Chapter Seventy-Two: Memory and Awakening
Stay alive.
Live well.
I will definitely live well!
This is also a sentence that I keep shouting from the bottom of my heart.
As if hearing my words, these light spots quickly merged into a larger light cluster, constantly emitting a warm light, slowly drifting towards me, under my gaze, gently submerged into my mind, at that moment, my mind seemed to have thousands of more memories, this sudden vast amount of information almost broke my sea of consciousness.
I grabbed my hair, pressed my head hard, knelt on the ground and gasped for air, these memories seemed to feel my physical condition, and they stopped spreading and began to merge and change in another way.
At this point, my almost cracked head eased, and I collapsed to the ground like a puddle of mud.
At this moment, I was weak, lying on the ground on all fours, as if I had just finished a 48,000-mile long march, and the strong feeling of collapse made me begin to suspect that this body did not belong to me......
Although my eyes were wide open, my mind was completely stagnant, and I could even describe the state of my brain at this time in one sentence: it was a complete mess.
It was as if my mind was suddenly crammed into a mess that thousands of people simply and crudely couldn't figure out, and I was already in a confused sea of consciousness, which became even more chaotic under the intervention of this huge amount of information, which was no different from a sledgehammer pounding on my head, because thousands of gold stars were constantly popping up in front of my eyes.
After all, people's bodily functions are tenacious, not to mention that these memories are also aware of the immeasurable damage that their irresponsible implantation may cause to my sea of consciousness, so they are constantly changing according to the adjustments made by my body.
It's just that this adjustment process will continue for a long, long time, and I will feel the changes in my body half-asleep and half-awake, because except for the eyes that can move, the rest of my body is completely out of my control.
The feeling that my body is not controlled by myself, and that it doesn't even belong to me makes me feel very uncomfortable, but it's better than the sea of consciousness being broken, and thinking of this, I don't have any abnormal emotions, so I wait slowly.
Time passed slowly, and I don't know how long it would take for this long process to be completed, until at a certain moment, a feeling of collapse that I could not describe in words hit me like a tide, and gradually spread over my body without any feeling, and my body, which was as cold and stiff as a stone, suddenly reached the point of weakness and soreness, as if I was about to fall asleep as soon as I closed my eyes.
I bit the tip of my tongue and lifted my spirits so that I could not be brought to sleep by this steady stream of violent sleepiness, and tentatively moved my body, and found that it was no different from before, except for the feeling of soreness and weakness.
It was as if the thrilling scene was just a dream, but I knew that it did exist, and I stopped grinding and closed my eyes to feel even the slightest change in my body.
I don't know why, from the moment I first used obsession, as long as I closed my eyes, I was able to communicate with my sea of consciousness in an instant, and it felt as if this thing of obsession had built a bridge between me and my sea of consciousness.
Before I could sigh at the strange change, a glowing blob of light came into my sight.
This light cluster constantly emitted a warm light, which made me feel very comfortable, as if I felt the stimulation of these lights, and my body involuntarily had an urge to get close to it.
I walked slowly towards it, and although it did not make the slightest sound, it was still floating in my sea of consciousness, but as I approached, it seemed that thousands of people were whispering in my ears full of gratitude.
I finally understood that this group of light quietly suspended in my sea of consciousness was the unresolved concern, but for me, this group of light was the promise I needed to help them fulfill their last wishes.
I didn't know what to do next, but as I got closer, the light began to slowly release a glimmer of light, which methodically entered my mind.
As the light continued to sink into my forehead, fragments of memories slowly flashed through my mind like a movie.
I was very resistant to these sudden memories, because they were not my own after all.
But as time passed, my original little emotions gradually weakened until they dissipated, and even I began to slowly go deeper into them, as if these memories were also a part of my body, and I naturally became the experiencer of these memories......
I seem to have returned to the time when I pestered my mother to tell me stories before going to bed, and I listened quietly to listen to my mother convey a story to my mind in her own words until I fell asleep sweetly, which was so natural.
These memories brought me through some of these memories of their lives, and I also understood the last wish they wanted to fulfill most before they died, but they no longer had the opportunity to fulfill it.
The vast majority of these thousands of people are not in very good family conditions, and the people in the family are all counting on their little salary to live, and now that they are dead, the orphans, widows, and gray-haired parents in their families can imagine the difficult life of their families......
So these people's last wish is also very simple, just want a sum of money to make their family feel better.
But for me, it's a very difficult and headache to do, because my own family conditions are not good, how can I get so much money?
But there are also ten people whose last wish is not just to ask for a sum of money, because their families were very privileged during their lifetime, and they even promised to give me all their possessions......
As long as I can help them, fulfill their last wishes.
So now my first priority is to fulfill these 10 people's last wishes as soon as possible.
Although their last wish is not so simple in my opinion......
"Ahem...... Ahem......"
A violent cough rang out beside me.
I opened my eyes suddenly, and I was out of the state of communicating with the sea of consciousness, after all, those memories were quietly suspended in my sea of consciousness, and they would not leave, and they could be viewed at any time, so in comparison, I was still more worried about the safety of that woman.