor a recognized, she is the kind of person who is abandoned, that is, the kind of person who does not have the qualifications to be recognized, and is born to be trampled on the bottom by others and climb up.

And it's not the world that's wrong, it's you.

Zhong Yan touched her huge abdomen, and there was a living heart in it that was also beating slowly. She wondered if the arrival of this child was also a kind of abandonment.

The ghost sent the gods, Zhong Yan made a decision. She didn't want this child to become an outcast, probably because of the brilliance of motherhood, and suddenly there was a warm current that made her hope that this child could be like those normal students in school, even if it was not recognized, but it would not be abandoned.

"Then call you Deng Yuan." Zhong Yan said to herself softly, "After all, he was my best friend, and it can be said that he is my only friend, and maybe there is also the so-called... ”

At this time, the iphone placed next to it suddenly rang, Zhong Yan grabbed the phone, looked at the caller ID, and connected the phone.

"I've arrived, where is the exact location?" The voice on the other end was a male voice, with a very mature voice, about thirty years old.

"Go straight, go to the end, then turn left, and you'll see a building that has just been built, and you'll see me when you go up to the 31st floor."

"Okay." The man hung up the phone without the slightest hesitation, obviously he wanted to see Zhong Yan as soon as possible.

Zhong Yan got up from her chair, it might be very difficult for her to get up now, but she had to open the door.

At this time, you will find that in fact, this room is actually an undecorated rough room, the walls are covered with freshly dried cement, the white plastic pipe leaks out in half, and everywhere you go is gray, like the current sky.

It turned out that there was only this chair in this newly built building, which seemed very abrupt, I don't know how Zhong Yan brought it up, maybe it was just a sudden interest, maybe she really lived here.

She stood in the doorway for a moment, then began to think about the two students' questions again. Since there are outcasts like myself in this world, will there be so-called absolute approvals? is that he was pampered by thousands of people as soon as he was born, and everything he did was right, no matter what kind of thing he could do, because everyone would absolutely approve of it.

That kind of person may be the world. Zhong Yan thought to herself, how big is a person's world? It all depends on the people around you, if all the people around you, all the people you come in contact with, admit that whatever you do is right, then this person must be the one who lives in his own world.

But should such people really exist? Are some people supposed to be born high? Some people are born without any rights and passively accept everything? Is this absolute injustice of the sea so that you have to admit it, is it reasonable?

Zhong Yan thought of Deng Yuan's father again, the man who was killed by his own hands in the end. This was the first person she killed directly, and Zhong Yan never shot anyone directly after that, because she understood that she was not only revenge for that man, but also for this unfair world, and if she continued to deprive others of her right to recognize, she would become that man.

So, I did the right thing. Zhong Yan was convinced of this, even if it was like a small hole in her heart, making her feel that what she was doing was wrong.

Maybe it's really because of this kid. Zhong Yan shook her head and smiled bitterly, she didn't expect that she would feel the warmth of humanity at this moment. Or is it actually because of Zhang Weiyong?

Why she didn't kill Zhang Weiyong all the time, Zhong Yan actually didn't know very well, the first time she saw Zhang Weiyong, she saw some kind of transparent substance on him, shiny and dazzling, but it was covered by the surrounding filth, so Zhong Yan was very curious, and couldn't help but approach him, even if it was studying and using.

But Zhong Yan understood that she couldn't have feelings for him at all, she just felt curious. Coupled with the fact that he has what he can't have, Zhong Yan has always felt that he still has use value, or research value, and she wants to see how he destroys his dazzling quality in the filth.

The man came up by elevator at this time, interrupting Zhong Yan's thoughts, she stood up straight, revealing a smile that had long been customary, charming and charming.

The music from school sounded outside the window, it was Saxophone's "Go Home", and Zhong Yan suddenly felt a little sad when she heard this song.

"You're here, Ye Che." She said with a smile.

The man's expression was very solemn, and he stepped into the empty rough room.