I didn't expect Aunt Xin to tell me like this directly, and I was a little nervous when I had calmed down a lot when I started talking. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Actually, I was mentally prepared that Aunt Xin might know something, but in such a direct way, I really didn't know how to deal with it, and I found that I didn't seem to know Aunt Xin either.

But looking at Aunt Xin, she is my elder, I can't lie to the past, or perfunctory, after all, she has already started talking, and I didn't expect her to associate me with Uncle Xin, who seems to be unbeatable, can I say that a woman's intuition is too terrible?

Therefore, I was silent for a second, just for a second, Aunt Xin's eyes became confused, I could only wipe my face, swallowed a mouthful of saliva with some uneasiness, hesitated, and reluctantly smiled: "Auntie, why do you say that?" ”

What else can I say besides this? I can't go on, I need to know at least what Aunt Xin knows before I can decide how to speak. It's not that I still want to deliberately hide anything from this matter, but once I give a positive answer to this kind of thing and say something, I'm worried that Aunt Xin will have any emotions if she just guesses and falls into practice? How to bear it?

Just like I thought in Wangxian Village, some things really didn't come to me to face, but Uncle Xin should personally explain to Aunt Xin.

"Zhengling, could it be that you really have something to do with this matter?" Aunt Xin didn't answer my question, but asked me suspiciously.

I didn't answer, but chose to say directly: "Auntie, I just want to know why you said that?" ”

This time, Aunt Xin didn't run away from my question, after pondering for a while, she poured another glass of water for herself, sat down and drank two sips before saying, "Isn't it ridiculous, everyone knows that Xin Yi's father was an ordinary miner who died in the mine." It was just me, an ordinary woman, his wife, convinced that he wasn't dead. ”

"Ordinary people would think I'm a noister, and even my daughter I haven't revealed this idea. Why do I say that to you today? It's very simple, Zhengling, your aunt knows a little bit about what you do, and understands that what you have been exposed to, experienced, at least since childhood, is definitely not something that an ordinary person can come into contact with. So, if I say that a dead person is not dead, you will certainly not think that I am a god. ”

I clasped my hands and nodded. In our hearts, we are thinking, sometimes do we think that our own world (the world of cultivators) is really hidden? Is it true that ordinary people don't know the slightest, and it's all a rumor? Aunt Xin is really an ordinary woman and an ordinary life, but are we too ignoring the intuition of an ordinary person?

Aunt Xin continued: "In that case, it's okay for me to say it directly in front of you. I feel that I am even sure that Xin Yi's father is not dead, not because I have never seen his body, but because I am a husband and wife, a husband and wife who have been close for so many years! ”

I coughed lightly and asked Aunt Xin, "Auntie, what do you mean by that?" "I've never lived a married life, and I don't know why.

Aunt Xin couldn't help but laugh and said, "It's normal for you kid not to understand. If one day, you really live with my daughter, a young couple, you know that with a person every day, what he looks like is not taboo in front of you, and you don't have to hold it in front of him, you know what else can be hidden from each other, and you can completely not show clues? Dad Xin Yi and I love each other very much, so it's harder for us to hide something from each other. So, I probably know something, he's not so ordinary, definitely not an ordinary mine worker. ”

I can probably understand the meaning of Aunt Xin's words, and I don't even need to say it in detail, I also understand that there are actually too many details of life that are revealed, and I don't need to list them one by one, all I'm worried about is that Aunt Xin knows that Uncle Xin is a fox demon?

So how did she accept it? I could only bite the bullet and ask, "If that's the case, Aunt Xin, do you know how he is not ordinary?" ”

Aunt Xin shook her head and said, "How can I say this?" Can't say! I've been keeping this secret for decades, and I even know that even my daughter isn't ordinary. Let's not talk about these first, and then talk about the second point, in addition to some of these things in life that I have quietly discovered, there are also some things I can feel about the life of our mother and daughter over the years. I won't go into more details, you must also know about Xin Yi's study abroad. ”

Finally mentioned this, this was originally some doubts in my heart, it turned out that things were really not so simple, so I said: "Aunt, you want to tell me that you can't afford to send Xin Yi abroad, right?" ”

"Yes, do you think I, a single woman, have such a heart and such ability? However, Xin Yi went out in the end, and he had no worries about his life and tuition. I'm no longer surprised, because over the years, no matter what problems I have encountered in my life, they have always been solved by all kinds of coincidental people and coincidental things. Can I believe in one or two coincidences, can I believe in one or two coincidences? Even if the daughter goes abroad, no matter what troubles will be solved, even in terms of money, there will be an inexplicable person, and if there is any funding plan, Xin Yi will be selected. I believe there are programs to sponsor children, but how can there be plans to sponsor students abroad? And the person didn't show up, so he called him. So who else in my life would care about me like that but him? Even if they had my relatives, they wouldn't have to, they wouldn't have the ability. They are all ordinary people and have no money. Zhengling, your aunt is not stupid. I know he's not ordinary, and it's easy to do this. ”

Aunt Xin said so much to me in one breath, and there was a faint relief in her eyes, as if she was glad that Uncle Xin had been taking care of their mother and daughter all these years, but Uncle Xin didn't tell me about it. Maybe he thinks there is no need to say it, or he cares about it, he thinks he is doing it perfectly, but how can he hide it from the woman who was once the closest to him?

But I also saw that there was anger in Aunt Xin's eyes, and I didn't have to deliberately interpret this anger, because anyone would have enough reason to be angry.

I let out a long breath, it seems that Aunt Xin knows more than I imagined, but she doesn't want to get to the bottom of it, and I can't ask blindly and impulsively, although I really know more than her, but this kind of thing really can't I tell her and explain it. She has to have a buffer and be explained to her by the people closest to her.

Since Aunt Xin was willing to say, I raised my last question: "Auntie, well, I can fully accept what you say. But how do you think that Father Xinyi, Uncle Xin, will ask me to pick you up? "I really don't understand that.

Aunt Xin smiled: "I don't know much, but I always think, people, they all have their own circles." Outsiders can't touch this circle, but people in the circle are always going around and around to meet or know each other. Because since it's called a circle, it's really not big. You are an extraordinary person, and so is Xin Yi's father. Since there have been all kinds of people who have helped me inexplicably in my life over the years, it is possible that he found you to pick me up? I don't really have any very defensible reasons, but I just feel? ”

At the end, Aunt Xin looked at me and smiled a little embarrassed. I was surprised in my heart, I could feel that Aunt Xin was not a person with outstanding spiritual sense, but for important people, this feeling was just... I can't describe it, and I should even look up at everyone! That's right, since people are the spirits of all things, tumbling in the chaotic world, and the masters say that it is a practice, a practice of being blindfolded and soulless, then they will occasionally burst out with something different as the spirit of all things, right? Everyone is not ordinary! And the cultivator is just lucky enough to tear off a little of the cloth that covers his eyes, and he can see more of the world.

I didn't say anything more, I could only nod in a trance, and Aunt Xin smiled self-deprecatingly: "I may be too suspicious, in my life, I always think that he is sure that he is not dead, so I always think that he can come to give me an explanation." This time, it doesn't seem to be true, right? ”

I smiled, I don't think I really need to explain anything, on the other hand, the situation is better than I imagined, at least Aunt Xin is not completely ignorant, when all the truth is revealed in front of her, at least she will not be so difficult to accept.

I patted Aunt Xin's shoulder, feeling a little sorry for this woman who is my aunt and half of my mother, and said with a smile: "Auntie, you don't have to think so much." If you don't forget, there will be an echo, you say? I'll take you away, do you want me to help you pack your things? ”

"If you don't forget, there will be an echo? Hehe, you kid, you talk in one set now. Hearing this, my aunt was very relieved. It's like when I was a child, my skin was terrible, your parents beat you, and you didn't say anything and didn't admit your mistakes, sometimes I came to pull them, and I was anxious to see it. You sit, I'll clean up, how can I let you do it? I still want to cook you a meal, I haven't eaten my aunt's food in a long time, right? When you were a child..."Aunt Xin babbled to clean up, and couldn't help but talk about some of the past events when Xin Yi and I were children.

Looking at her busy figure, I couldn't help but light another cigarette, her loneliness makes people feel distressed, and I will also think of my parents, are they often so lonely? Something was slowly touching my heart, reaching my soul, making me feel as if I had comprehended something, grasped something, but it was hazy.

Time passed in Aunt Xin's busyness, she quickly and simply packed some luggage, and then watched me eat what she made with satisfaction, just like looking at Xin Yi.

It was on this suddenly rainy afternoon that I left the place where she had lived for decades and walked to a place she could not have imagined, to uncover the truth that had always existed in her life but never revealed.