I am Liu Lei, originally an ordinary child who could no longer be ordinary, he knew how to eat and play every day, and lived a carefree life, but. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ。。 Let me start at the beginning, starting with the older generation.

My grandmother was a glorious mother at that time, so she raised a lot of children, my mother is naturally one of the many children, my uncle, uncle, big aunt, little aunts, all of them are so plain and plain to live, my mother, as one of them, naturally will not feel that she can be an exception, not to mention that the original emphasis was on a big pot of rice, everyone is the same, which is like now, the girls no matter whether it is or not, always feel that they have a good temperament, look good, either the queen or the royal sister, not Lori or a wife, All kinds of enchanting, all kinds of charming... Forehead... It's far away, all in all, my mother has always thought that she is getting married step by step, having children, and living this life in peace.

In the days when I went to the mountains and went to the countryside, my mother met my father, after a shy and sweet love, the two got married naturally, after marriage, giving birth to children, naturally became the top priority, when my mother was pregnant for the first time, looking forward to the birth of the child in the womb, naturally became the top priority of the two of them, but...

Mom actually had a miscarriage!

In the absence of any warning, the mother who has been six months pregnant is drying clothes in the abdomen of a sharp pain, she bent down in pain, holding her stomach to prevent herself from falling, the neighbors who are also drying clothes on the sundeck saw the mother's face turned white, her lips were purple, and her hands hugged her stomach, and she immediately hurriedly stepped forward and half-helped and half-resisted the mother, and came to the phone booth downstairs and dialed 120 in a hurry.

Dad was at work at the time, and after receiving a call from the hospital to the unit, he immediately burned his ass and rushed all the way to the hospital, but when he came to the hospital, his mother had already miscarried. . . . But fortunately, the child is gone, and the mother is not in a big deal except for her weaker body.

After the miscarriage, my mother lay in bed for three months, washing her face with tears almost every day, even after her body recovered, her mood was still unusually low, and this situation was maintained until a year later, when my mother became pregnant again.

Because of the sudden miscarriage in a good situation, the mother's psychology was clouded, so when she learned that she was pregnant again, the mother who believed in Buddhism pious every day went to Longhua Temple Guanyin Niangniang statue to pray, and it continued until she gave birth.

I can still remember that when I was in kindergarten, the happiest thing every day was to wait for my father to come home, because my father doted on me, and every day he would bring a little snack back to me when he was young, it may be a cold drink in summer, and it was candy in winter, or a small bag of snacks, which became the thing I was most looking forward to at that time, and now I often think that if I didn't have such a strong interest in snacks and almost stubbornly waiting, Maybe the trajectory of my life will be different.

The first thing happened like this: I remember that day my father's unit worked overtime, although my mother looked at me and waited at the door for my father to come home and felt a little helpless, and told me the fact that my father would not be able to come back later, but at that time I was only 5 years old, and the temptation of snacks for me was extraordinary.

But such a big child, before 10 o'clock in the evening, really can't stay up, after all, crazy play all day, although there is a nap in the middle, but after all, only 5 years old, the little head melon is hanging down, a dead look, eyes can't open, my mother saw my virtue naturally feel angry and funny, angry is angry in the child's house how so greedy, and feel like a puppy, fun, in the end my mother didn't say anything, anyway, I can't understand the big truth, just coax me, Let me lie in bed and wait for my dad to come back.

I thought about it stupidly, I was not tired when I was lying down, so I obediently climbed into bed, my mother watched me undress and lie down, covered me with a quilt and gently closed the door, wanting me to slowly close my eyes in the dark, and I could fall asleep after a while.

It's strange to say, although the paint surface is sleepy to death, but after lying down and turning off the light, I came to the spirit, the eyes are not counted, the sleepy insect seems to have run, not sleepy at all, although I want to get up directly to find my mother, but I touched the soft bed, in the thought of the clothes are taken off, and then I have to wear it again and it is very troublesome, and the black light in the house is blind, I can't see clearly, and I am estimated to go in the middle of the night after I finish dressing, at that time my father has already come back to give himself a snack, why bother? Thinking of this, I laughed out loud, lying on my back, quietly waiting for my father to come back, thinking in my heart, I couldn't stop guessing what would be delicious today?

Thinking about it, my eyes involuntarily wandered around, silently watching everything in the room.

Things are still familiar things, and it doesn't make much sense to look at them, and I don't know if it's intentional or unintentional, so my eyes stay on a calendar.

It was an arm-length wall calendar, which was very common in that era, a man and a woman in the painting were very fashionable foreign men and women at that time, who should be attending a dinner party, the man was handsome in a dark suit, and the woman was in a well-fitting black evening dress, with blonde hair and blue eyes and a slender figure.

Looking at it, the two people in the painting seemed to start smiling and talking, originally only the corners of the mouth rose slightly, but as I stared at it for a longer time, their movements became larger and larger, the wine glass in the hand touched, and the mouth was no longer limited to the action of smiling, but began to talk one by one, and this strange picture did not make the young me feel scared, but kept staring curiously, completely forgetting the important event of waiting for my father.

As time passed, the two people in the calendar seemed to feel my curious gaze, so they slowly turned their heads, and my attention was immediately attracted by the woman!

The woman's arm grew longer and longer, and the moonlight reflected through the window pane printed a strange blue and white, but I didn't know that I was afraid, it was really a newborn calf who was not afraid of tigers, so I watched this arm come to me! The body is like being frozen, just like that!

As my fingers were about to touch my face, the gentle smile on the man's face began to glow with a hint of hideousness!