I am a girl who grew up in the mountains, my family has been doing well, compared to other villagers in the village, my family is also a "big family", of course, before encountering the later events, I have no memory of my previous life, I have never known that I am the legendary flower demon Manzhu, the strange woman who has been looking for her lover all her life, the cursed amorous demon. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

I'm no different from other people, if I have to find something special, I think it should be: I am weak by nature, not close to anyone, including my parents and family, I feel strange and alienated for some reason, and I always feel like I am waiting for someone, as if I have been waiting for a long, long time......

Later, all my family members died in an earthquake, except for me, the villagers helped to organize the funeral, and since then, in this world, I have no relatives, but I have no more sadness, as if they are just insignificant passers-by in my life, the people I have been waiting for, the people I have always wanted to see, the people I have always cared about, it is clear that they are not them. Yes, they are just passers-by in my life, and I don't live to be family with them or to love them.

In the year when my family died, I was admitted to university, and Yang Guang, a boy from the same village, suddenly confessed to me that I rejected him and mocked him hatefully. As a result, the young man's pride was hit, and he impulsively strangled me to death in the bamboo forest, and my body was buried on the spot.....

In the end, he still couldn't withstand such pressure and turned himself in, and the end was, of course, shot.

Yes, I was indeed dead at the time, but I don't know how, just after Yang Guang was executed on the night, I seemed to have slept for a while, and when I opened my eyes, I found that I was fine, and I suddenly stood intact in the bamboo forest at night, there was no moon that day, the sky was full of stars, the wind blew the bamboo leaves and made a rustling sound, the dog barked in the village, the villagers were asleep, I was alone in a daze in the bamboo forest, I thought it was all just a dream, a nightmare, in this terrible dream, I was killed here by a young man from the same village, he paid for my life, and his body was buried in the cemetery in the back mountain, and I must still be in a dream and did not wake up, I still wandered in this bamboo forest......

The mountain wind blew on me, there was a slight coolness, my mind became clearer and clearer, I broke a bamboo branch and whipped it on my arm fiercely, drawing a red mark, and the pain spread..... It seems that this is not a dream, but how did I come to life? Am I a human, a ghost, or a zombie?

I staggered home in the dark, and saw that there was a photo of me on the desk in the main house, presumably someone from the village or a distant relative helped me with the funeral. I quietly left the village the next day and went to university in S City, thousands of miles away, where no one knew me anyway, and I didn't know that I had died in my hometown.

Of course, no one in the village knew from beginning to end, and I, Xu Lili, actually came back to life.

Since then, this matter has not only been a secret in my heart, but also a mystery. This mystery will always be in my heart, and I firmly believe that this mystery will be solved one day, and I have been waiting for this day to come.

I started a new life in S University.,Here,I feel like I'm finally an ordinary person.,I'm like all female college students.,Study hard.,Go to class on time every day.、Go to the library.,Even fell in love.,Although I broke up later.,But I feel like I've been reborn.,The thing that happened to me and came back from the dead was gradually forgotten by me.。

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Things should have jumped straight to the day in the library, where I was bewitched, cut my fingers, and smeared my other side tattoo with blood...... Later, Jiao Qingqing actually died, I saw Jiao Qingqing's body on the fourth floor, at that moment, the memories of my past life suddenly poured into my mind like a tide, the door of my memory was opened, and all the past came to mind, it turned out that I was Manzhu! My blood watered the flowers on my body and brought back all my memories!

The first thing to do to get back my memory is to find Shahua, my Shahua, I don't know where he is, maybe he is far away, maybe he is around, maybe he is dead in this life, maybe he is still alive..... I've forgotten him for so long!

The world is so big, where to find you!

It was the tattoos on my body that brought back my long-lost memories, so I should have gone to the tattoo artist right away.

By the way, my tattoo disappeared at that time, and it was transferred to Jiao Qingqing, although I couldn't figure it out, but I couldn't care so much, pretended not to know anything, and went to the tattoo artist to tattoo me another flower.

I also took the initiative to make an appointment with Wang Xian, wanting to find clues from him, maybe he was Sha Hua, otherwise how could I be tempted by him?

Later, Jiao Qingqing, who became a ghost, found me, no one else can see her, only I can see, maybe, after my memory comes back, as a Manzhu, I also have some spirituality that is different from ordinary people. There is another important clue: the weak woman who appeared in my dream after the tattoo, she appeared in my dreams again and again, and made me get a blood tattoo, so that I could get what I wanted, because because of her, my memory will be awakened.

But I never dreamed of her again, and then I drew her from memory, and I took her portrait to the tattoo artist, and although the tattoo artist told me that he had not seen the woman in the painting, I read from his expression that he clearly recognized this woman, and since he knew, why did he lie, there must be something strange in it!

So I was going to secretly follow the tattoo artist, and every day, I didn't go to class, but hid around the corner outside his shop to observe him, and one night, I really caught him.

That night, I saw a ghost floating out of the wall (I later learned that it was actually floating from a flower painting on the other side of the wall), and I saw the face of the female ghost with my binoculars, the woman who had bewitched me in my dream!

The female ghost in the painting and the tattoo artist are very close, who is this tattoo artist? He can even see ghosts, and he has a lot to do with this female ghost! Could it be that Jiao Qingqing was premeditated by them? They can bring my memories back, and what does it have to do with me, whether it was intentional or not? Why do they harm people just through the tattoo of the other side? What does the other side flower mean to them?

Although I am Manzhu, I have been reincarnated as a human after all, how can I fight against these two people? And Jiao Qingqing pestered me day and night, I became more and more exhausted, so I decided to return to the starting point of my life - Xinghua Village, where I was born and raised, maybe I can find some inspiration here, and maybe I will find a way to restore my spirituality and magic.