Volume 1 Spring Bamboo Shoots Chapter 16 The Pain of Reincarnation
Ou Meiyu woke up from her dream, her whole body was hot, and there was a layer of fine beads of sweat on her head. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Since waking up from a coma more than three months ago, she has had a dual identity. During the day, she is a thirteen-year-old little girl Ou Meiyu, and as soon as she falls asleep at night, she is the ill-fated, bumpy love road, and once the heroine of the Celestial Dynasty Fu Shanxiang.
That day in the Guzi Temple, the moment the lightning struck the roof and the rafters hit her, she saw a crack in the ground, and she plunged into it, entering a long dark hole. It didn't take long for her to see the light, but she found herself in a strange and familiar place.
It was an ancient and distant suburb of Nanjing. She saw another self from croaking to toddler, from babbling to reciting the Four Books and Five Classics, from a hammerhead child to a talented woman, and then from marriage to widowhood. From the family to the women's camp, from the Shunmin of the Tongzhi and Xianfeng Dynasty to the rebels of the Celestial Dynasty, she participated in the women's examination, and was appointed by the Heavenly King Hong Xiuquan as the female champion, and was famous in the Heavenly Dynasty across the streets, and was heavily promoted into the palace by Yang Xiuqing, the king of the East...... How glorious was she at that time, how high-spirited and passionate?
Scene by scene, intermittent but still coherent, she is like watching a movie. After waking up, she couldn't distinguish between the southeast and the northwest, couldn't tell who she was, panicked, indescribable, and it wasn't until half a month later that she gradually sorted out her clues, positioned her identity, and quieted down. But she was afraid of the night from then on.
Since then, she has dreamed every night, and the dreams are the re-enactment of some scenes and details, laughter and memories are rare, and suffering comes with her eyes closed. Those lingering nightmares made her heart ache like a knife and a cone, and every time she woke up, she was covered in sweat.
She is glad that she is now Ou Meiyu, and she is no longer Fu Shanxiang more than a hundred years ago. She now has parents who love her, cute little sisters who stick to her, grandparents, uncles and aunts, grandmothers and uncles and a lot of cousins and sisters. Many of the programmatic slogans and systems of the Celestial Empire a hundred years ago are now a reality, such as the "Celestial Empire's Farmland System" drafted by itself at that time, and the "equality between men and women" advocated by itself, and the new society that changed the dynasty is a hundred times stronger than the old world a hundred years ago.
She just doesn't understand that the education she received in this era clearly says that there are no ghosts and gods in this world, and everything is feudal remnants and dross, and it is a fool's statement of cows, ghosts, snakes, and people, but what is going on with herself? According to the perspective of the previous life, this should be reincarnation, reincarnation.
In this way, the theory of ghosts and gods may be true, but who were I with in my previous life? Where were they all reincarnated? It is said that the ghost of a person after death drank Meng Po soup when he crossed the bridge, and he forgot all about his past life and this life. I can't remember the Meng Po soup in Nai He Bridge, why can I remember the past in my previous life? Is it borrowing the corpse to resurrect the soul? But I'm not dead, I'm still thirteen years old! ……
"Meiyu, are you having nightmares again?"
Mother Yang Manxiang woke up, wiped the sweat on her forehead, and asked worriedly.
"No, I didn't dream, Mom, go to sleep, I just feel a little stuffy, I overslept during the day, and I wake up easily at night." She comforted her mother, reached out and touched the fan, fanning it gently, the slightest cool breeze blew on her cheeks, and the heat gradually disappeared with the wind. For the past three months, my mother has been worried about her affairs and has been frightened. She didn't want her mother to worry about her anymore.
The summer solstice has passed, and the summer heat is approaching, and the real dog days, the dogs under the scorching sun have stuck out their tongues and gasped. The mountainous area is cooler than the flat land outside the mountain, and this Xinghua Village is close to the water and the mountain, and it is cool at night and has to be covered with a quilt. Yang Manxiang sighed, sat up and said:
"If you really can't sleep, I'll light the lamp, and you can read again."
"No, I don't. Mom, you sleep, it's not good for your daughter, you've been tired for the past two or three months. “
She leaned against her mother's body.
Yang Manxiang's heart trembled, her daughter had really changed. The daughter who was like a tomboy and only thirteen years old, where could she say such considerate words? She kept blaming herself: she shouldn't have been allowed to go to her grandmother's house to pick bitter herbs that day. She has been teaching for more than ten years, and she doesn't believe in heresies, but her daughter's nonsense after waking up from an injury and coma really frightened her.
She took the time to go to the library to check the information, there was indeed a female champion named Fu Shanxiang in the Taiping Heavenly Kingdom, she believed that her daughter was evil in the Guzi Nunnery, more than a hundred years ago, she didn't know, and her daughter couldn't say it at all.
She stroked her daughter's hair and said:
"You stupid girl, I'm your mother, what's not tired? I conceived and gave birth to you in October, you are the meat that fell from my body, as long as your sisters are well, your mother is willing to do anything. You're frightened this time, and I'd like someone to help you take a look. Yesterday I told her mother about this, and she said that this kind of thing is common with them. She also said that last year, Hong Yanzi encountered unclean things, and the family was so scared that they didn't dare to sleep at night. It's a pity that Master Yang is missing, and she promised to help find someone to take a look for you. “
Ou Meiyu was taken aback while being moved, and said hurriedly:
"Mom, what are you doing? I'm fine. It's really fine. Didn't I say some nonsense with a head injury? I don't even remember what I said? How can you take it seriously? You Ming'er hurriedly told Aunt Deng, don't go to anyone, Dad is a worker, you are a teacher, if people know that you believe in superstition, you will be criticized. Mom, you don't, or I won't follow you. “
Yang Manxiang sighed and said, "But you always have nightmares, my mother is not at ease!" “
"Rest assured, I rarely have nightmares now. Besides, it's normal for this person to dream when he sleeps, don't you never dream? Ou Meiyu said.
Yang Manxiang paused and said with a smile: "When did you stupid girl learn to be so sharp-toothed?" Well, Mom can't talk about you. According to you, I'll go and tell you Aunt Deng tomorrow and tell her not to bother. This is going down, right? It's past midnight, let's sleep. “
As he spoke, he slipped down and lay flat.
"No, Mom, I don't want to sleep yet, let's talk about it later. Hey, by the way, Mom, why do you have to take monkeys as cubs?? Ou Meiyu is coquettish, she enjoys this feeling of warm communication with her mother.
"How can there be so many whys, he is clever, loves to read, is also handsome, endearing, I feel that I fell in love, I somehow said it at the time. The water that was spilled out of the words can't be recovered, so admit it. It's good that your dad likes him too. I see that you are quite happy these days, not only taking so many books to relieve your boredom, but also accompanying you to play chess and talk. How? Don't you want to have multiple brothers in vain? He can call you sister! Yang Manxiang said with a smile.
Ou Meiyu smiled and said, "I don't want you to admit it, don't you?" Hey, Mom, what books do you think he still has in his house? I'm almost done reading "Journey to the West". “
"Let's talk about it after reading it. He comes every day, you ask him yourself. Hey, Meiyu, I've never seen you play chess before, why are you so good? I see that the red lady is a little afraid of going down with you, and even Dr. Zeng praised you for doing a good job. “
Ou Meiyu was slightly startled and said:
"I haven't played chess before, but I have seen it, don't the school's principal Wang and the physical education teacher often play chess? If you see too much, you'll naturally get it.,It's just that I've never been with anyone.。 At first, I couldn't play monkey at first, but your daughter and I are smart, and this chess game is not difficult, with his stinky level, of course, there is only a share of losing. “
Ou Meiyu said with a big grin, but she was beating the drum in her heart. Secretly blamed himself for being competitive and forgetful for a while, and neglected his identity as only thirteen years old. I think I was a dignified champion in my previous life, well-read, and I had the privilege of reading chess monographs such as "Plum Blossom Spectrum" and "Dream into the Divine Machine", and I also had a game with several celebrities, of course, ordinary people are not opponents.
The mother, who is a teacher and observant, is more sensitive to changes in her daughter, and it seems that she will have to be careful in the future.
"I said that you don't just remember to play chess and read novels, and don't pull down your homework, otherwise you will be demoted and repeat a grade next semester."
"Don't worry, I remember what you taught. I don't repeat a grade, and Mr. Yang's daughter also repeats a grade, so I'm ashamed! ”
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The mother is asleep, and Ou Meiyu is still open. Her mother's words just now really startled her. She can't let anyone know about this. The mother only suspected that she had encountered something unclean, so she said all that nonsense. She couldn't let anyone know that she had another soul in her, including her dearest mother.
Regardless of the hundred-year-old soul in her body, she does not pose any threat to the people in this world.
In the past three months, Ou Meiyu has been lying in bed most of the time, and for more than a hundred days and nights, she has sorted out Fu Shanxiang's life in the previous life. Fu Shanxiang is smart and clever, well-read and strong-remembered. Since childhood, he has followed his father, who was a school teacher, and has read the Four Books and Five Classics. Poetry and singing are omnipotent, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting are omnipotent, and she is a famous talented woman.
It's a pity that fate is good, when she was eight years old, her parents died one after another, she and her sister were pulled by her brother and sister-in-law to grow up, at the age of thirteen, her brother obeyed his father's will to marry her to the Li family Xiaolang as his wife, Xiaolangjun is six years younger than her, is a little hairy child who doesn't know anything. When she was eighteen years old, her twelve-year-old husband died of measles, and she became a widow before she could complete the house.
At this time, the Taiping army captured Nanjing, she was incorporated into the women's hall, Xianfeng three years, the Celestial Dynasty opened a branch in Nanjing, advocated equality between men and women, and set up a special women's department, by the East King Yang Xiucheng and Hong Xuanjiao as the main exam, she resolutely applied for the examination, and won the championship in one fell swoop, and was appointed by the Heavenly King Hong Xiuquan as a top female champion.
She remembered that the exam question at that time was "The Taiping Heavenly Kingdom's Heavenly Father and Heavenly Brother Make Strategies for the True Emperor", and she wrote more than 10,000 words in one breath. After that, she entered the palace of the Eastern Shogun, first served as a maid Shi and then served as a thin book, and at the age of twenty-one, she was appointed by the king of heaven as the "Reward Prime Minister", ranking in the state department.
She participated in the formulation and drafting of a series of policies and regulations of the Celestial Empire, and was deeply relied on by the Eastern King, who also praised him by name several times. By chance, she discovered a secret of Yang Xiuqing, the king of the East, and for that secret, she was imprisoned by the king of the east for smoking foreign tobacco (opium), and almost died unjustly in prison. Hong Xuanjiao, the queen of Dexi, secretly rescued her and was able to get out of prison.
After being released from prison, he was placed under house arrest by the East King, and then rescued by his good sister Su Sanniang, he escaped from the East Palace, before the "Tokyo Incident", and finally entered the southwest mountains of Hunan Province, where he was stranded in the Guzi Temple due to illness, and died two years later......
In her short twenty-five years of life, ups and downs, full of bitterness, as a woman, she could not fully display, she could not show her all, and finally ended up with a broken family, the end of the world, and died in a small nunnery more than 2,000 miles away from her hometown without being known, a lot of pain and sorrow, a lot of resentment and hatred......
She is bitter about what happened to her past life, but she is also grateful for the current era and identity. Now she is just a thirteen-year-old little girl named Ou Meiyu, her previous life has nothing to do with her now, but in her memory, she came to this remote mountainous area with a mission in her previous life, and she wonders if she will continue to complete this life?
Forget it. More than 100 years have passed since the previous life, and the Heavenly Dynasty, the Heavenly King, and the Eastern King have long since disappeared in the long river of history. Now I am a Young Pioneer of New China, a Red Little Soldier, like boys, I have books and food, and I will have a job in the future, women can hold up half the sky, men and women are equal, equal pay for equal work, and live in harmony.
Live this life, enjoy this life, and seal the memories of my previous life forever in the depths of my mind, from now on I am just Ou Meiyu, a thirteen-year-old smart beautiful girl.
She fell asleep, the cold moonlight spread through the window lattice on her quiet little face, Yang Manxiang opened her eyes, looked at her daughter lovingly and melancholy, sighed softly, reached out and pulled the corner of the quilt, and gently covered her body.