20 The so-called oblivion

Wait, it says. Part?

"Which part?" I hurriedly said, I must not come in vain!

"Boy, is this the attitude you have when you ask for help?" The skull toe said proudly, the bone-like face that seemed to be elastic swirled into a mysterious smile, I couldn't help but feel a chill, this skeleton...

"Okay, okay, I beg you, can't you? Say it! "I've defined this skeleton as an old rascal in my heart, and when I think about it, the low-voiced plea that made me uncomfortable just now seems to be a little more comfortable. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

The skeleton nodded proudly, and then said, "This is the attitude that should be, actually, the part you can use..."

"It's something you already have, the ability to look at longevity."

Hehe... In the next second, my right hand had pinched its fragile little head, and said viciously: "Very good, not bad, your head feels very hard when you pinch it?" How do you make human expressions? โ€

"Shall I be working hard?"

"You think I'll care about your threats? Don't you realize that now you have to beg me for this way? And, have you forgotten that you don't seem to realize it, how did I know you had that ability? โ€

... Wait a minute! Is that really the case, and how does it know? Realizing this, my eyes changed when I saw it, what is the origin of this skeleton? It seems to know a lot about me...

"Got it, I know you're in a hurry... Forget it, with a little ghost... Uh, well, what's the anger with a little ghost, I'll just say it, from the moment I just settled in your body, I felt a malice snooping on me, and that malice came from your consciousness, don't you have anything to say? โ€

Is it my destructive personality? Malicious? Could it be that this weak-looking skeleton is really so hateful? In addition to me, my other personality hates it too!

"Actually, how to say it, it's a bit awkward, I'm actually mentally ill, and that malice is my other personality, he has completely developed my ability, and even almost took away the ability to see through lifespan, resulting in me now almost only relying on illusions given by powerful ghosts to protect myself." I scratched my head, sighed and said, about this matter, I am really helpless, I have not developed my own ability, but I was first obtained by my other personality, a crippled soul, this feeling... Extremely aggrieved.

"Wellโ€”" The skeleton rubbed its broad, bony chin with its palm, which was about the size of a cat's paw, and after a moment it said, "I have a way." โ€

"Shut up... Nosy little things. I was startled, a low and evil voice suddenly came out of my mouth uncontrollably, although the next moment I took back control of the body, but there was still a cold sweat, just now I even had a feeling that I was going to disappear, that guy, after such a long period of incubation, where did the strength go?

"Oh? Dot?? The skeleton lowered its hand and said the three words slowly in a questioning tone, then it shook its head again and said, "You are indeed very strong, I am not your opponent in my left arm, objectively speaking, even if I fight you with all my strength, I guess I can't beat it, but..."

"It doesn't change, you can't get rid of this body, and besides, do you really know what kind of abilities you've gotten?"

"Are you really qualified to use it?"

"Power, who can't have it? What qualifications are required for this? He said to the skeleton again through my mouth, I couldn't stop him from taking control of my body three times, but I seemed to feel that this time the recovery was faster, this should be proof that I still exist, if this guy could take my body indefinitely, he would have done it a long time ago.

Is... Lamentable...

The skeleton suddenly laughed, pointed at my eyes with its small hand, to be precise, and said: "This is a kind of power, authority, power-like thing, how can an ordinary person inherit the position of the emperor and inherit a country?" You are just like that ordinary person, and Wang Mosha, the weak person you think is actually the emperor, and the power you have now is only a passing moment after all, not worth mentioning. โ€

This guy still knows my name, but it's a bit of a metaphor for the emperor and my other personality with a commoner, isn't it... How so? Anyway, it's weird, and besides, is there really anything special about my ability to see through life? Is it worth it, is it worth the skeleton to be described by this metaphor?

It always feels like there's something in it.

"You say... Power? Hahaha, power, power! Power is power, and who can take that power away from me now? No one! "The rampant laughter came out, and to be honest, I was a little embarrassed to be in the audience for the time being, this laughter... It's really offensive.

The skeleton nodded quite angrily, seemingly agreeing with him, but in fact, I only felt a contempt from the heart, and the skeleton said calmly: "Yes, what you said makes sense, but we don't need to take it, this power will naturally return to its owner, and, with my help, this speed will be faster than before, forget what I just said?" Impatient boy, what I just meant was that I strengthened your original abilities. โ€

I froze and realized that I hadn't taken control of it this time, and the second half of it was said to me, and then I came back to my senses and said, "What's the strengthening?" โ€

"You can now see the lifespan of things around you, like if you look at a stone, you can see how long the stone has been there."

"Are you sure you're not kidding, this is?" "In the first half of the sentence, I still have a questioning tone, and in the second half of the sentence I have begun to shout, what kind of bullshit ability is this?

"I'm not kidding, that's really all there is..."

"The difficult thing you want to deal with when you come here should not be able to handle it."

Hearing the skeleton say this, I looked around blankly, and my mind moved, a long string of numbers appeared in my eyes, I didn't want to count the hundreds of digits, and I didn't want to know why this place has been around for so long, I just knew that this guy really didn't lie to me.

So what to do?

"I don't know." The skeleton shrugged humanely, looking like he couldn't help it.

What else can I say, after thinking for a while, I asked it to send me back, and the skeleton nodded and agreed, but this time it was different from the last time, instead of opening a door in the wall for me to enter, I appeared directly in that fantasy world.

Nothing has changed here, just like when I first left, but there is something wrong with the expressions of the people walking here on the road, some... Stiff? I didn't pay much attention to it, after all, these people had similar expressions when they left, could it be that the time in the station is relatively slow compared to here?

"Can you find a few of my companions?" I asked, the skeleton was sitting on my shoulder at the moment, it wasn't too heavy to bear.

"Companion?" It wondered, "Do you have a companion here?" It's impossible, there are no living people here, it's just the remnants of the consciousness of some people who have become brain-dead, is this what you said is difficult? โ€

Hearing this, my heart thumped and turned cold, and I trembled, "Which is the speed of time here or the speed in the station?" Am I coming back late? โ€

"Of course it's fast here, it seems that you're really late to come back, tsk, it's really a lot, it's really big, it's so big, it covers the consciousness of so many people, is it the ghost in your right arm? It seems to be gone now. โ€

I had no intention of paying attention to every word it said, and only three words were too late echoed in my mind.

And, even if I'm not late, I'm... I couldn't do anything, I glanced at my right arm, and suddenly I felt the urge to cut off my right arm,, it's all that ghost, no, to be precise, I'm also an accomplice! We did it!

I sat down on the ground with my eyes fixed on my right arm, and I didn't want to say a word to the skeleton, I didn't know what to do now.

Dazed... Emptiness... Uncomfortable...

And also... Wrath.

"!" I threw my right fist and slammed it to the ground, and the pain came from my bones, but I didn't care, what was the pain compared to what I was doing?

I thought of the pendant that Ye Qinghan gave me, the pendant made of my finger bones, I took it off my neck, and looked at it in a daze, Ye Qinghan said This is useful, this thing, can you help me now? I looked left and right, but I didn't see a reason, but the skeleton was a little interested in the phalanges, so I let it be seen.

Now, is there any remedy?

Now, who can save these people?

The skeleton was still looking at the unremarkable phalange, and just as my mind was drifting somewhere, it suddenly said, "Do you feel that your left arm is hot and your right arm is cold?" โ€

I felt it for a moment, and it seemed that this was really the case, and I asked weakly, "And then?" โ€

"Just when you were in a state of self-reproach and fantasy, I tried to put this bone thing close to your right hand, and guess what?"

"How? Don't sell it! I'm in the mood to guess the riddle now! โ€

It handed me the phalanges, and I took them, and to my surprise, the surface of the phalanges was very hot! What's the situation?

The skeleton seemed to be thinking about something, I didn't bother it, maybe it could do something, if it didn't...

"I see, so that's the case, it seems that I'm not with the wrong person, you really... Yes..."

"What is it? What are you talking about? What exactly did you come up with? "I said impatiently, this guy will sell Guanzi, just don't say what he knows, this is really annoying, not to mention that I'm in a hurry now, it still sells Guanzi!

"I'm sorry." The skeleton made an unprecedented bow, and I was stunned for a moment, and then it said, "I can't say it for the time being, maybe forever, or even have a chance to say it, anyway, I know what to do." โ€

"Okay, okay, forget it if you don't say it, let's talk about what to do!" When I heard that there was a way, I was immediately excited.

"It's simple, your right hand touches the ground first."

Although I didn't know what it would do, I did it anyway, I was like a drowning man, grasping at the only straw, whether it worked or not, I could only do it.

"Then touch it with your left hand, and remember to get up with your right hand."

I still do.

"Then, touch your hands, wait a minute, before you touch, I want to ask you something."

The skeleton suddenly became serious.

"Ask, what's the matter?" I wondered, its attitude now seemed to be completely different from before, it... Nervous?

"Can you stand it, a world where no one knows you?"

"You are like an alien visitor, except for your appearance and earthling, but other than that, you have no identity record, no relatives and friends, everyone will forget you, even the world will forget you, erase all you have before."

"Are you acceptable to such a price? If you can, then touch your hands, and then everything will be zero, cause and effect will be reset, history will be overturned, and everyone here will be restored. โ€

What the?!

"You're not kidding, are you?" I said in disbelief, this is so unbelievable, how can it be possible to touch it and make such a big change! Isn't this something that can only be done by some creator god or something? Redefining cause and effect, changing history?

"Ugh." The skeleton sighed and said, "It's hard for me to believe it, but it's true, do you think that's the end?" โ€

"The history of the whole world will be changed by the touch of your hands, such cause and effect... If you died, what would happen to you? I don't know if there are eighteen layers of hell, I haven't really been to the underworld, I'm just an extradite, the only thing I know is that if you really do this, going to 18,000 layers of hell is not enough to repay the cause and effect you are carrying, and even, whether you can exist or not is a question, you may be directly rejected by the world and disappear into the long river of history out of thin air, and at that time, I will not remember you. โ€

"It's very likely, about 90 percent, and you're going to just disappear! The remaining 10 percent, as I just said, you can only guarantee your existence at a minimum. โ€

I'm silent, I'm dead, I'm afraid, but at least I'm dead and someone remembers me, but now... I looked at my trembling hands, and if I really touched them, I would be equivalent to not existing, that is...

Nobody will remember me, yes, as the skeleton said, no one remembers me, not even my dad, no one knows that I made it all happen, no one knows that I saved so many people at such a huge cost.

No, it's not like that, that's what I should do, and what else can I do now? Forget it, forget it!

No, forget the words... Isn't that equivalent to me doing nothing? I...

I was in a huge inner struggle, on the one hand, I didn't want to disappear like I had never existed, and on the other hand, I had to do it because it was the way to save tens of millions of people.

The skeleton didn't speak, but the eyes staring at me revealed a hint of complexity, and the beating soul fire suddenly appeared, and I don't know what it was thinking.

"Actually, it doesn't matter if you don't do it, after half an hour, this effect will be invalid, and then you won't have a chance to change, you know, this matter has nothing to do with you as much as you think, the ghost has contributed to all this with the help of your other personality, and you are just a victim."

"And, if I'm not mistaken, you're actually an egoist."

Actually, who isn't? Think about it, the so-called for others, the so-called help for others, isn't it to satisfy one's own desires in this regard? Isn't that so-called desire to help others, the desire to save others, the same as other desires? Doesn't it all need to be an onlooker, someone who knows the inside story, to give you a sense of accomplishment, a sense of satisfaction? If it weren't for this sense of satisfaction, this feeling, yes, this feeling of self-actualization, you've helped others before, and you must have vowed to help others, right? It doesn't matter if you don't, actually, there's no difference, right? Right, there's no one to cheer you on, so why do that? It's not your dad who is deposed here! It's not your friends, right? โ€

"If the whole world forgets you... It's not just..."

"Is it a big loss?!!

"Enough! Stop it! I yelled, at this moment, I must have red eyes, my face was bloodshot, I felt very clearly a surge of qi and blood, all my thoughts seemed to explode in my brain, mixed together randomly, giving birth to something, destroying something together, dancing for something, colliding for something.

I...

I let out a long breath and tried to calm myself down, "Can I go back to the real world now?" โ€

"Yes, I can let you out."

"Okay, I'll go out and have a look." At this point, all of my explosive thoughts suddenly vanished, and I was left with a calmness as ice.

The skeleton looked at me deeply and said to me, "My name is Exter." โ€

"Hello, Exter, my name is Wang Mosha."