Chapter 39 Responsibility and Determination
The smell of late spring was wafting outside the window, and it seemed that the camphor trees on the campus were about to start to thicken overnight, inadvertently casting a dark shadow. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info Looking at the sky above me through the gaps, the clear sunlight scattered between my fingers, but even so, I still feel like I am bound.
Zhang Weiyong sat in his seat, his eyes straight, staring straight at the table in front of him, the teacher chattering on the blackboard, like a machine that did not know fatigue. On this kind of warm afternoon, everything seems warm, as if it spreads to reach the limbs, which makes people feel unrefreshed.
Among the students in the back row, only Zhang Weiyong was awake, but obviously, he was not listening to the class, and the students sitting in the back row fell asleep on their desks, and the sun shone on their faces, revealing a youthful and not sad sleeping face.
But is this a fantasy or a real existence? In a school, all students should be as carefree as this, as if the so-called cruel tomorrow will not come, even if the most difficult exams are coming, they can fall asleep on the desk. Or does everyone actually have a dark side of their own hearts, in some unknown corner, in order to get their own interests, they do not hesitate to sacrifice some price, sometimes even a tragic price.
Which one is more realistic? Zhang Weiyong is thinking about this question now, his high school may be too unrealistic or too realistic for others, so that Zhang Weiyong clearly feels that he is floating in the sky, with his feet on the clouds.
Because Zhang Weiyong was scared, he understood that he seemed to be unable to pursue this case anymore, and it was very likely that the next step would really be a life-like journey, and he already felt very tired and couldn't hold on.
But there are some facts that are not going to become. Zhang Weiyong understands that some people can't come back, and this is the terrible part of death, like eternal night, never to see a ray of light again.
In fact, Zhang Weiyong is very cowardly, and he himself knows very well that all the people around him who care about it have passed little by little since that incident, and he is like stepping on quicksand, the more he struggles, the deeper he falls. The occurrence of this kind of thing gave him the courage to insist again, and he wanted to give up like this.
Now Zhang Weiyong even remembers the time he spent studying in school, and whenever he had time, he wandered around the school, watching the sun rise from one side of the school to the other side of the school, with an unprecedented loneliness.
Because the people around him are all in groups, standing alone on the huge campus, it seems that there is no place to live, it is an indescribable anxiety, burning Zhang Weiyong's nerves, so that he always understands what kind of realm he is in and what kind of environment he is in. You may make a wrong step and you will fall into the abyss from which you will never recover. The tragic death of his classmates can still be remembered in front of me, as if it happened yesterday.
Originally, Zhang Weiyong realized that there was Ye Che who was his only support outside this school, but now he was in prison and sentenced to life. Zhang Weiyong understands that this is already a very good result, and his world is also a lonely battle.
Now in fact, Zhang Weiyong understands what the purpose of the so-called Zhong Yan's plan is, in fact, the reason is very easy to understand, that is, to imprison Ye Che in a place where he cannot move, and use this way to prevent Ye Che from continuing to investigate his own affairs.
Maybe Ye Che survived indeed beyond Zhong Yan's expectations. Zhang Weiyong thought to himself, they probably didn't expect Ye Che to be a mirrored person with a heart on the right! That's why there is such a complicated game. The terrible thing is that they have such an accurate grasp of their psychological state! It's like living in your own mind, directing your next step.
Zhang Weiyong still remembered Ye Che's last phone call to himself, and he couldn't hear his fear at all, probably to make himself feel at ease, he calmly explained some things to himself, and hoped that he could continue to insist on investigating this case, don't give up, and rescue him again.
Zhang Weiyong almost burst into tears every time he thought of this, how many policemen could come to this point with a sense of responsibility? almost buried his life because of something that had nothing to do with him, but at the last moment, he was still thinking about the whereabouts of this case.
Later, Zhang Weiyong saw the news that Ye Che was sentenced to life imprisonment in the newspaper, and he felt very sad, and he left him alone, which may have made Zhong Yan deliberately want to taste the pain of isolation.
The branches swayed, smashing the afternoon sun and making a rustling sound, Zhang Weiyong looked out the window, and the wind was blowing.
The teacher on the podium was still talking, as if he had an inexhaustible amount of energy, regardless of whether the students could accept it or not.
Zhang Weiyong stared at the teacher, in fact, he was also very hard, right? In a school like E where grades are directly linked to salary, he actually has a very hard time, but in the case of stable grades, he still makes up for the students, even if he is constantly complained by his classmates, but in that case he is still conscientious, in addition to money, there is also a persistence, maybe that is responsibility.
In the final analysis, responsibility is the greatest motivation and standard for living in this world. Zhang Weiyong thought to himself. This is an era of responsibility, many people are willing to betray, many people choose to escape, and many people give up responsibility. But only those who understand that responsibility is to persevere, it is tiring, but it must be done. Because it's the only way they can prove they're alive. They don't want to lose, they don't want to make something eternal in their memories, and they will feel very aggrieved to die with regret.
Zhang Weiyong looked at the hard-working teacher in front of him, gritted his teeth, and remembered a sentence he saw in the book: "Men are born to take responsibility, this is a man's duty, and if you have the heart to annex the Eight Desolations, you should take responsibility." "Now there are people who have thrown themselves in, and their withdrawal has literally erased their existence, like the sea washing away the marks on the sand, all gone.
Zhang Weiyong slowly closed his eyes, he didn't want those things to become memories! Even if you burn yourself! Sometimes, it's inevitable to end up together.
When he opened it again, he was extremely determined. He made up his mind to investigate this case to the end and rescue Ye Che.
"Then it seems that we have to go to Zheng Gang." Zhang Weiyong looked out the window, the wind stopped, and the window was full of trees, sprinkled with memories.