Chapter 112: Lost Soul

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Its basic principle is 'half loess', which looks very evil, and the people who live by the coffin array are also like corpses.

From the beginning of discovering this coffin array, to breaking into it a few times, and then I have been keeping it, staying here and again or until this moment, it turns out that it has long been destined in the dark.

Bai Fanhua and the old ghost stood together, I stood opposite them, and the sudden appearance of the Liang clown was on our side, like a snake that had woken up from hibernation, and at some point, it jumped up and bit someone.

Liang clown, I can't take care of it anymore, because there is an old ghost in the world of two people, and Bai Fanhua is standing with the old ghost, such a plot may be a bit cliché, but for me at that time, there was nothing more cruel in the world than this scene......

I'm not a brave man, and I'm not a coward, but at this moment, I really thought, surrender, meekly accept all this in front of meekness, it's not a shame to lose to a life like a dog, just be content.

I'm really ready to accept it, but—

"Let's go!" The old ghost of dog X actually yelled at Bai Fanhua, and took the lead to go, walked for a while and stopped, waiting for Bai Fanhua to pass.

I was still standing in place, and Bai Fanhua stood between me and the old ghost, hesitating.

Liang clown hides in the shadows, not knowing who he is observing and what to observe.

It's not night, it's just dusk.

I don't know what's wrong, the sky is gray, as if a rain has turned into a black mist, and the earth is sprinkled with water, and at a glance, everything is depressed and lifeless.

My eyes have always been fiery, and everything I see is particularly interesting, but now it is not good, as if someone has adjusted it to a 'dead ash template' for me, and I see nothing wrong, and my heart is like dead ashes.

Actually, Bai Fanhua has already made it clear that it is impossible for the two of us to be together.

Counting up, the two of us are also a little fateful, but we are also destined to be so decisive and destined to end here.

I really thought about it, accept all this, for the sake of white flowers, but when the words came to my mouth, I just couldn't open my mouth, and I couldn't say anything.

Bai Fanhua was in the gray place, looking at me, looking at me tenderly, looking at it a thousand times, looking at it heartbreakingly, looking at it reluctantly, and her eyes became gray when she saw it.

That year, Bai Fanhua also fantasized that she met a young knight with a white horse and a light fur, took her, rode away, and since then she has been wandering in all directions.

She also confirmed that that person was me.

But what can it be?

Things have come to this point, how can Bai Fanhua still be with me!?

Complain about the world of this dog X, the ruthless reincarnation, but arrange us like this, see each other, hate late!!

"Let's go!" The old ghost stood there and roared again.

Bai Fanhua's body shook, her heart was shaken, maybe her heart had already become a duckweed, and with a slight movement, it fell apart.

I also moved, no longer thinking about what happened to Bai Fanhua and me, but rushed up to kill that old ghost, and crushed this bastard to ashes, even so, it was difficult to understand the hatred in my heart...... But I can't move, kill the old ghost, and the white flowers will be over.

Didn't you say that you don't want you to die......

"Let's go." Bai Fanhua finally spoke, and it was also her final decision.

"......" If most of a person's soul is extracted, it should be even more dazed than the moment when the five thunders thundered, and when I heard the three words she spoke, it was like this.

It's empty, everything is empty, there is no you and me, no relatives and friends, no small courtyard county, no world, and no myself.

Emptiness is not snow-white or blank, but a kind of vacancy, and the last trace of feeling is superfluous in this world.

Why me.

I don't know how long it took before I reacted, looking at Bai Fanhua, as if she just said those three words in the last second, and this second, she still insisted.

This is Bai Fanhua, once she has made a decision about me, she will never change it, unless time can be turned back and go back to the time when she didn't make this decision.

I understand her resoluteness, and I understand her decision to make such a decision, but I didn't think of how I should accept her decision, the moment I surrendered, I still have a way out, and now, what way do I have to go except to jump into the abyss and break my bones.

Bai Fanhua still looked at me so firmly, I didn't panic and fear, because I didn't even remember.

What was I thinking......

Thinking about a picture, after I turn around, Bai Fanhua will obediently return to the old ghost, follow the old ghost to other places to pit people and harm people, and the ants steal their lives and survive.

This kind of picture is the image I have always imagined of the lotus girl who is as holy as a mud and unstained...... Isn't God too cruel to me?!

I wanted to cry, at least shed some tears, maybe it would help me relieve it, but I couldn't cry, there were no tears, and I became gray.

It's boring, it's really boring.

That's the decision I made.

If you can't enter, then retreat, anyway, I will lose to the fate of dog X, it is better to leave a little more chic at this moment, do not shed tears, do not look back, and go away like a man, although defeated, it is still glorious.

So be it.

I turned around and was about to go, and I took one step, two steps, and paused, and I thought that at such a special moment in my life, something must be a little unusual, but I stopped and waited, as if nothing unusual had happened.

Motherfuck X, is it common to be so cruel???

Hey, forget it, admit it, what are you still stuck here with, and go.

After the third step fell, I deliberately quickened my pace, and walked out more than a dozen steps in one breath, feeling that I was already far away from the white flowers behind me.

It may be that I have just found myself, so I am so clearly aware that my life is not the real body, the primordial god, the four-element divine soul, or those things, but my life, as if more than half of it has been extracted by someone and left here stubbornly.

It wasn't in the hands of Bai Fanhua, it wasn't the old ghost and the clown Liang, it was just this woods where some garbage was thrown, some wild grass grew up, and there were a few small earthen ditches, and my precious life was thrown into this inconspicuous place.

I don't know who has ever had such an experience, but at this moment, my feeling is clear, it's useless, it's useless to do anything, even if I turn back, I can't get anything back, and there is no point in continuing to walk and turn back.

Someone forcibly ripped off most of my life, maybe only I know what it's like......

I can only continue to walk, walking and walking, I don't know where I went, I just want to look back, it is natural and easy to want to look back, not my life, not Bai Fanhua, not the old ghost and Liang Clown, I really just want to look back, just look at something.

Things got easier, so I stopped, looked back, and looked.

This time, there is really nothing, my life, Bai Fanhua, the old ghost, Liang Clown, and those gray things, the world has become a little sparse, as if I can drill into another world with a slight movement, to live in another world with a new life and a new heart, there are no worries, not those things like crazy people committing suicide, and it has nothing to do with the cultivation of the original gods, it is to another world, this feeling, very wonderful, very strange.

I didn't choose to go to that world, but chose to come back, and when I chose to come back, I had to face something again, and I obviously felt that the white flowers that were not far from me were gone, really not far away, but they were gone, she was gone, and there was no need to look at anything else.

Next, I turned back and walked all the way back to the old campus, I was familiar with this road, and I was not tired of walking, but I felt light and not heavy.

I walked back to the small courtyard, the gang leader, Master Jia, Lao San, and Ning Hongyan were all there, and they reacted very strangely when they saw me.

Even if they don't want to talk to me recently, it's normal to have some words and a look in their eyes when they meet, but today, these people don't see me when they see me, completely ignoring my existence.

I'm very strange, my own feeling at the moment is very clear, the matter of Bai Fanhua is over, I don't have a heavy weight, and I don't want to be light, it's just a normal return, how can a few of them react like this?

They ignore me, and I don't want to look for them at this time, after all, I have alienated them for Bai Fanhua, and now that Bai Fanhua has left me, I will immediately move closer to them, there is not much problem in reason, but it is very difficult to do, didn't I come back like a man, then I can't live like a dog.

Since they didn't see me, I couldn't see them, so I naturally walked back to my room, cleaned up inside, sat down for a while, and then went back to bed and read a book.

Isn't this just a normal day, I'm back......

It wasn't until more than 20 days later, when the summer vacation was about to end, that the third child secretly said to me: "Si'er, do you know how scary you are these days?" No matter what's going on, don't you do this, okay!? ”

"What's wrong with me, I'm normal......" I really thought so, and I also felt that my state in this section was much better than the previous period of happiness and torture, and I had improved.

"You ......" The third child paused for a moment, and then said: "I don't know what you think, anyway, I know, what is 'lost soul'!" ”

Lost soul, is that so, I really haven't noticed, and it's possible that half of my life has been left in that woods, almost like lost soul......

After a few more days, I suddenly reacted, what about Liang Clown?

This guy from dog X hasn't been showing up since that day, and he's gone there!?