Chapter 1 A Girl with a Grievance
In autumn, the yellow leaves are scattered. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
The loneliness of autumn is not brighter than spring, the heat of summer, and the depression of winter.
Autumn has its own moving charm, not only not under spring, summer, and winter, but also in the realm.
"When the cranes line the clouds in the clear sky, it will lead poetry to the blue sky." Autumn scenery is inherently poetic.
"Middle-aged people listen to the rain in the passenger boat, the river is wide and the clouds are low, and the broken geese are called the west wind." Autumn doesn't seem to be able to hide from grievances, just as spring can't be separated from sentimentality. Spring love and autumn resentment are equally famous.
Amorous people are sad, and talented people are resentful.
Ruthless people can't appreciate the ecstatic feelings, and untalented people can't describe the artistic conception that makes people fall into it.
"The dream is broken by the window, and the new frost went down to the court last night."
"The jade tree has cool smoke, and the condensation is between the leaves."
A chant in autumn, a bird's cry, and a fallen leaf are enough to teach people to lose their souls.
What's more, it's a woman, a beauty with grievances, how moving!
In the evening, on the shore of Mochou Lake.
Sun Tingting was wearing only a single dress and was alone under a plum tree by the lake.
The lake is very beautiful in autumn, the clear blue water reflects the blue sky and white clouds, and her eyes are more beautiful and pitiful than the autumn water.
There was always a faint sadness in her eyes, not lovesickness.
The sea has no end, and the acacia has no end. Lovesickness and grievance are as deep, as far away, and as bitter.
Are lovesickness and resentment the same thing?
But if you think about it carefully, although lovesickness is bitter, after all, there is a person who can be lovesick, and I feel that it is worth it.
But that wisp of resentment came to my heart, and the loneliness of helplessness was even more tormenting.
Maybe it's because of a scattered fallen leaf, maybe it's because of the occasional ripples, only a soft sigh, the fortress in my heart has been conquered.
After all, you still know who it is, and the resentment has no purpose, but occasionally touches a wisp of love, you don't know why it starts, and you don't know when it will stop.
It came without a trace, and there was no trace of it after it left, and if it were not for those resentful verses, it would never make people remember this kind of affection more touching than lovesickness.
Xiao Han was on the other side of the lake at the moment, when he came to the lake, he was attracted by the sorrow of this girl, and when he saw the girl, his heart seemed to be grabbed by the sorrow in the girl's eyes.
He didn't know what the girl's name was, where she came from, what she had experienced in her, or what she was worried about or complaining about, but he was deeply attracted.
He didn't know why, he didn't know how to describe it, he just thought the girl was beautiful, and the beauty was heartbreaking.
Heartbreak, not drunk, although he is equally drunk with beauty, even more heartbroken.
He was heartbroken, not because he saw that the girl had a boyfriend by her side, in fact, the girl was alone, and Xiao Han didn't care if the girl was already famous.
Didn't he already have that beautiful girl in his heart? Once the sea was difficult to water, who in this world can touch his heart again.
The pain he felt at the moment was because of the sorrow in the girl's eyes, the sentimental people were sentimental, and the talented people were complaining. At the same time, he saw that the girl was not lovesick in her eyes.
It's not lovesickness, it's better than lovesickness. Why is Heaven so cruel? Even a trace of joy is spared for such a girl.
Autumn level, autumn moon bright.
Yenching University is a talented person, and there is a lake name in his dream.
Yenching University is already one of the top universities in the country, and the people who pass the examination are comparable to the top Jinshi.
It's another year when the freshmen report, the faces of the people who come and go are proud, they are still young, and they are still dreaming of the age of dreams.
They are proud, high-spirited, even if they are arrogant, they are also worthy of forgiveness, these are the pride of the sky, what is wrong with being young and frivolous.
"The scholar is angry, scolding Fang Xuan, pointing out the country, inspiring words, and the dung was ten thousand households back then." If you are young and old, you will not only lose a lot of fun, but also live up to God's preference.
"No one asked about the cold window for ten years, and he became famous all over the world in one fell swoop." Not only to point out the country, but also to leap the horse and whip, and see all the Chang'an flowers in one day.
There are no horses, not in Chang'an, the flowers have withered, and their interest has not diminished in the slightest.
Because of dreams, they have dreams, and today they are on the clouds, and they are not satisfied in their hearts, and even faintly look forward to a beautiful woman who is as beautiful as a flower, and it is best to be good at piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and look forward to a romantic chance encounter to achieve a good story that has been spread by all.
The most romantic is undoubtedly only Mochou Lake, is there also an amorous and beautiful woman Mochou on the shore of Mochou Lake?
The night is dark, and although there are many people swimming in the lake, she is the only one who complains.
No one greets or accostes you, but these days the pride of the sky has learned to love face. When they saw this complaining woman, they all thought that she was so beautiful that she seemed to come out of the Song Ci.
They wanted to get to know the girl, to get closer to her grievances, but they couldn't bear to break the poetic picture. They may also have scruples, they are the pride of the sky, if they rush forward, if the girl ignores them, it will be a loss of face.
There is one person who is an exception, Xiao Han, he has been here for a long time, and now he finally can't help it.
"If you want to make peach blossoms red,
The wind is silent and the sun is setting.
Don't worry about the limit of this night,
Pointing out the light smoke lock group Fang. ”
He had already composed this poem when he saw the girl, when the sun was setting, and at this moment he sang it, it was the moon in the middle of the sky.
The plum shadow is sparse, and the moon is dusk.
The two figures stood side by side, and this scene seemed to be so beautiful in the eyes of the people around them.
The girl didn't know Xiao Han, but she didn't dislike it, especially not averse to this way of talking. She also knew that the boy was already looking at her on the other side before the sun set, and she didn't care, she was only immersed in sorrow.
Naturally, people in the neighborhood also heard this poem, and some people couldn't help but hate why they didn't write a poem too, if they were willing, they would naturally write better.
The girl said, "Is this a poem you wrote?" The poem is so beautiful. ”
Xiao Han said: "Do you like it?" The girl nodded. Xiao Han continued: "There is a stone boat nearby, can I invite you to sit with you?" ”
The night is far away, and there is a lonely boat under the moon.
The white moon is silent and the autumn leaks forever, and the red light has a shadow and the night building is deep.
The two sat side by side on the stone boat, with figures in the distance and lights in the distance. At such a moment, such an environment, such two figures, under the moon, there will be more ecstasy and more souls!
It's just-
"My name is Xiao Han, what's your name?"
"You don't have to know my name."
"And what shall I call you?"
"Is there a third person here?"
"Not really."
"You like to talk to yourself?"
"Don't like it either?"
"There is no one else here, and you don't like to talk to yourself, you don't listen to me, have you said that you have heard ghosts?"
Xiao Han only smiled bitterly. He didn't know what to say now, he just looked up at the sky.
The girl wondered, "What are you looking at?" ”
Xiao Han said: "I'm looking at the missing star in the sky today." ”
The girl said, "There are so many stars in the sky, what can you count?" ”
Xiao Han said: "You are so beautiful, you must be a fairy in the sky, how can there be such a character in the mortal world." Since you won't tell me your name, I'll have to find it myself. ”
Xiao Han saw her eyebrows slightly furrowed, and her heart was a little happier.
"I just don't like girls complaining, it's really heart-wrenching."
"Nobody wants you to like it."
"I just thought you could talk to me, and I might be able to help you."
"No one needs your help, and you may not be able to help me."
The girl's soul-deep resentment is both endearing and rejecting thousands of miles away.
Xiao Han didn't give up, he became more and more curious, what happened to such a girl.
The girl suddenly whispered, "Maybe that person is really the only one who can help me." ”
Xiao Han's spirits perked up, and he suddenly became interested. "Who is that person?" ”
The girl said, "I don't know." ”
Xiao Han said: "You don't know who he is, how can you be sure that he will be able to help you?" ”
The girl said, "I don't know his name or how to find him, but if anyone can help me, it must be him." ”
Xiao Han said: "Now I am more and more interested in this mysterious person. ”
The girl sighed and said, "Do you believe that people have souls?" ”
Xiao Han said: "It is said that the soul and body of a person are no longer related to each other after death and are separated from each other, what about the soul? If you go to another mysterious space, your body will rot. ”
The girl's eyes widened and she said, "Have you ever seen a human soul?" ”
Xiao Han smiled, he naturally wouldn't say that he hadn't only seen it, but a lot.
The girl said, "You haven't seen those resentful spirits, and when you see them, you won't be willing to say that you want to help me." ”
Xiao Han was very curious, could this girl see the resentful spirit, was she depressed because of this?
Xiao Han said: "In fact, the soul not only exists, but also should be regarded as a science. There is no doubt that Soul Science has been passed down for thousands of years as an Eastern science. ”
The girl said, "Not everyone will believe it. ”
Xiao Han learned the girl's tone and said, "No one wants them to believe it." ”
The girl looked at Xiao Han and smiled softly. Xiao Han saw this girl smile for the first time, the girl's melancholy appearance was too beautiful, and the smile was even more beautiful.
Xiao Han said: "It's just that people can't prove the existence of souls with Western science, it's just that their methods are wrong, or their scientific research on souls is really backward. This does not mean that the soul does not exist, and some people use it as a basis for the existence of the soul is even less convincing. ”
The girl said, "Why? ”
Xiao Han said: "This is just a misunderstanding. To create something so-called advanced to destroy the environment on which we depend is to bring about our own destruction. Thousands of years ago, we have been adhering to the concept of the unity of nature and man, and our cognitive science has an independent and constantly improving system. ”
The girl looked at Xiao Han, she didn't understand.
Xiao Han said: "If a person likes to play, he goes to the west, and when he comes back, he tells you that the east is a desert. Can you believe it? ”
The girl said, "Naturally, I don't believe it. ”
Xiao Han said: "In the same way, Western science can't explain the soul, that is, they don't know about the soul, their research is really backward, they don't admit it, they deny the existence of the soul." ”
The girl said, "What else do you know?" ”
Xiao Han said: "Although I don't know much, ordinary questions will never be difficult for me." ”
The girl said, "Then look at what is wrong with me." ”
Xiao Han said: "I can't see that in fact, not only are you not a problem, but you are also very good." ”
The girl sighed and said, "Since I was a child, I have always been weak and sickly, and some things that I can see cannot be seen by others. I couldn't see them until five days ago, but I could feel them all the time. ”
Xiao Han said: "You really don't have any problems now, but I think I can help you." ”
The girl said, "You can't see my current problem, how can you help me." ”
Xiao Han said: "I can't see it, just because the problem is not on you." I can help you because the problem itself is not difficult. ”
The girl said, "I want to thank you for your kindness anyway, but I still want to find that person first." ”
Xiao Han had some expectations in his heart, he had heard the saying that "the big hidden in the city" said that the border town may hide the dragon and the crouching tiger, and the red dust in the downtown may not lack geniuses.
The girl said, "If you have heard of what he did, you will also choose to believe him, it is said that his talent is no longer under the earth immortals. ”
Xiao Han said: "Rumors are not necessarily credible. ”
The girl said: "Groundless wind may not be without a cause. And the person who recommended him was an authority figure in his own right. ”
Xiao Han said: "What can make you believe is definitely not ordinary people. ”
The girl said, "But I didn't believe him because of that. ”
Xiao Han looked at the girl and said, "I know you really have no choice. ”
The girl said, "Now that you see that the problem is not with me, can you tell me what the problem is?" ”
Xiao Han sighed and said, "I didn't want to tell you, I'm just suspicious now before I confirm it." ”
The girl asked, "What do you suspect?" ”
Xiao Han looked at the girl and said seriously: "I now suspect that someone has put a curse on your family. ”
The girl couldn't help but laugh dumbly and said, "Curse? And it's to my family, not to me? ”
Xiao Han nodded seriously again, and said, "It's not for you, you have nothing to do with this matter, it's just that you are in this family, so the curse should also be on you, but you and your current family are not directly related by blood, so you can live until now." ”
The girl couldn't laugh anymore, and when she was six years old, she passed to her uncle, who is now her father.
The girl sighed and said, "Now I have some faith in what you say. ”
Xiao Han said: "Are you waiting for that person here today?" ”
The girl said, "The person I'm waiting for may know about him." ”
Xiao Han said: "Man? ”
The girl said: "It's a girl, it's still a very beautiful girl." ”
Xiao Han said: "How beautiful?" Are you so pretty? ”
The girl said, "Do you know how beautiful spring flowers are? But it's not half as beautiful as her. ”
Xiao Han said: "I really want to meet this girl, and I want to meet that mysterious person, but now I'm leaving." ”
He said he would just go, without dragging his feet. The words are still in my ears, but the man is gone. The girl didn't stay, just looked at the moon in the sky and sighed faintly.
There was a sound of footsteps behind him, and someone sat beside Sun Tingting unceremoniously. Sun Tingting was about to get angry, but the other party was even angrier than her.
"I'm!" Hearing this voice, Sun Tingting's anger had vanished, and when she saw this person, she had a rare sense of escape.
"Who made our eldest lady angry?" Sun Tingting said with a smile.
The person who came was Cheng Ying, but I saw that her eyes were wide at the moment, her eyebrows were slightly frowned, as if she was resentful and resentful, and she was still beautiful.
"It's not him yet, he said he would report today, but he hasn't seen anyone yet. Hum! Let me see him, I will definitely teach him to look good! He shook his fist as he spoke.
"Oh! I know, it's the one who made our eldest lady haunt her dreams all the way from Xiangxi to Yanjing, right? ”
"You're still laughing at me and ignoring you!" After speaking, he reached out his hand to tickle her, and there was a burst of laughter and begging for mercy on the stone boat.