22 Self-examination
There are still three minutes until twelve o'clock, I stood in the living room, looking back at Ye Qinghan and Wang Fenglei sitting on the sofa from time to time, the numbers on their heads walked steadily, and did not suddenly become a few minutes, which meant that they would not die in a few minutes. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
This told me from the side that the water ghost may really not be the opponent of the fat man Wang Fenglei.
Jingle bell, the alarm clock suddenly rings, it is the alarm clock that is placed on the coffee table after being taken out of the refrigerator! The temperature in the room suddenly dropped to an extremely low temperature, and my whole body instantly exploded with sweat, and I instinctively felt that something was coming.
The fat man's squinted eyes widened instantly, he got up from the sofa and walked towards the kitchen, as he walked, the temperature in the room began to rise, and when he completely walked into the kitchen, the temperature in the living room had completely returned to normal.
"Alright, it's okay." Ye Qinghan said suddenly, he also stood up from the sofa at this time, I feel a little incredible, it's that simple? The demon who took the lives of several people and froze them in the refrigerator for food is gone?
Seeing my disbelieving gaze, Ye Qinghan waved his hand and explained: "It's as simple as that, don't think too much, Xiao Lei is the nemesis of all ghosts, ghosts will hide when they see him, at least until now, it's like this, I can't sense the existence of that thing now." ”
Really, just gone? I felt a little dazed, I tried my best to avoid the water ghosts, how could I simply be driven away?
"Where are we going next?" Wang Fenglei came out of the kitchen and asked directly, he was unharmed, and he couldn't even see a trace of exhaustion.
Ye Qinghan said: "Go home, as for Lao Li, Wang Mosha, you don't need to worry, the water ghost won't attack people for no reason, if you want to do it, there must be cause and effect involved, he obviously doesn't." ”
I nodded hesitantly.
Suddenly, Ye Qinghan's face stiffened, and he said to the fat man: "Go all out!" At the very least, there are more than ten ghostly breaths surrounding them! ”
"At least twenty people!"
When the fat man heard this, he stood still in place, closed his eyes, and suddenly exuded a certain aura that made me feel very uncomfortable, and the temperament of the whole person suddenly changed, if he was a sharp sword hidden in the scabbard before, then now, he has been unsheathed, but I can't feel where the sword is pointing.
What can I do? I could only look at him, watch the rest of his life go by minute and second, and I couldn't deal with the ghosts head-on like he did, and I couldn't even see it, I could barely feel it.
Ye Qinghan also looked vigilant, pressed a finger on his temple, and kept pointing out the specific location of the ghost to the fat man, every time he said a place, I looked at that place, but I still didn't see anything, the only thing I could feel was the change in temperature - hot and cold, I could imagine the ghost pounced on him, and was repelled by the fat man.
A few minutes later, the sudden change in temperature disappeared, the fat man opened his eyes, his forehead was already covered with dense beads of sweat, Ye Qinghan was also pale, and it could be seen from his bright eyes that he was still very energetic, even more energetic than just now.
He opened his mouth and said: "Now, they shouldn't come to bother you, you are safe, these ghosts have no intelligence, just like wild beasts are afraid of fire, when they feel the temperature of the fire, they will be afraid, they will escape, you seem to them, it has become a fire." ”
"Now you can finally go, I didn't expect there to be so many, what did you do? Even if you have the physique to summon ghosts, you won't be able to attract so many and threaten such a ghost, otherwise how could you survive to this day? ”
I was silent, these two people, especially the fat man, although their spiritual abilities are strong, but they are not risky in the face of ghosts, and today the two of them helped me, this is an ironclad fact, I don't think I should hide too much.
I moved my eyes to Ye Qinghan's eyes, stared at the fat man's eyes for a few seconds, and then said, "Actually, I don't just have this kind of spiritual ability, my real ability is..."
"See through the longevity of a person. That day, I knew that the people in the car were going to die, but I didn't save them, which caused the car to fall off the collapsed bridge, and the people inside were the ghosts that haunted me, and the girl just now was the only survivor. ”
Ye Qinghan didn't speak anymore, just looked at me with a contemplative look on his face, and the fat man was not so calm.
He rushed up and grabbed me by the collar and asked, "What did you just say?" You say you watched a carload of people die? How can you?? How can you do that?! ”
"You're killing someone, you know? If you don't have the ability, you can't save it, you have the ability, you have the opportunity to save people, why don't you save it?
I was asked by him by the collar like this, I felt very unhappy, this is my own business, incurring such retribution, it is also my own business, why should others point fingers at me? Teach me how to do it?
I directly broke his fleshy hands and said coldly, "What's your business?" I'm happy to do it, I'm such a person, what? Do you have an opinion? What does it matter to me whether they live or die? ”
Ye Qinghan directly pulled the two of us apart and said lightly: "Everyone's values are different, both of you are right, but if you forcibly apply your values to others, it will be a mistake, Xiaolei, do you understand?" ”
"A sensible person should take responsibility for what he does, you go to help others, you naturally have to bear the responsibility of helping others, Merck Sha he chooses to be a cold observer, you also need to bear the responsibility of being a cold eye, if you can see this clearly, you should realize that there is no difference between the two in essence."
"The one who can't see his own responsibilities is the one who really commits a terrible mistake, and such a person is guilty of both good and evil in the name of good, and Merck already knows the consequences of not helping others, doesn't she?"
Wang Fenglei stared at me for a long time before he withdrew his gaze and said to Ye Qinghan reluctantly: "I know, but if I let me know and he does this again, I will definitely send him to the hospital." ”
I nodded at Ye Qinghan, and after thinking about it carefully, what he said did have some truth, but I also knew my mistake - arrogant, I used to think that I was special, and I didn't consciously take a little contempt when I looked at others, and before, it has even become a contempt for life, these days, I have experienced the wind and waves that I have not experienced in my previous life for more than ten years, I have understood a lot, and I have grown a lot.
I know, human life is not as cheap as I imagined, someone really died in front of me, I am not as calm and indifferent as I imagined, I only now realize that this world is not the world I thought before, myself, nor myself I imagined.
Maybe there's a reason to be scared by ghosts? Maybe it's because I feel threatened, I feel scared, why I think so? When I think about this, I am a little confused, do I really understand, or am I just thinking out of concern for my own life?
After a short repair, the three of us walked downstairs to the parking lot, and I wasn't worried about my imprint, after all, those ghosts didn't dare to come. Sitting in the car, I finally asked the question I had been thinking about for a long time.
It's a question about that -- do I really get it, or am I just scared?
I can't answer this myself, in comparison, the experienced Ye Qinghan is more suitable to answer my questions, it's not that I haven't thought about it, forget about this question, and just continue.
That feeling of self-deception made me ask him, and I didn't want to deceive myself.
Ye Qinghan turned the key, started the car, and didn't answer my question, but the fat man seemed to be a little happier - he could easily tell this from the squinting eyes in the rearview mirror.
It wasn't until I left the community that Ye Qinghan said to me: "It's really not easy for you to ask this question, many people don't know, whether they are coerced by fear to do this, whether they are afraid of something, so they do things that can not make them afraid, they think they really understand, but in fact, they are just some frightened children." ”
"Fear blinds your eyes, reflection knows yourself, I can't answer your questions, any answer is just a misleading to you."
"It's up to you to understand, okay, I'm going to concentrate on driving, don't talk."
The fat man tapped me on the shoulder, awakening me from my contemplation, and he smiled at me and did not speak.
It wasn't until the car drove back to that street, I got out of the car with the fat man, and Ye Qinghan went to park, that I completely woke up from my trance of contemplation, and at the same time, I also understood, my own unique, answers to these questions.
That is, admit it all, I don't think I'm as clear as Ye Qinghan's thinking, so I have to admit it all - I admit my own fears, but I also admit my own growth, thinking about this clearly, I feel that the whole person is a little lighter, not as depressed as just now.
The fat man walked in the direction of the old fortune teller, and I was in a good mood now, so I also walked to the location of the fortune teller, which was barely a relaxing entertainment.