Chapter 125: Love is Hurt
I hope that after my twenty-fourth birthday, there will still be my savior in this world.
If I could survive the twenty-four-year-old tribulation, my grandmother would fulfill her promise and teach me all the skills of the Yin Logo, instead of just the superficial skills of the Yin Logo.
If I have that opportunity, I can practice with my grandmother again, and I will definitely do my best to learn all the skills of Yin Logo, and then improve after learning, to protect myself and protect the people I care about.
If I can, I am willing to bear it, and my grandmother will bear the curse of God for me to continue my life against the sky.
I hope that before the curse that my grandmother will endure comes, I will have the ability to see through the curse, alleviate or break the curse, so that my grandmother, who has worked hard for me for more than 20 years, can be safe and healthy.
"Xiao Ran, are you tired?" Xie Yiming paused to blow my hair and patted the top of my head.
"Well, tired, good night." I got up from the couch, walked briskly into my room, and closed the door.
When I closed the door, I couldn't stop crying.
Leaning against the door, I cried silently.
I don't want anyone to see me in tears, to see my weak appearance.
I've always thought that shedding tears is a coward's face. But at this moment, I couldn't help crying.
The tears that kept flowing out blurred my vision, and I indulged myself once and cried bitterly.
Outside the door, there was the sound of Xie Yiming's footsteps, and the footsteps paused at the door, I knew that Xie Yiming was only a door away from me at the moment.
But it's this gap, a chasm that I can't cross.
I want to fall into Xie Yiming's arms, let him hug me tightly, tell him to love me, I am willing to join hands with him to the earth, hold his hand, and let him gently wipe away my tears.
But I can't.
Not to mention that Xie Yiming already has a girl he loves, even if he doesn't, how can I bear to hurt him.
I'm a person who probably doesn't have a future, and love is hurt.
I don't know how long I cried, until I ran out of strength to cry, I dragged my unsteady steps and went to bed.
From beginning to end, Xie Yiming's footsteps have always stopped outside the door and never left.
When I woke up the next morning, got dressed and opened the door, I saw that Xie Yiming was sitting on the sofa watching TV as usual, waiting for me to have breakfast together.
"Good morning, Xiao Ran." Xie Yiming turned his head to look at me, and the corners of his lips were in a big arc.
"Early. In the future, you don't have to wait for me to have breakfast together, I am still used to having a complete variety of breakfast outside. I smiled at Xie Yiming and went straight to wash.
When I finished washing, I was about to pick out the underwear I had changed from last night, and threw the rest of my clothes and backpack into the washing machine, but I found that there were no of my things in the basin or in the washing machine.
Disappeared for no reason, didn't I see anyone dead or dead, didn't my things disappear inexplicably?
"Xiao Ran, your things have already been washed. I couldn't sleep last night, so I did Lei Feng once. Xie Yiming walked to my side in a daze, with a deep smile in his voice.
"Uh, thank you, sorry for the trouble." I lowered my eyes and said thank you to Xie Yiming, passed by Xie Yiming, and went to the table to eat.
Xie Yiming followed me and sat down at the table to eat together.
During the meal, Xie Yiming and I were silent.
I carefully tasted each of Xie Yiming's dishes, trying to keep the taste in mind. Because, after this meal, I don't want to eat any more meals made by Xie Yiming.
Alienation and estrangement Xie Yiming is an order I gave to myself after crying yesterday.
I don't know, Xie Yiming takes good care of me, is Xie Yiming the same for girls in private relationships, or if I'm a special case, but I know that I have to resist and ignore Xie Yiming's kindness to me.
Whether I am amorous or Xie Yiming has no intention of doing it, my state of mind is very different from yesterday and today.
Last night, I had already put the little caution in my heart about Xie Yiming and buried it alive.
After breakfast, it was still early, and I asked Xie Yiming about the reason why the male ghost on the top floor reacted unusually after seeing my face last night.
Xie Yiming didn't delay any longer this time, and directly solved my doubts.
Xie Yiming said that the male ghost on the top floor should be related to the handsome senior sister.
That night, when I scattered the ghost of Senior Sister Handsome, Xie Yiming noticed that the ghost of Senior Sister Junqiao escaped from the formation at the last moment.
The ghost of the handsome sister is special, she can use her ghost energy to transmit the images around her at that time, and contact the ghost she wants to notify anytime and anywhere, so that the ghost who is contacted knows what is happening to her.
Although that wisp of ghost energy disappeared immediately as the ghost of Senior Sister Junqiao was dispersed, it was because of the special spirit of Senior Sister Junqiao, and in a short period of time, her ghost energy could still achieve the purpose of transmitting images.
From that night on, Xie Yiming was worried about whether the wisp of ghost energy of Senior Sister Junqiao's ghost was really transmitted to other ghosts, and what happened when she was dying.
If it is true, the ghost of Senior Sister Handsome must be a ghost who has a close relationship with her, and that ghost is very likely to avenge the ghost of Senior Sister Junqiao.
The reason why Xie Yiming must share a house with me is that he is worried that a ghost will come to me to avenge Senior Sister Junqiao.
Xie Yiming moved to live in the community and found an abnormality on the top floor opposite, but he didn't expect that the ghost on the top floor opposite was the ghost of the handsome senior sister when her soul was gone.
The reason why Xie Yiming asked me to wear a mask when I went to the top floor opposite was completely just in case.
From the reaction of the male ghost on the top floor when my mask fell off, Xie Yiming determined that the male ghost on the top floor was the ghost of the handsome senior sister, the ghost who contacted him when the soul was scattered.
I quietly listened to Xie Yiming's explanation, said thank you to Xie Yiming, and left the house to go to Liufeng Academy for classes.
At the moment when I closed the door, I seemed to hear Xie Yiming's helpless sigh.
Walking on the way to Liufeng Academy, bathed in the warm spring sun, my mood was uncertain.
Ill-fated, the word seems to have been written specifically for me.
Wave after wave, but God really knows that my life is short, and he came to make my life colorful.
Looking up at the sky, I raised my middle finger at the sky. Nima, come here, I promise I won't kill you.
When I arrived at Liufeng Academy, I went straight to the classroom. Tang Sike is used to it, every morning when I don't come back to eat with her, I will bring all my belongings to class and go to the classroom to occupy a seat for me.
When I arrived in the classroom, Tang Sike waved at me, and I sat down next to him.
"Xiao Ran, see if my sister's complexion is much better, it seems that the day when my sister will stay away from illness is coming soon." Tang Sike smiled.
"It's really much better, and we're going on an outing as soon as we recover." Seeing Tang Sike's bright smile, the corners of my lips were hooked.
"Okay, okay, just rush to Xiao Ran, I want to get better." Tang Sike danced excitedly.
"You don't have to be so excited to go on an outing, don't you want to be a lady?" Glancing at Tang Sike, the curvature of the corners of my lips increased.
"Of course it's worth getting excited, this is the first time Xiao Ran has taken the initiative to invite me out to play, it turns out that I have been pestering you for a long time before you agree to go out to play. Happy, excited, excited, indescribable. Tang Sike looked at me, his eyes full of red hearts.
"Well, while you're happy, I'll tell you bad news." Tang Sike's bracelet is gone and never looks back, and I want to tell Tang Sike about this fact.
Tang Sike's bracelet is the culprit of Tang Sike's illness, I naturally can't let Tang Sike continue to wear it, and has left it with Wang Dalang for him to dispose of.
It's just that it's a dirty matter, and I don't plan to tell Tang Sike the truth, so as not to increase her psychological burden.
"What bad news, Xiao Ran, your expression is a little strict, I sue you, I'm not scared, please, don't be too shocked by the bad news." My pronunciation froze the smile on Tang Sike's face.
"The bracelet is lost." I didn't plan to play with the speech and gasp, so I directly told Tang Sike for the answer.
"I'll go, scare me, what kind of bad news is this, if you lose it, you will lose it, and if you don't go to the old one, the new one won't come." Tang Sike patted his chest and threw me two white eyeballs, not caring about the bracelet never returning.
Tang Sike's reaction was as I expected, not to mention a bracelet, that is, I broke a few of her antiques, and Tang Sike would just hold the antique fragments and wail a few times, expressing distress, and then comforting me in turn, the year is safe.
At the end of the day, Townsend is extremely kind on the inside.
I like Tang Sike's temperament, and I can live with her with zero burden and no pressure.
"Xiao Ran, I'm frightened, beg for comfort." Tang Sike leaned in front of me, his long eyelashes blinking and blinking.
"Coco, are your eyes twitching?" I stared into Tang Sike's eyes, full of doubt.
When I came out with this pronunciation, Tang Sike couldn't hold it directly, and burst out laughing.
In the morning, between classes, Bai Ling'er visited our classroom again and came to talk to Xie Yiming.
This time, Xie Yiming was no longer as before, indifferent to Bai Ling'er's accosting and responding a few times, but turned cold and told Bai Ling'er bluntly, please respect yourself in the future and don't harass him again.
Xie Yiming's pronunciation stunned the people present in our classroom.
Of course, including Bai Ling'er, but also me and Tang Sike.
The classroom was silent, everyone's eyes were focused on the direction of Xie Yiming and Bai Ling'er, Tang Sike looked at Xie Yiming with adoring eyes, and I raised my eyebrows.
Xie Yiming's reaction was too abnormal.
On weekdays, Xie Yiming gets along with his classmates, although they are lukewarm, but they don't hurt people with heavy words. Why did he start to talk hard today, and the object was still Bai Ling'er, who admired him.
Sincerely, this Xie Yiming doesn't know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, I shook my head Xie Yiming was a little ruthless under his mouth.