36 The World of Lies (10)
"Yvonne, I hope you can forgive me after that encounter. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 After wiping away his tears, the beast entered Brother Hua's house, he found paper and pen and wrote a suicide note, after writing it, he pasted the suicide note on the surface of a metal box, and the content of the suicide note was as follows:
Dear Brother Hua, I'm Hani
Today's sun is unusually bright, and I was thinking in my heart about what good things might happen today, haha, I didn't expect to be really right.
My long-lost uncle came to me in Ruiz, and he paid all my debts for me and asked me to go to live with him in Dozdo. I told him about your home. My kind and kind uncle learned of your kindness to me, and he asked me to bring you the money to pay for my sister-in-law's medical bills. My uncle has a lot of money, and 10 million is very small for him, please be sure to accept it, and you don't have to worry too much.
I was going to say goodbye to you today, but it just so happened that there was no one at home. I'll leave you a note. My uncle and I took tonight's flight to Dozdo, thanks to your care during this time, Hani will not forget when he flies to the sky.
The beast put the key in the house together with the clothes that Brother Hua had given him, and he looked back at the slightly crowded but warm little house, and said, "Farewell." ”
The beast walking in the street looked at the sky at sunset, and he said to himself, "Ohhag, do you say that you can go to heaven when you die?. Hahaha, you're not dead yet, what's the use of thinking so much? ”
The laughter of the beast followed the footprints in the place where he once lived, he thought about how to die a decent point, and finally he decided to sit on the edge of the fountain in the middle of the street and think about which way to die, looking at the people walking on the street with a smile on their faces, he said with great emotion: "Happiness is nothing more than this, there is a group of relatives and friends who cherish themselves, there is a survival guarantee obtained through their own efforts, and there is a dream to pursue for a lifetime, this is happiness! But too much money will only pollute and ruin the purity of your relationship with your family. In fact, happiness does not require a lot of money, all that is needed is to have the guarantee of survival and then pursue life. I used to think that in order for society to develop, it is necessary to mobilize people's enthusiasm, so that human civilization can be more brilliant. But I have personally experienced the life of the bottom people who have been eliminated by the cruel society, and the world is so unfair, but I need this unfairness to develop, which is really ironic! ”
Time passed, and the beast witnessed the end of the dusk, a sight like his life, and he decided to end his life here. But he still wanted to think about his past life again to see if there were any regrets, and gradually, he lay on the edge of the fountain and fell asleep deeply.
That night the beast had a dream, and he dreamed that he was in a sea of flowers, and the sun was shining on the earth, and his parents were standing in front of him, waiting for him.
He hurried forward, and his parents' faces became clearer and clearer, and he fixed his eyes to see that they were unusually young, and finally he found that he had also become children. When he ran to his parents, his father picked him up and asked with relief, "Ohag, you are growing up so fast, have you decided to be someone when you grow up?" ”
Who to become? The beast just thought about it for a moment, and then blurted out: "I just want to be an ordinary person, ordinary people can't be ordinary anymore." ”
His father looked ruthless, "How can this be, the man is ambitious in all directions, and he should break out of a world of his own." ”
"No!" The beast flatly refused: "That's not a breakout, it's a kill!" ”
"Kill it?" A deep male voice suddenly came from the sky, and the beast looked up at the dreamy sky, which was shattering and collapsing, and when he opened his eyes, his dream was completely shattered.
When he woke up, he first looked at the street in front of him, the dim lights of the streets and alleys flashed softly, and some unknown insects were attracted by the light and burned to death by the hot bulbs, just like those who were attracted by the color of power and money. Everywhere there was the mournful cries of rats, and the coldness of the night filled the air.
The shops on both sides have closed their doors, and the cold wind, street lamps, and the mice that run and run from time to time cooperate with the desolate shadows of the trees, making the lonely heart of the beast more prominently lonely, which is a kind of boundless loneliness.
"Kill it? What kind of dream talk is this? The deep voice sounded again, and the beast followed the sound, and saw a faint figure sitting on the edge of the pool behind him in the dark night, and he wiped his sleepy eyes, looked intently at the figure, and said, "Who are you?" ”
"Who am I? I don't even know who I want to be! The figure said wistfully, and then he got up and walked towards the beast, which also got up and looked at him warily.
The figure gradually became clearer, and when the beast saw the face of the comer, it couldn't help but feel palpitations for his appearance!
It was a man in his thirties, with slightly curved shoulder-length blonde hair and angular facial features that looked unusually handsome, like the work that the Creator had spent countless painstaking efforts to carve out, making people wonder if there really was such a handsome man in this world.
But his golden pupils were silent, as if he had lost the most important thing in his life.
He was wearing a robe with a lake blue edge on a white background, and a lake-blue ice ball mark on the back of the robe, like a frozen planet, and the flowing ice mist spread to the entire robe as if it were substance.
The beast felt an inexplicable loneliness and coldness on his face, like a long-suppressed volcano, patiently waiting for the moment of eruption.
The man didn't wear a robe and a hat, perhaps he was deliberately trying to make the beast see his face. Whether it's his expression, his clothes, or everything around him, it feels like falling into an abyss of ice, there is no despair, no anger, only the boundless loneliness.
"Are you from the royal family, or are you from the Casey faction?" The beast had let his guard down as he asked, he didn't intend to resist, maybe his mother had become his binding.
The man did not answer the beast, but sat down on the edge of the pool, and with a gentle wave he motioned for the beast to sit next to him, and the latter stepped forward and sat down without hesitation.
"Looks like you've decided to go to Heaven," the man said, looking at the beast sitting beside him unsuspectingly.
"I don't know if I can go to heaven, and people like me should go to hell." The beast laughed to himself.
"Before you go to hell, I want to tell you one thing, lest I owe a favor to a dead man." The man said.
"Kindness?" The beast looked at the man's empty eyes and wondered, "I helped you?" ”
"Yes, although if I go one step earlier, you won't be able to help me." The man seemed to recall some sad memories, his magic was slightly sad, and even the temperature around him seemed to drop a little. He turned his gaze to the beast and said, "Originally, I was going to kill Kunhe and his gang of generals last week, but you killed them for me first, so I owe you a favor. ”