But I didn't go to tell Xin Yi about this after all, I just quietly and quickly wiped away my tears, and asked Su Ling to rest first, then went to see Xin Yi, and left in a hurry. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.infoww.ige

It's not that I don't want to open my heart in front of Xin Yi, if there is still such a person in this world who can let me admit any traces of my heart without reservation, it must be just Xin Yi, I don't have to worry about making her sad, worried, worried... Because people who love each other share the same fate, joys and sorrows, there is no reason, I just believe this.

But now I really can't say this, I don't even dare to reveal a trace of sadness, I can only look at her and leave in a hurry after feeling a little relieved, just because I think Xin Yi has actually woken up, but she can't break free from the dream, she must be able to perceive everything around her, how can I say this? I'm afraid that she will be sensitive to my sadness.

And this matter, whether Xin Yi knows it or not, I also believe that Uncle Xin has made up his mind, and I am even more entangled in it. If I say it, I may not be able to change anything, and I am even more afraid that Xin Yi will perceive this matter, and when the time comes, he will not be willing to accept it from the bottom of his heart, but he will not be able to live up Uncle Xin and Aunt Yun in vain, and he will not wake up.

What if you don't? Will Xin Yi blame me when he wakes up?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help frowning, leaning against the window and sighing. Sometimes this world is cold, nothing more than cause and effect, debt and repayment... But beyond that, how can we be fair? Maybe Uncle Xin is still with Xin Yi in this life, but the funny thing is that no matter who is the cause and effect, it also affects the joys and sorrows of others, and the friendship of one heart is empty, only to sigh.

Just like me, just like Aunt Xin, just like the people in this world who may still care about Aunt Yun.

Is it no wonder that Hongchen refines his heart and sees through this cause and effect, so he can achieve the state of mind of 'Zhuangzi's wife dies, and the drum pot sings'? I rubbed my aching forehead, it seems that I am a layman, if I am not good, I will also lose this firm heart of protection, right? So what am I now? Look at the mountains is not mountains, and see the water is not water? Waiting for enlightenment?

My mind is so messy, and I feel that familiar throbbing in my soul, as if waiting for me to come to my senses? Now in the face of this situation, I no longer make a fuss, I have seen too much of the ups and downs of the world, and I can only say that everything is in accordance with the will of God. It's just that tonight, I feel that the Ten Thousand Souls Flower also has a vague movement, as if it is swaying and dancing in my soul, but it is like an illusion.

I couldn't help but murmur, "Poor life, are you awake?" ”

After all these years of fighting, I have rarely missed some people in my life, such as mercy, such as Ye Xiao, but I have not forgotten it. It is naturally impossible for Pisheng to wake up, he no longer exists, and has become a thousand soul flowers, is this also a kind of 'law of conservation of energy'? A wry smile hung on the corner of my mouth, as if in the cold transformation of the world, only emotions are empty currents, how can they be conserved? But does it really make no sense?

I was a little tired when I thought about it, I couldn't control my wandering thoughts, and I didn't dare to go to the courtyard to see what Uncle Xin and Aunt Xin were doing? It seems that from tonight onwards, their world will only be each other, and the existence of anyone is really superfluous.

Under the confusion of thoughts, I don't know when I gradually became tired, so I actually fell asleep on the table next to the bed.

It's just that I slept very lightly, and when it was still cloudy in the early morning, I woke up all of a sudden, no dream, just an inexplicable awakening. I realized that I didn't close the window when I slept last night, my arms were slightly sore, and the thin coat on my body was actually damp from the early morning fog.

I didn't feel very cold, but I thought of Uncle Xin and Aunt Xin all of a sudden, and I was still worried in my heart, and I didn't care about changing my coat and rushed out of the door.

"Uncle Xin." I called out, I was afraid that they would start to feel sad at this time, but there was no one around to comfort them.

But the courtyard was empty, except for the light smoke from last night's bonfire, which seemed to have been extinguished for some time.

What about people? Where did it go? I was a little anxious, but Su Ling appeared in the courtyard at this time.

"Young Master." She called softly, and her eyes looked a little red, and she didn't sleep well all night.

"Uncle Xin, they?" I don't care about what to say to Su Lingduo? It doesn't seem like she's waking up just now, so she shouldn't know something?

They went out, saying that they were going to the nameless hill behind the village to watch the sunrise. Don't worry. Su Ling saw that I was anxious, and I didn't have any verbosity, so he told me directly if he knew something.

Nameless Mountain? It is a hill behind the village, and it is also the highest place in this Wangxian Village, if you say to see the sunrise, it is indeed more suitable to see the mountain view, than Mingyangmen used to be my favorite to go to the back mountain and big stone. Then it should be that there is nothing to do, they just want to do what they want to do.

But I don't know why, I'm always worried, maybe it's because people in the early morning are always quicker, and I suddenly understand what I'm worried about? That is, Aunt Xin is too calm, Uncle Xin has always been calm and determined, firm and resolute, so what about Aunt Xin? It turns out that what I've been worried about is Aunt Xin, as a woman, she has been holding back and calming down for too long, will there be something wrong?

Thinking of this floor, I strode towards the door, I didn't want to disturb them, but it would always be more reassuring to look at it from afar, right? I'm very guilty about Uncle Xin's matter, and I can't do anything about it. I have to look at Aunt Xin, I can't let Aunt Xin have half an accident, I have decided that once Uncle Xin leaves to wake up Xin Yi, I will guard Aunt Xin half a step.

This is also an explanation to Xin Yi.

Thinking of this, my steps became faster and faster, but I didn't expect Su Ling to trot and stop me.

I said to Su Ling a little hurriedly: "I just went to take a look at them, don't worry, I won't disturb them." I don't have anything to do with either. ”

"Young master, it's not like this. It is they who have an account for you, let me tell you. Would you like to have breakfast first? "There is begging and worry in Su Ling's eyes, it seems that there may be something wrong with my state, Su Ling, the personal sister, must have noticed it.

Looking at Su Ling's eyes, my heart softened for no reason, so I patiently agreed to Su Ling's request, and at the same time, I also wanted to know what Uncle Xin would say to Su Ling, and then explain to me?

Seeing that I agreed, Su Ling became relaxed and happy, first urging me to change my wet coat, and when I changed my coat, he quickly put breakfast on the table for me.

I buried my head and began to eat, but I also asked Su Ling worriedly: "Why are you so early today?" The eyes are also red, is it because you haven't slept all night? ”

Su Ling served me the medicinal soup, put it in front of me, and said to me: "I didn't sleep well, I felt that the young master was in a bad mood yesterday, and he seemed to be very sad." I guess it's because of Uncle Xin, right? I can't guess why, but yesterday they were really... It's really unusual, and although it looks weird, it's a little sad to watch? Then I saw that the young master was sad, and I was even more sad when I looked at them again. ”

I bowed my head, didn't speak, took the soup that Su Ling had served me, and drank it all. As long as I am in the village, Su Ling will never delay this breakfast, just so that I can drink this medicinal soup, continue what Master has been doing for me since I was a child, and also for my body.

Thinking of this, I guessed that Su Ling didn't sleep much last night, and then simply didn't sleep, so he just made breakfast for me. I couldn't help but touch Su Ling's head, put a bowl of hot porridge for her with my own hands, handed it to her, frowned and said: "You also hurry up and eat, go to make up for sleep after eating, today I want to go to see the cultivation of those demon hunters and guide them, Uncle Xin and Aunt Xin are not there, except for two vegetarian meals on Aunt Yun's side, there is nothing special about it." ”

Su Ling stuck out his tongue, took a sip, nodded, peeled off another egg and handed it to me before continuing: "Because I am sad, I can't sleep well, and I don't feel at ease." So I got up at night and quietly looked at Uncle Xin and them a few times. As a result, when it was almost dawn, when I was no longer at ease to watch quietly, Uncle Xin stopped me and said to me, 'Little girl, don't peek, you've seen us a few times in one night'. ”

Speaking of this, Su Ling glanced at me a little embarrassed, I couldn't help laughing, and then continued to listen to Su Ling.

It turned out that Uncle Xin just explained to Su Ling, and he guessed that I would definitely look for them when I woke up, so he said that I didn't need to go to them too early, let me go again when it was close to noon, and go to the nameless mountain, and they also happened to have something to say to me.

"Young Master, so you really don't have to go now. I don't know what's going on though? But it can be seen that Uncle Xin and Aunt Xin want to get along for a while. You're right? After Su Ling said this, he asked me.

I swallowed the remaining half of the egg in one gulp, and made a vague 'um', no need to think about it, I also knew that the day when I would wake up Xin Yi was close at hand, which made me have something to say, nothing more than to explain the last words, right? Xin Yi is going to wake up, shouldn't he be very happy? I didn't expect such a sad atmosphere to surge, so that I couldn't even answer Su Ling properly, for fear that if I said too much, I would make this girl feel something and be sad.

After breakfast, I told Su Ling to hurry up and catch up on sleep, so I said to go and see the situation of those demon hunters, and walked out of the house.

In fact, I didn't have the heart to do anything at all, confessing my last words, these four words were like a heavy mountain pressing on my heart, but I still had to face it, with a depressed mind, I could only wander at the foot of the nameless mountain.

In a trance, when it was almost noon, I gritted my teeth and went up the mountain as if nothing had happened.

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