My name is Song Yan, and I am the eldest lady of the Song family. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoThe Song family has been in the jade business since their ancestors, and they are the largest households in these ten miles and eight townships.

The family background is solid and the parents are pampered, which is the envy of many girls.

Ever since I was 16 years old, there has been a steady stream of matchmakers and proposers. My parents were reluctant to let me marry early, for fear that if I got married, I would suffer the grievances and hardships of being a daughter-in-law and wife.

At that time, my heart was also higher than the sky, and I thought that I must marry a handsome, heroic and promising young man.

I have also read books for a few years, and the happiest thing is Nalan Xingde's painting Tangchun, a couple from generation to generation in my life, always thinking, will I also have such a beautiful love, and have such a satisfied Langjun.

Until I was twenty years old, there were very few people who asked for relatives, one is that most of the sons and daughters with good conditions in this neighborhood have come all over again, and second, many people know that my parents are demanding, and they are too lazy to come to my house to ask for this is boring, my parents are a little anxious, but I am happy and comfortable, single-minded, waiting to meet my favorite lover.

I remember very well that it was June 20, my mother's birthday, and I went to buy her favorite mung bean cake on East Street.

I met him, and he stood there, his face like a crown of jade, sword eyebrows and starry eyes, and a dark green military uniform made him even more majestic and heroic.

He was the best looking and temperamental man I had ever met.

He suddenly looked at me and smiled at me. Admittedly, at that moment, I was moved.

But from the reserve of a girl, and the pride of being an eldest lady, I didn't talk to him, and I didn't inquire about him again.

Just when I thought I had missed it, and I was a little lost and ready to give up, I met him again at a temple fair.

The next three months, just like the one in the playbook, were really sweet and beautiful three months.

I believe that this is the best fate given to me by God, just when I thought I wanted to be a happy bride, he told me that he had a wife and an aunt.

I looked at him in disbelief, I was young and proud, when I was sixteen years old, I told my mother, I, Song Yan, must marry a man who loves me to the bones, he can only have one wife in his life, he can't marry an aunt, and I won't be an aunt's wife. My mother also smiled and said to me, you must find me such a good man, spoil me and love me for the rest of my life.

I didn't know how I got home, I locked myself in the house and cried for three days.

On the third day, the maid brought his letter to me. He said that his wife and second wife were the family affairs set for him when his parents were alive, and he didn't want to disobey his parents at the beginning, and now he doesn't want his parents to be uneasy under Jiuquan.

At the end of the letter, there is my favorite painting Tang Chun.

A couple from generation to generation in a lifetime, fighting for two ecstasies.

Lovesick and not blind date, who is the spring of the day.

The pulp is easy to beg for the blue bridge, and the medicine is difficult to run into the blue sea.

If you visit Oxford, you will be relatively poor.

Even though this is my favorite poem, I don't want to, I don't want to end up in a poem, I still fall in love with him, I want to be with him.

When we meet again, he promises me to live up to this life, and I will never leave him.

He came to propose, but his father refused, and his mother thought that he had two wives, and he was very unhappy, always afraid that I would be wronged, but my father felt that an officer in a troubled world, maybe one day, he would go to war, it was too dangerous, and he was afraid that I would be widowed at a young age.

I cried at home, saying that I didn't care about anything if I didn't marry him.

He mentioned kissing four times, and his parents were a little moved by him, and he was really reluctant to see me crying, and his parents have always indulged me.

I finally got my wish, he piled up a yard of dowry gifts for me, and the big families couldn't compare with the big wives, and my father and mother gave an extremely rich dowry, which was the most pompous wedding in the whole county in decades. He was really nice to me, and we spent five very happy years together, but unfortunately, he was often out and about, and he was not at home and did not have a child.

I thought that this happiness would continue until he brought back a woman, a drama called Qihua.

He promised me that I would never fail me in this life, but he married this woman, and that night, I sat for a long time, and finally couldn't help but go to him, but I saw that woman, standing outside the door of his study, I was angry, and turned around and left.

I sat in my room all night, waiting for him to come and give me an explanation, and I wore his favorite red cheongsam and placed his favorite wine on the table. When I arrived, it was the maid who told me that he had already left, and the fourth lady had gone with him.

I listened to the ridicule of the eldest lady and the second wife outside, saying that I thought I was unparalleled in the world, but in the end, I was an old and yellow person, and I was not as good as a young and beautiful little girl.

I look in the mirror, I'm only twenty-five, am I old? Old enough that he promised that it would be over so soon, I began to draw on my makeup carefully, and it took a long time.

But somehow, the tears kept falling, I wanted to get out of here, I didn't want to listen to the ridicule of others, and I didn't want to become a jealous woman.

I am the eldest lady of the Song family, my family is well-off, and my parents love me, how much did I leave behind, and despite the dissuasion of my parents, I got married, did I end up like this!

I knocked over the wine on the table, and the devil overturned the candlestick. The reason why Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty loves Mrs. Li so much, in the end, still remembers her most beautiful years, then if I am like Mrs. Li, I will never teach you to see me grow old again, will you miss me for the rest of your life.

But I have hatred in my heart, I hate her, I hate them, I hate him.

When I became conscious again, the eldest and second ladies rushed towards me with a burnt black body, and they demanded my life, I don't know what happened, I didn't think about letting them die too. However, I don't want to be broken up by them like this, I want to wait for him to come back, and when he says something, I will kill the eldest wife and the second wife...... This time it was really killed, and I absorbed their souls, and I felt that something had changed in myself......

But he never came back, and I waited for a long, long time, and repeated the night of the fire every day...... Look at the fire, engulfing the entire Gaofu......

I don't know how long it took, but it was my parents and brother who came to me...... The parents have long been gray-haired and can no longer hide their old age, and the younger brother has reached middle age...... I hid myself, I am an unfilial daughter...... has never fulfilled his filial piety, and now he has become a resentful ghost...... And what face to go to them? I saw them take turns for a few days and nights, and my parents seemed mentally and physically exhausted, and I almost rushed out with heartache several times...... I am a dead unfilial daughter, how can I be worthy of you......

I still didn't go to see them in the end......

…… When that kid told me about Song Xuan...... I wanted to see him, my only brother, he is eight years younger than me, and we have always had a good relationship with each other...... It's just that he said that Xuan'er was already in poor health...... What else is necessary, remembering that many years ago, he and his parents stayed outside the Gao Mansion for a few days and nights...... Today, he is in old age...... I'm a resentful ghost, the yin qi is so heavy, seeing that he is just letting him lose a few days of yang life, let him think that it would be good if his sister died in an accidental fire.

I already know the news of Junshan, the obsession is gone, and it should be dispersed, but I don't know, will he wait for me by the Nai He Bridge, and he still owes me an explanation...... I hope not, I have no rotation, I can't go to the underworld anymore, and I don't have any reincarnation......