Chapter 52
Although the possibility of escaping from here has become very slim, but after thinking that if Tang Xueyan continues like this, Tang Xueyan will eventually fall into the hands of Han Yongbo, I feel a little uncomfortable. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 infoThere is no day in my life that makes me want to be free, and every day I wonder if someone will take me out of here. Where is Julie? Where are my friends? The desire for freedom and the concern for Tang Xueyan's safety made me look away. When all the emotions and thoughts were intertwined in my mind, I even thought about suicide. Because there seems to be no reason to live here except to end his own life.
In the face of a military prison that is more than one meter thick and built in accordance with the requirements of the three defenses, the escape scene staged in the movie will seem ridiculous. And thinking of Han Yongbo's madness, maybe it will be the punishment he has already arranged for me to live here for the rest of my life.
The pressure on my heart sometimes made me try to rush straight to the door when the wind was blowing, and I thought Julie might be not far away, and she would not stand idly by when she saw my life threatened. However, there may not be much luck in the world, and every time I rush to the gate, I will undoubtedly change the guards and beat me again and again.
They all felt like I was sick. Because even if I rushed out, facing the endless desert outside, the snow-capped mountains and no man's land in the distance, my reason for escaping seemed really a bit ridiculous. It would be better for them to shoot me to death, so that at least I can be buried in the ground, so that I will not be exposed to the wilderness.
And after half a month, I figured out my current situation, I will no longer be as naïve and ridiculous as I used to be in the snipers and guards, and I will no longer be resigned to fate. I think life is a kind of torment, no matter what, I am not dead now, so for me, this is hope. I think one day I will go out, I have no doubt about this, whether it is Julie or Ouyang Jing, I think they will be ready at this moment.
I was no longer depressed, and I began to actively cooperate with the prison guards, and later because of my special skills on the Internet, they even hired me as a prison network maintenance assistant. Later, I had a small house of my own, with no iron railings and no locked iron gates. I began to come in and out freely, without constraints.
I feel glad that after a month and a half of purgatory, someone finally came to see me. The person who came was also an old acquaintance, Wu Guoxiong.
I really don't have anything to say to Wu Guoxiong now, it was he who created everything that happened today, He Yufan will not forgive him, and I will not forgive the person in front of me.
I think that as a person, in a team, loyalty is the most basic premise of a person. It is not only a demonstration of a person's moral values, but more importantly, the trust that others have in him. Betrayal is shameful, let alone betrayal.
"Xinyao, I know you hate me. Of course, I have no reason to get your forgiveness, I'm sorry for you, and I'm even more sorry for He Yufan. Forget it, don't talk nonsense, someone in Kyoto wants to see you, Han Yongbo sent me here to pick you up, come with me. With that, he motioned for the guards to open my handcuffs.
"You bastard, do you know how many people you're going to kill by doing this. Isn't it enough that you've hurt me and Yufan? Now even Tang Xueyan has come in? "As soon as the guard opened my handcuffs, I immediately rushed up and punched Wu Guoxiong in the face.
Seeing that I suddenly started to get angry, the two guards standing next to me hurriedly stepped forward to stop me. They tried to handcuff me again, and as I struggled violently, they crushed me to the floor in front of Wu Guoxiong's eyes.
"Handcuff him and shackles, and put him in my helicopter right away." Wu Guoxiong didn't say anything after being punched by me, he just spat to the side, and then looked at me as he fell to the ground and ordered.
"Now you're satisfied." After adding a word, he walked out the door alone.
Chained to the seat on the side of the plane, there was Wu Guoxiong sitting across from me. He looked at me, who had been angry, and said calmly: "Xin Yao, no matter what, I just want to say one thing to you now, that is, you must be worthy of the sacrifice He Yufan and Tang Xueyan are making now, they paid such a big price just to get back your freedom." If you're still a man, I hope you can calm down, no matter what, there's a lot of work ahead for you. Tang Xueyan is now under Han Yongbo's control, and it is her threat of death that forces Han Yongbo to comply, so this is also the fundamental reason why Han Yongbo wants you to go back. ”
"Do you think you still have a reason to believe your word now? You betrayed your friends, you ask yourself with your conscience, how did I treat you in the past, and I, Chen Xinyao, treated you badly in the past, so that you want to use such despicable means to deal with me and the people around me now? Are you worthy of yourself? Are you worthy of Shang Jing and He Yufan? ”
"What would you do if you were the other person? I originally planned to come as planned that night, but when I went to bed at night, Han Yongbo didn't know how to find my mobile phone number. He sent me a video of him pointing a gun at my grandfather's head. He was going to kill him, and he said that he really dared to do that now. He has twelve hours for me to hand you over, or he'll kill my grandfather." I don't know what to do with it, it's the first time I've grown so big and I've become so helpless. None of my former friends dared to intervene, and no one helped me. I was really helpless in the face of that black muzzle. On one side are my best friends, and on the other side are my loved ones. I hope it's me who gets the muzzle pointed at it, I want it to die, it's me, and you're all right. You don't need to say any more, when this matter is over, I will naturally give you an explanation. I, Wu Guoxiong, dare to act, since things have developed to such a point, then I accept my fate and accept punishment. After Wu Guoxiong finished speaking in an excited tone, he took out a cigarette from the pocket of his clothes beside him and smoked it vigorously.
"Give me one." Distraught, I shouted coldly when I saw him start smoking.
Wu Guoxiong didn't speak, he came over and opened my handcuffs and stuffed me with a pack of cigarettes.
So the two of us, each with our own hearts, looked out the window at the endless blue sky, smoking cigarettes one after another.
By the time I arrived at a military base in Kyoto, it was already the middle of the night. At noon the next day, Wu Guoxiong took me to Han Yongbo's apartment, and as soon as I entered the door, I saw Tang Xueyan standing there looking at me.
"Xinyao, they didn't do anything to you, you are obviously bad, it's all my fault, otherwise you and Yufan wouldn't have fallen to the point where they are today." Seeing that I was brought in from outside the door, Tang Xueyan suddenly rushed into my arms and choked in a low voice.
"It's okay, I'm not to blame you for this. It's me who has caused you all, I've been thinking about it for a long time on the road, maybe it's all my fault, it's my fault. ”
"Okay, now Chen Xinyao has returned. As we have agreed, we will send him off with the French delegation at 2 o'clock this afternoon, and you would better keep your promise. And now, as my fiancée, I want you to stay away from this man in front of you. Han Yongbo saw that the two of us hugged each other for a long time and didn't let go, so he coldly reminded Tang Xueyan on the side.
Just like being under a spell, after hearing Han Yongbo's warning, Tang Xueyan violently pushed my body away, and then sat down weakly on the sofa next to me.
"Fourth, I know that you have the heart to kill me now, I know this, of course I don't blame you. Because I want to kill you, too, but now neither of us can kill anyone. Now that my skin has been completely torn, I will no longer be bored with myself. Let Wu Guoxiong take good care of you, and when we have lunch, we will send you on the plane together, and we will meet later. With that, Han Yongbo walked over and grabbed Tang Xueyan's hand, and then walked out expressionlessly.
Tang Xueyan and I didn't get to have lunch together, and the next time we saw her was at the airport. Because Han Yongbo was there, she and I didn't say anything more. She just watched silently as I boarded the Air France plane, and then waited until the plane slid off the runway before being reluctantly pulled into the car by Han Yongbo.