At around 14 o'clock this afternoon, my uncle-in-law was announced dead in the hospital, and when I rushed to the ward, the damn device, blood pressure, heartbeat, and everything that I never wanted to see again in my life......

Life is gone, at that moment, I feel very strange and sad, but looking at the busy family, as well as my brother and my sister lying there crying bitterly, I really, feel very useless, and helpless, my heart is like being cut by a knife, I want to cry, I can't cry, I can't help anything, and even after that, in that place, it's the same, I'm just like a bystander, that feeling, it's terrible, all I can do is comfort and comfort my family.

Moreover, when a person leaves forever, all that is recalled in my mind is the good of this person, and I am the same, in my mind, it has always been the good of my uncle, and everything else is not important.

Looking at my brother and sister, after that, I couldn't even walk steadily, and my face was pale and sluggish, I really, really wanted to do something, and I knew that it was the darkest period of their lives, because, the sky, fell.

I really can't believe that a living life is so gone, so suddenly, so fast, that people don't even have room to react, just that, it's gone.

Finally, it may be really, lately, there is no way to keep the updates stable, sorry, brothers and sisters, but I surely, will resume the update soon, definitely.