Chapter 225: Misunderstanding
At this moment, I suddenly felt that there seemed to be a hot breath surging up in the dantian in my body, and this hot air suppressed the lust on my body at once, and the hand that stretched out towards Fang Ziyan's chest also stopped at this moment.
"Left thirteen, you ...... What happened to you? At this time, Fang Ziyan, who was under me, looked at me a little suspiciously and asked.
"I ...... I don't know, I don't think I should do this...... "My mind is messy at the moment, obviously I like this woman lying under me very much, but for some reason I always feel a little strange and uncomfortable in my heart, feeling that if I do this, I will be sorry for anyone.
"Thirteen, don't you like me?" Fang Ziyan's eyes full of tenderness looked at me at this moment and asked.
"I like you......" I said, looking down at the woman I loved.
"You tell me what is in your heart, do you like me, or is it like a frost?" Fang Ziyan asked me again.
An Rushuang? Who is she? Why was my heart inexplicably touched after Fang Ziyan's name was said from Fang Ziyan's mouth?
"Thirteen, you tell me quickly." Fang Ziyan saw that I didn't speak, and then asked again.
"You ......," I said as I watched Fang Ziyan speak.
"Since you like me, why don't you possess me? I like you too, I can't like you anymore......" Fang Ziyan said and stretched out two arms and wrapped them around my neck at once.
But at this moment, the strange feeling in my heart flashed again, it seemed to remind me, and it seemed to warn me, that this woman under me should not be touched!
But the strangeness in my heart flashed, and it was replaced by YU fire and affection, I looked down at Fang Ziyan under me, beautiful face, fair skin, proud figure, and more importantly, I love her deeply, since I love her, she also loves me, why can't I do it?
At this thought, I reacted at the same time......
However, what makes me wonder is why there is a trace of worry and deception in the eyes of Fang Ziyan, a beautiful girl?
At the same time, a sentence he had said to me when I had just learned Taoism with Qingfeng Dao Master suddenly sounded in my mind:
"The vast universe, more intelligent than human beings or many such as stars, stones for stones, human beings, not fascinated by external objects, only the heart, the so-called cultivation, starting from the heart, the original heart does not change, in order to resist ghosts and evil spirits......"
"Start from the heart, the heart remains the same, in order to resist the ghosts and evil spirits......" I silently recited in my heart, and at the same time, the YU fire seemed to be slowly suppressed, and a name appeared in my mind:
"Ann Rushuang!!"
"I remember, the woman I love deeply is An Rushuang, not Fang Ziyan!!"
At this moment when I had just figured it out in my heart, a familiar voice suddenly came from behind me:
"Left thirteen, what are you doing?!!
I looked back and saw that it was none other than An Rushuang, who rushed back to find me!!
The moment I saw her, my heart was shocked, my mind went blank, and I didn't know what to say or explain.
At this moment, An Rushuang's face was full of tears, her eyes were full of despair, and she looked straight at me, and the two lines of tears on her face seemed to be pulled out of the depths of her soul with difficulty, flowing on her pale face, weaving a bleak sadness......
"Rushuang, don't get me wrong, things are not what you think, I wasn't me just now...... No, it wasn't voluntary at all just now......" When I saw An Rushuang's sad look, my heart twitched, and the tears on her face were like sponges, draining my heart little by little.
"You're still lying, look down for yourself! Since it wasn't your own volition, why did it happen!! At this moment, An Rushuang looked at me, and her eyes were full of disappointment.
I looked down and saw the tent I had set up, and when I saw this, I felt a chill in my heart, and I didn't know how to explain to An Rushuang, this misunderstanding seemed to be a conspiracy, and An Rushuang and I fell into the trap of this conspiracy!
"An Rushuang, things are not what you imagined, I was drugged by her." I looked at An Rushuang and explained anxiously.
"Thirteen, I said, you find a girlfriend, I don't object, after all, I An Rushuang can't help your family inherit the lineage, but why do you lie to me, promise me happiness and tranquility with your own mouth, but tear it up with your own hands, you may never understand how painful it is for a person to fall from heaven to the abyss, and you will never understand, thousands of years of waiting, in exchange for only deception, how painful is this pain of knocking bones and sucking the marrow......" At this moment, An Rushuang looked at me and seemed calm, but the tears on her face slipped down again and again, Dripping on her snow-white clothes, dripping from the dust, and on my heart......
"An Rushuang, you believe me, what I said is the truth, I definitely didn't lie to you, I was really drugged by him!" I said and pointed to Fang Ziyan, who was still sitting on the grass without saying a word.
When An Rushuang heard this, she glanced at Fang Ziyan, then looked at me, and was silent for a long time, she finally chose to believe me once, and said to me slowly:
"Then how do you prove it to me?"
Hearing what An Rushuang said, I was stunned for a moment, how can I prove it?
Thinking of this, I hurriedly ran towards Fang Ziyan, grabbed her by the arm and pulled her up from the grass, then looked at her and shouted:
"Fang Ziyan, go and sue Sù An Rushuang, that qiē just now is not true, you drugged me!"
But Fang Ziyan kept looking at me and shook his head:
"Zuo Thirteen, you disappointed me so much, did what you just tell me lie to me?!" At this moment, as she spoke, tears flowed from her eyes.
"it!! Fang Ziyan, I warn you, tell the truth now! Don't force me to hit you!! "I'm so angry at the moment that I can't wait to tear this woman in front of me apart!
"Okay, Zuo Thirteen, you don't admit it, do you! Then you say, who just crushed me under me! Still rubbing around on me!! The more Fang Ziyan said at the moment, the more she cried, as if she was really facing an irresponsible negative man!
"Fuck you, uncle!! Fang Ziyan, you give me another nonsense to try!! "When I heard these words against my will from Fang Ziyan at this moment, I was almost crazy, and I scolded directly!
"Enough! Don't even say it! At this moment, An Rushuang yelled at me and Fang Ziyan, this is the first time I have heard her speak so loudly for so many years since I have known her, maybe I really broke her heart this time.
But what should I do? In the face of these "evidences", no matter what kind of explanation is pale, An Rushuang is okay, even if she is still willing to give me the opportunity to explain at this moment, if I empathize, if I find that she is pressed under other men and does not resist, I am afraid that I myself would have already stormed away, how can I listen to any explanation?
"Zuo Thirteen, maybe people will really change ......" An Rushuang looked at me and said calmly, her voice was not loud, but with a kind of loneliness and despair......
"No, never, An Rushuang I like you, never change, this qiē is her conspiracy......"
An Rushuang shook her head at this moment and said to me:
"Thirteen, in fact, I also want to believe that what I see and hear in front of me is not true, but you have not proved anything, you may not know, I have been watching from a short distance just now, I did not see any traces of being drugged in your eyes, you were very conscious at that time, and you kept saying that the person you like is her!!"
Hearing An Rushuang's words, my heart was like thousands of ants biting, my lips trembled slightly, and I wanted to explain to An Rushuang, but at this time, another person's voice came into my mind from a distance, and the strange words in the voice were familiar to me, which were the words that Fang Ziyan had read before, and the person who read this voice this time was a man.
It was at this moment that my mind froze with the strange words that the man had said, and then, although my brain was still clear, I could not speak.
"Thirteen, are you already out of things to say to me?" An Rushuang saw that I hadn't spoken, so she asked me again.
I wanted to speak, but I couldn't open my mouth, watching An Rushuang's eyes slowly dim when she looked at me, so anxious that a cold sweat broke out all over my body.
"You've changed, you've really changed, and since you don't want to say anything to me anymore, I won't force you." An Rushuang said as she turned around, turned into a faint light, and flew into the distance.
Leaving a series of tears floating in the air.
But at this moment, the bracelet on my left hand suddenly emitted a dark light, and then I immediately felt that I could speak, and hurriedly ran in the direction where An Rushuang flew and shouted loudly:
"Ann Rushuang! Don't go!! I can't afford to lose you!! Ann Rushuang!! Ann Rushuang!! An Rushuang ......"
I shouted one after another, but after waiting for a long time, I didn't see her come back, and then the pain filled my whole body like ten thousand ants eating bones, I couldn't dodge, I couldn't dodge, I raised my head, panting, not letting the sourness in my eyes turn into tears, but there was an overwhelming sense of powerlessness in my heart, which made me a little dizzy, I was powerless and had no reason to restrain An Rushuang and let her stay by my side.
At this moment, I will never forget the moment when she cried tears and was disappointed in me, she took not only my future with me, but also my soul......