Chapter 308: Face the Past, I Want to Be a Whole Person! (8th Update)
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Today's last update.,This chapter combines some of your own new feelings.,I think it's still a little useful.,If you all have the same experience.,Don't be dissatisfied with your past.,Because that person,It's also you! People have never regretted their lives, face up to their past, and give themselves a complete life, thank you for your support and love for the deceased system!
In addition to a Soul Snatcher Spell to be eliminated, Chu Tianming also had many magic spells that were too powerful and there was no need to use them in battle, such as those zero-level magic, first-level magic, and even second-level and third-level magic were already too small and too small.
Well, if there is a little more advanced magic, there are only one or two of Chu Tianming's magic, although these magic skills are not suitable for his current combat level, but when dealing with some small minions, he can still use a Bian.
As for some other skills, they were somewhat useful, and Chu Tianming was familiar with them a few times, and then he focused on swordsmanship and swordsmanship.
In terms of swordsmanship, Chu Tianming practiced the current Phantom Splitting Light Sword, and the Imperial Sword Technique! He can only practice one course, and his practice is naturally the Rainbow Sword Technique, and when he practices like this, unconsciously, twenty-two hours have passed, and it is almost a day before Chu Tianming comes to the time hut.
When the time reaches the full day, the time hut will automatically deduct the next day's experience points, which is 100 days of experience points.
Fortunately, Chu Tianming didn't forget the time for cultivation, and when he was still about a minute away from the day, he put away the Guiyuan Sword in his hand, and then checked the time, and left the time hut.
Leaving the Time Hut, Chu Tianming's body reappeared in his room.
The time in the outside world is still the time when he entered, but Chu Tianming, who followed up before he went, must have said that the current Chu Tianming has not only improved in strength, but also changed his mentality to a certain extent.
"It's time to ask if the system knows if the law is innate!" Chu Tianming thought to himself.
Immediately, he called out the dashboard and selected the question section.
The question section popped up, and Chu Tianming meditated on the question he wanted to ask, and then waited for the system's reply.
Chu Tianming's question was raised in less than three seconds, and the system replied to the answer as quickly as possible, of course, the first reply was the price, which was not expensive, only three hundred experience points, Chu Tianming naturally agreed, and paid three hundred experience points.
After paying the experience points, the answer given by the system appeared in Chu Tianming's sight.
"Congenital, as the name suggests, is the meaning of natural self-generation, the innate realm, is a step that must be passed on the path of cultivation, among mortals, there is also congenital, but this innate is not the other congenital, what the cultivator needs to perceive is the avenue of heaven and earth, this avenue of truth, but it cannot be expressed in words or words, but can only be through personal perception, to understand their own will of heaven and earth."
"The will of heaven and earth that everyone perceives is the only one between heaven and earth, even if it is two twin brothers, there will be no situation where they feel the same will of heaven and earth, if you want to understand the will of heaven and earth, it is not what ordinary people say, walking between heaven and earth, understanding the mystery of natural changes, this can only perceive the small world, not the whole world where the whole world is, do you want to go all over the world?" …,
"If you want to comprehend the will of heaven and earth, understand what the Great Dao refers to, what the fog wants is just a little natural comprehension of the Dao, what is the Dao? The Tao is the Tao, the Tao can not be the Tao, you understand is understood, if you don't understand, you will never understand, if you want to understand your own part of the Tao, what you need to do is to understand your own heart, only by understanding your own heart, can you know what kind of Tao you are, only by knowing this, you can understand your own way. ”
The reply of the deceased system is a large article, and behind these words, there are a lot of predecessors' understanding of their own Dao, although everyone's Dao is different, but the process of perception is somewhat different.
Chu Tianming read it word by word, and quickly understood what his problem was.
He didn't know what he wanted at all, he didn't know what his true thoughts were like, thinking about it, Chu Tianming could only tell himself silently, not in a hurry! There's really no rush!
All right! In fact, Chu Tianming was very anxious, if he didn't understand these for a day, he wouldn't want to step into the realm of the Returning Yuan Period for a day, about the innate nature, about the will of heaven and earth, about the Great Dao, he would never understand.
However, the deceased system also gave him a shortcut, allowing the system to help him realize his own path, which only required to pay 3,000 experience points.
But when it came to the end, Chu Tianming hesitated.
Is it really not good for yourself? Do you really have to rely on the deceased system for everything? Without the deceased system, is it really nothing?
Chu Tianming asked himself countless times, these answers were in his heart, as long as he could answer these questions, he believed that he would be able to understand what his heart was like.
What is his heart like, Chu Tianming also wants to be himself.
Living in this irritable world, many people don't know what kind of person they are, and sometimes they even ask themselves no less than a million times, who is they? Is it really the self-sire himself? Is this really me?
Chu Tianming also asked himself like this today, but after asking, it was gone, I believe that many people are like him, and this is the case.
Everyone also lives in this impetuous society, getting up early every day and being greedy for darkness, for what? Is it a sense of inner fulfillment? Or is it a pleasure for the soul? Is it a physical enjoyment or a spiritual sustenance?
"Who the hell am I?" Chu Tianming asked himself.
This kind of emotion can easily drive a normal person crazy, but Chu Tianming didn't, his soul was extremely powerful, and the strength of his divine soul had exceeded the limit of mortals, so to speak, he was no longer a mortal, but an immortal seeker who was constantly striding forward on the path of immortals.
Asking himself one by one, Chu Tianming's eyes became more and more dazed, more and more godless, knowing that in the end, Chu Tianming was even more stunned in place, motionless.
Some people will do things that they can't usually do at all in a certain extreme situation, just like Chu Tianming at this time, when he was forcing himself to face his true heart, he unconsciously fell into an indescribable state.
In this state, he was able to see his real body, and he could even look at the back of his head and his own face at the same time, this strange feeling made him almost vomit blood.
But at this time, Chu Tianming was suddenly surprised to find that his body moved!
Yes, his body actually moved without his own control, Chu Tianming looked at him (himself?) He walked to the edge of the bed, then buried himself in the soft quilt and let out a soft laugh. …,
"What am I doing?" Chu Tianming looked at his body with a puzzled expression and made such a strange movement, and let out this kind of sharp laughter, which made him feel unbearable.
At this moment, Chu Tianming's body suddenly turned around, facing the ceiling, and began to talk to himself.
"Today my mother gave me two dollars, my father gave me five dollars, my grandfather gave me five dollars, and my grandmother also gave me two dollars, and I have a total of fourteen dollars! Wow! How can I spend all this money! ”
Chu Tianming's face showed a smile full of innocence, and his eyes were as clear as a seven or eight-year-old child.
At this moment, Chu Tianming, who was quietly watching his body make strange movements and make strange sounds, suddenly quieted down, and then he silently walked to the side and looked at his body quietly.
"That's me! It was when I was a kid, and it turns out that I was like this when I was a kid! Chu Tianming looked at himself and thought silently.
The memories of his childhood were already very strange to Chu Tianming, I don't know why, he always couldn't remember some things when he was a child, and now he suddenly saw that his body was showing this appearance, Chu Tianming subconsciously remembered some memories that had been sealed for a long time.
It was when I was in the third grade of elementary school, and I was only nine years old at that time. Other people he doesn't know, anyway, at that time, he just liked the toys and snacks in the shop, didn't ask his parents every day to ask for two yuan as pocket money, sometimes he was not well-behaved, there was only one piece, sometimes he was a little better, after his mother gave it, his father would give it to himself, and then he would go to his grandparents by chance to ask for pocket money, and he could make a small windfall.
"I can't imagine that I was so greedy for money when I was a child!" Looking at himself, Chu Tianming suddenly laughed for no reason.
This smile, like an opportunity, made Chu Tianming's originally closed heart suddenly open, and some memories that he couldn't remember suddenly became clear at this moment.
He remembered the first time he was beaten, the first time he did something bad, the first time he bullied his classmates, and the first time he got a perfect score on an exam...... A lot of firsts, a lot of memories, suddenly surged into Chu Tianming's mind.
The next moment, when he came back to his senses again, he found that he was still standing in the same position, not moving half a minute at all, and turned his head to look at the bed, where the quilt was still neatly folded, and there was no appearance of being touched in the slightest.
"Is everything just a dream?" Chu Tianming asked himself in his heart.
Immediately, he shook his head and said affirmatively, "No! Not a dream! It turns out that I have never dared to face up to my past, it turns out that I have always been so timid, so cowardly, no wonder I can't comprehend my own way, a person who doesn't even dare to face his own past, what qualifications do I have to talk about the Tao? ”
Chu Tianming smiled, he laughed heartily, understood his inner world, and understood his past for nearly twenty years, although there were many unbearable things in the past, but they were all themselves, each one was himself, they were me, I was them, they should not set off their past self, a complete life, there should be black and white, just white, that life is really boring!
(To be continued) [recruiting, please apply if you are interested]