Chapter Ninety-Four: The Diary of Sin
"Well, I didn't tell them, I'll talk about it tomorrow. I just want to tell you, once your mother is gone, you and Canaan should be filial to your parents, they are not young, accompany them more, and handsome, I am most worried about my good grandson, he grew up in this terrible era, how bitter this child is, he didn't get all the childhood, think about our old neighbor's grandchildren, when he was so old, he went to kindergarten, followed his parents to travel and see the monkeys, but our family is handsome, he sees zombies the most, alas, my good grandson, born at the wrong time! The mother-in-law sighed.
"Mom, everyone has their own destiny, Shuai Shuai will adapt to such an era, he will become a strong man in this kind of world in the future, you see so many capable people around him, he can't be wrong."
"No matter how strong you are, you are not as happy as an ordinary child in the peaceful era, but this is also something that cannot be helped. Duo'er, you are a strong woman, you don't blindly rely on Canaan to protect the whole family, I really admire you, with you, even if my mother leaves, she will be very relieved! ”
"Mom......"
I had a long talk with my mother-in-law, and we talked about it until dawn, and the whole family got up to find that I had returned home, and before I had time to be surprised, my mother-in-law announced her condition.
Shuai Shuai didn't know much what liver cancer was, he only knew that his grandmother was sick, so he was very worried and touched his grandmother's forehead, and Zhang Luo looked for a thermometer to test his grandmother's temperature.
Canaan is a very calm person, after knowing the news, he did not cry bitterly and lost control of his emotions, but inquired in detail about the situation of the Virology Research Institute, and he decided to send my mother-in-law over with me, immediately, immediately, just today.
My mother-in-law was worried that we and my husband and wife left home at the same time, and insisted that I stay with Shuai Shuai, and the second trip to Chengdu was escorted by Canaan, Zhang Xiaomei and Thunderstorm, because we were familiar with the route and had the protection of protective clothing, we didn't go to too many people with Zhang Luo.
When they were about to leave, I remembered Adam's commission, and hurried to the church to find Pastor Hua Erhua and ask her opinion, but she immediately decided to go with the car to accompany Adam to the institute.
The five of them put on their protective suits and set off in a car, and we silently saw each other off in the town until the car was gone.
Mom and Dad sighed at home, worried about the old sister and distressed, I beat my spirits, accompanied my son and Tsai to the lake for a walk, Shuai Shuai still doesn't understand the meaning of cancer, let alone what death is, he is still too young, we still protect him only happy childlike innocence.
Grandma went to the big hospital to see a doctor, and we explained it to Shuai Shuai like this.
Shuai Shuai is really relieved, so the child lives without pressure.
The boy is obviously fatter than when we rescued it, in the town it eats well, sleeps well and plays well, I always feel that it treats Shuai Shuai as a mother, not a little friend, it is very dependent on Shuai Shuai, always arches its big head under Shuai Shuai's little fat arm, waiting for Shuai Shuai to stroke and tickle it.
The fat baby and the fat panda are basking in the sun and rolling on the grass to play, the lake in the distance is bright, the light points are dancing and flying on the surface of the lake, the grass is green nearby, occasionally the frog whispers, the birds are singing, looking at this picture in the last days, it is as beautiful as an unreal dream.
I took a deep breath of the moist air mixed with the scent of earth and grass, and fell back to the grass, the grass was as thick as a blanket, and it was very comfortable to sleep on.
Listening to the handsome giggles, I also learned from them to roll in the grass, what a bouncy grass! Hey? What is it that makes my back hurt?
I propped up and turned my head to see a thick hardcover journal lying in the thick grass.
It's so strange, who dropped it here?
It's not good to look at other people's diaries, but I picked it up but didn't open it, and I checked it, it's quite heavy.
Looking around, I didn't see anyone coming to look for it, I hesitated, curiosity is a common disease of all human beings, picking up a diary by the lake, this, who can resist curiosity.
Just turn one page and see whose diary it is, and then return it to its owner. I thought so, and turned the title page, but I didn't see the name.
Isn't it a diary? I casually flipped to the middle page, and when I looked at it, I was completely frightened by the content!
"Uncle Qin said that he loves me and likes me, he said that he is so lucky to have my body, but I think only his love is still not enough, I need more men to protect me, Uncle Qin has a daughter, will he come to protect me at a critical moment? I'm worried. ”
Who is Uncle Qin? Who is the owner of this diary? Look at this weather is a girl, and it's not too old, but she has a relationship with a man called uncle, this, this doesn't seem right?
My heart was beating like a drum, and I didn't care about respecting other people's privacy anymore, so I continued to turn another page.
"Brother Gao said that my body is the most charming in the world, his appearance is not like lying, he likes to caress my feet over and over again, does he only like my feet? Will he protect me with his life? When danger comes, will he leave his wife behind to protect me? I'm not at ease, I need more men to take me seriously. ”
"Uncle Liu is so gentle to me, as if my body is a porcelain, the movement is gentle, as if he is afraid that I will break, he always says that I am so well-behaved and loves me so much, but I asked him, when the zombie rushed in, will he protect me or protect his granddaughter, but he hesitated. Hmph, I know that I can't rely on him, but if one more person likes me, there will be more protection, and I have to work harder! ”
"Uncle Jiang always asks me to go to bed, he seems to be the most infatuated with me, his son is no longer there, so when there is danger, he will protect me wholeheartedly, right? But he's a little skinny, and he may not be able to beat the zombies, but he's the most loyal to me, so I'll have to treat him well. ”
I'm not calm at all, the owner of this diary is undoubtedly a woman, and she obviously has a lot of lovers, the key is that the purpose of her relationship with these people is not for affection, but to seek security.
I quickly speculated on the identity of the diary's owner, a woman, not very old, no family, insecure, probably withdrawn, and lacking trust in the townspeople.
I flipped through a few more pages, and the records were all about similar feelings, but the hero was different each time.
My heart is panicking!
This little diary turned my previous feelings about the town upside down!
In my eyes, all the survivors in the town, respect the old and love the young, help each other, and struggle to survive together in this last days, this feeling is like a family, which has surpassed the indifference of old age and death before, but this warmth is now alive and shattered by this diary.
Family, how can you abandon ethics and do such dirty things?
My legs are shaking, and this incident makes me more frightened and sad than the zombies coming to attack the wall.
All of a sudden, all the adult men I didn't know were wearing masks, they were modest, friendly, and all of them behaved like gentlemen, but there were some of them who were cheating with a young girl behind their backs, and the girl called Uncle Uncle! Holy!
I suddenly felt a chill in my heart, will there be a familiar name in this diary?
Now I can no longer care about the privacy of the owner of the diary, I flipped from beginning to end, only looking at the man's name, trembling while flipping, this sense of fear is indescribable!
I can't imagine how I would face my close companions once they came up with their names.
Zhang Xiaomei, Luohan, Thunderstorm, Zhu Hong, Sunshine, Tang Xiao and ...... Even the name of Canaan, in a concentrated manner.
When I saw this ranking word, I almost didn't throw out the diary, tears instantly blurred my eyes, I opened my palm to cover these names, hung my head, tears welled up......
Despair, loss...... All kinds of terrible negative energy surround me, and I really can't accept that these partners who are full of justice will be on this blacklist.
Having steadied myself, I took the palm of my hand holding the diary away, and in any case, I wanted to find out how my friends got into the set, right?
As a result, when I looked down, I almost didn't slap myself, why are you crying in a hurry? It's really unproductive! Moreover, do you just not trust the character of the people around you?
"These people refused to accept my suggestion, and I asked them to meet alone, but they were all refused. These people are weird, don't they like little Lori? And some of them are single, and they won't date me. Forget it, I won't pay attention to these people, anyway, there are a lot of men in the town, and I will make all the men who like me become my protectors! ”
"Hahaha...... "I just finished crying and laughed at my own stupidity, I underestimated these partners too much, are their eyelids so shallow? They all have their own lovers, how could they do such a dirty thing? I'm so sorry for all of you, I thought they were all that kind of thing......
"Handsome, boy, let's go, let's go home!" I stood up and clutched the thick diary, which had to be uncovered, or the town would be dirty, and we would still be out there desperately unaware.
Sending the child and the panda home, I went straight to the town hall, and I had to find Medlow, who was the mayor, and he knew all the people in the town, and his name did not appear in the diary, so it seemed that the little girl did not dare to attack him.
As Medlow read the diary from beginning to end, his face turned pale as paper.
"These, these guys, these sanctimonious guys!" Medlo scolded.
"I have to find out what's going on!" His face turned iron-blue.
"Mayor Mei, do you know who the owner of this diary is?" I never saw her name in my diary.
Medlow shook his head, "I was watching and guessing just now, there are a few girls who are suspicious, but this can't be guessed, and it can't ruin the reputation of good girls." ”