The girl washes her hands every day because she feels that the world is too dirty, and there are always dirty things that she touches, and even if she doesn't touch them, she feels that she is contaminated with dirty things. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

So the girl has understood since she was a child that why she only has a mother, but other children have a father, is because the world is too dirty.

The girl thinks that she is different, other children are studying under the pressure of their parents, and her mother never seems to care about herself, she works in the chemical factory, so she puts herself in the factory, and over time, the whole factory girl is very familiar, as if there is a map engraved in her mind.

She knew which warehouse was empty, which workshop had the most people, and she even figured out the patrol time of the security guards.

She thinks she's smart, like a little princess who knows everything, and holds secrets that no one else has.

But one day, she went into her own little world as usual, but she found her mother and other strangers in this warehouse, which should have been alone.

The girl was scared, she saw her mother gasping in a low voice, the man's eyes were flowing with the light of desire, she didn't know what was going to happen, only that this kind of thing was terrible.

Unfortunately, they did not find themselves until the end, and the girl felt that she no longer had secrets and that everything was tainted.

Later, the girl saw the man enter her house with her mother, and the girl did not want this man to be her father, so she secretly asked her mother, but her mother did not answer her, but her eyes were bright, as if she saw some hope.

So the mother took the girl to the man, and the girl hid behind her mother in fear, but her mother gave herself to the man.

The girl, on that day, felt torn apart, from soul to body.

The girl was miserable and sad, and she began to feel that everything in the world was deceiving herself, that she had made up a huge lie together and had snagged herself in it.

The girl stayed alone in her own secret world and cried, although this place is not a secret, but she still has an attachment to this place, because here, it seems that she will not be deceived. So she cried loudly, and no one should hear her.

"Why are you crying?" The voice was very immature and unfamiliar, the girl was very surprised, raised her head and looked at the person in front of her, it was a boy, who seemed to be the same age as herself, and it should be a child in the back street, and she should have come here to play.

The girl didn't speak, and her tears didn't seem to flow, she stared blankly at the boy as he handed him a napkin.

"Don't cry." The boy seemed a little embarrassed and didn't know what to say.

"What's your name?" The boy opened his mouth cautiously, for fear of touching the girl in front of him, "My name is Deng Yuan, and my family lives here." ”

The girl shook her head, and did not tell the boy her name, and the boy saw that she did not want to tell him, so he didn't ask more, and scratched his head funny, as if he wanted to make the girl happy.

The girl felt that her world might have just been torn apart, but what was revealed was a hint of sunshine and warmth in addition to the stormy pain.

The girl laughed, but she understood that it was most likely another lie of the world, so this time she decided to arm herself and not get hurt again.

The boy and the girl became very good friends, and they hid together in the dark corners of the factory, playing with discarded bottles and cans, and as the days passed, the girl never saw the man and her mother come to this place again, probably because they didn't feel safe.

"You say, what do you need to kill a person?" The girl looked at the boy with wide eyes.

"Shoot." The boy lowered his head and played with the old empty bottle, kicking it into the wall and bouncing it back, "I read the book that guns are the most powerful. ”

"But how do you get a gun?" The girl was curious to know.

"Maybe it's a cop, I don't know, maybe my mom has it." The boy replied casually, for he didn't seem to care much about things that had nothing to do with him.

"Is your mom a police officer?" The girl was curious and might be able to get the boy to get a gun for herself.

"It's not." The boy shook his head.

"Then why does she have a gun?"

"She always does weird things." The boy seemed a little frightened when he said this, but he shrugged his shoulders as if he was used to it, "She used to burn herself with a cigarette butt or whip herself when my father was not at home, maybe she also had a gun, because I looked at her expression, and I always felt that she would kill herself one day." ”

"Why?" The girl seemed very calm, without the slightest fear, calm not like a child, "Doesn't she feel pain?" ”

"I don't know", the boy shook his head "My dad is often away from home, so she does it a lot, and at first I was scared, so I ran out to play alone, and then I got used to it." ”

The girl pondered for a while, in fact, the boy's mother had nothing to do with herself, she didn't care what kind of quirks others had, what mattered was whether his mother had a gun or not.

So the girl said, "Can you go and find out if your mother has a gun, and if so, bring it to me?" ”

The boy gave the girl a strange look and shook his head, indicating that he didn't want to do such a thing.

But the girl felt that she could not give up such an opportunity, so she stepped forward and patiently said to the boy, "We are good friends, aren't we?" Just do me a favor, and I'll promise you whatever you say in the future. ”

The boy thought for a moment, "Then you promise me one thing, you are not allowed to tell anyone." ”

The girl nodded, indicating that she would never say anything.

The boy leaned into the girl's ear and whispered a word, the girl's eyes widened in surprise, looking at the boy, the boy seemed a little embarrassed, turned his head and wanted to leave, but it was too embarrassing.

At this time, a loud shout sounded outside the warehouse where they were, "Deng Yuan! Deng Yuan! Where are you?? ”

The boy was a little panicked, "My dad is coming for me, here today, I'll come back to you tomorrow, if there is a gun, I will definitely bring you." ”

The girl nodded, watching the boy get out of the crack in the door of the warehouse, and then he saw the boy's father, the man who tore himself, and the girl stared at their backs for a long time.

She knew in her heart that the world had once again deceived her, and she was merciless. The girl is completely desperate, the world is so filthy that she can't accept it, everything she touches is false, everyone thinks of their own interests and deceives others.

Because what the boy said in her ear was "I like you." ”