Chapter 15: Hu Jia's Choice
On the way back, Qiu'er suddenly asked Bufan: "Is it possible that Luo Xue went to a parallel world?" ”
Hearing this long-lost name, Bufan's heart couldn't help but move, no matter what difficulties he faced, what kind of situation he was in, he never changed his face and his heart didn't beat, he couldn't help but show pain on his face, and it took a long time to spit out a few words: "Maybe"
Mi Lu blinked her big round eyes and asked, "Who is Luo Xue?" ”
"Old man," Qiu'er replied briefly. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
After a long silence, Mi Lu looked at the heavy expressions of the two people, and although she was full of curiosity about this person named Luo Xue, she still closed her mouth in amusement.
A week later, Hu Jia meets at the Bufan Qiuer Hotel, and Hu Jia tells them that she has regained her true memories.
In that parallel world, Hu Jia and Qin Sheng are also childhood sweethearts, but Hu Jia has been in love with Qin Sheng since she was a child, and Qin Sheng has never been moved by her but has no love.
"For so many years, I've been here to watch him fall in love and break up with others, and his girlfriends have changed one after another, until this year he finally announced his engagement to his current one..."Hu Jia said sadly: "I've cried for a long time, for so many years, no matter what I do, he doesn't love me." You know? I've really fantasized more than once that maybe we're together in some parallel space, and I've fantasized maybe in the next life... He will be able to fall in love with me in the next life. Have you ever tasted the love of someone who loves you deeply, and that person who doesn't love you? Every day is a torment for you, you hope that this life will pass quickly, maybe you can meet him in the next life, and he will love me fiercely in the next life... I didn't expect that in this parallel space, he really loved me as much as he loved his own life..."
"So what are you going to do? Back to your world, or... Stay and love him and be with him for the rest of your life? Qiu'er asked.
Hu Jia choked up and fell into a dilemma.
"You can think about it," Qiu'er comforted.
Hu Jia looked up at Qiu'er: "Miss Qiu'er, if it were you, how would you choose?" ”
Qiu'er said, "I... You don't care what I choose, you ask your heart. ”
Hu Jia sighed and said, "I really love him!" ”
Qiu'er also sighed, sad.
Qin Sheng sat alone in the living room in a daze, Hu Jia had moved to a hotel since that day, he knew that she hated him for deceiving her, and even more hated him for selfishly kidnapping her from his own world, no matter how much she hated herself, Qin Sheng fully understood, this kind of thing would be changed to anyone who would want to kill him, Qin Sheng remembered Hu Jia's eyes when he left, if it was hatred and contempt, it would make him feel a little better, but Hu Jia's eyes were indifferent and disdainful... We would all rather the people we love hate us than ignore them.
It was a sunny day outside, but Qin Sheng was afraid of such good weather and such a bright world. When his wife Hu Jia died, it was also such a sunny day, but the world was okay but it had nothing to do with him, his world had collapsed. The sun and the moon can't grieve with him, the rivers, lakes and seas can't mourn with him, and his life has been bleak ever since.
Infatuated people never want to be infatuated, because they deeply understand how deep the love is, how deep the pain is, love but can't, the heart is like a knife; Love and gain, suffer and lose; Love is gone, and the heart is like ashes.
For such a long time, Qin Sheng has been curious every day about whether Hu Jia and himself in the parallel world have intersected, whether they are in love with each other, and whether they are together. Qin Sheng had already made a decision in his heart, if Hu Jia, who had regained his memory, insisted on returning to her world, then he was willing to go with her! Everything here, including his loved ones, can he also give up, right? Because how much he loves her! He can do everything for her!
Hu Jia's arrival made Qin Sheng both happy and afraid, happy that she was willing to see him, afraid that maybe Hu Jia came to tell him, "I want to go back to my world, help me contact the person who brought me over"
Hu Jia sat on the sofa and looked at Qin Sheng fixedly, Qin Sheng was stupid, because this look was exactly the same as the eyes of his dead wife looking at him, it was full of love!
Hu Jia spent an afternoon telling Qin Sheng the story of their two in the parallel world. Qin Sheng was stunned when he heard this, and he couldn't help but feel sorry for this Hu Jia in his heart, and when he heard that in the end, Qin Sheng felt that Hu Jia had a great hope of staying, didn't he? In that parallel space, she loves but can't get it, her long-cherished wish in this life is really difficult to achieve, only in this world, he can love her! Infatuated lovers know infatuated lovers best, because their obsessions are too deep, they will be deeply rooted and unable to extricate themselves. How can people who are too obsessed with it easily let go.
"So how do you choose? Stay or go back" When he asked this, Qin Sheng's voice was trembling.
"I thought about it for many days and finally decided... Go back..."Hu Jia burst into tears before he finished speaking, and he couldn't stop it.
Extraordinary Qiu'er Mi Lu said goodbye to Hu Jia, Mi Lu asked her what she told Qin Sheng at that time, Hu Jia smiled bitterly and said:
I told him that I used to think that love was everything, and I was willing to give everything for it, but now I have figured it out, in addition to love, I also have family and friendship, in my world, I still have parents who love me, I disappeared like that, and they will spend the rest of their lives in endless pain and searching, in order to satisfy my own selfishness, I put my loved ones in a situation where life is worse than death, and I don't want to live, how can I bear it? Also, Qin Sheng and I don't have to deceive ourselves, what he loves is not me, although me and his wife are each other in the corresponding space, but we are not alone after all, even our personalities are different, I don't love Qin Sheng in this space, the Qin Sheng I love and this Qin Sheng's personality is really very different. We don't love each other, so why bother?
"What about him? Didn't he say he was going to go with you? Mi Lu asked.
"I persuaded him for a long, long time, and he finally agreed to stay, not only for his parents, but also for his dead wife to be a good son-in-law."
"But..."Qiu'er hesitated, "I don't think he can really let it go... He loves his wife so much..."
"From love to worry, from love to fear, if you are separated from the lover, worry-free and fearless, I hope he can let go" Bufan sighed.
When Hu Jia left, she told them that with this experience, she finally let go of her years of obsession and was relaxed, so that she didn't have to cry alone in the middle of the night, didn't have to lose herself for someone who didn't love her, and didn't have to be obsessed with this hopeless love all her life.
A few days later, Qiu'er ran into the office panting and said to Bufan: "The ghost sent Ah Quan to check and check again in the underworld, but still didn't find Hu Jia's record!" ”
Bufan frowned: "He... Are you sure? ”
"Yes. Ah Quan has checked for so many days, but he has not found any information about Hu Jia's ghost going to the underworld. Don't... After her death, her soul was not taken to the underworld by the ghosts? Either that... She... Not dead...? ”