63. The meaning of my existence
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Nan Ming lowered his head and looked at Nan Xuan silently. No, it should be said that the ancient god Xuan is not an evil god, not a human being, but an independent consciousness born and an existence like an ancient god. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Is my brother angry because of what happened two years ago? At that time, Xuan was in a state of chaos because she had just killed the consciousness of the evil god Kong, and she would lose control if she was slightly stimulated, but now Xuan is fine, and there will be no more such a situation... So please don't get angry, okay? ”
Without any expression, without any language, Nan Ming just looked at Xuan's face, he was struggling.. Yinyue sat on the side and watched all this, it didn't stop or speak, all this was Nanming's own choice, as Nanming's boss and best friend, it had absolutely no right to interfere.
"Kill.. The consciousness of an evil god? ”
"Well. Xuan has already killed the consciousness of the evil god! ”
Saying this, Xuan's face showed a smile here, a very happy smile.
"Why do you do this. Wouldn't that hurt you, too? ”
"Because if you don't do this, Sora will recover one day, and in that case, Xuan's existence will also disappear, and Xuan doesn't want to leave her brother... I don't want to disappear either, so just kill Sora.."
Hearing this, not only Nan Ming was stunned, but even Yinyue showed a strange expression, what is the situation, the sub-personality derived from the master personality actually fell in love with Nan Ming and didn't want to leave him, so he killed the master personality he created... Although it must be influenced by Nan Xuan's consciousness, this is a little too strange! It can be said that it is a special case that has not appeared since ancient times.
"Xuan doesn't have the right to be angry, she doesn't have the right to choose, and Xuan doesn't have any right to affect her brother... What Xuan can do: It's only when my brother makes a choice to turn back time over and over again. Over and over again, I prayed that my brother could choose Xuan, even if it was just an encouraging look... A hug, a word, are all things that can make Xuan happy. ”
Your game brain seems to be a little out of control...
According to what Yinyue said before, the consciousness named 'Xuan' seems to treat the world as a game, and she is an unimportant female character in the game, Nan Ming is the male protagonist, Nan Ming is an option for Xuan every time he makes a decision, and Xuan also has a strange power - time rewinds and erases memories at the same time, which is like S/L in the game, saving and reading files.. Archive and read the file over and over again until Nan Ming made a decision that was in her favor. No wonder Nan Ming has the illusion that he seems to have done this before every time he does something...
Then again... This seems to have some sense of immediacy.... Right.. It's the same as when I played the game before and met Shui Yiyu... It's just that at that time, he was a player, and Shui Yiyu was a character in the game, and now... Xuan is that player, and she is the character in that game... The relationship between the two sides has been reversed.
"Xuan inherited Nanxuan's will and survived, and his brother is everything to Xuan.. Xuan exists for her brother, and if her brother doesn't agree with Xuan, then Xuan doesn't have the value of being in the world. But.. Day lily.. It's true.. Really like my brother.. Brother is the value of Xuan's existence.. Brother.. Day lily.. Have the right to: Love you? ”
Looking at the eyes with a little expectation.. This moment.. Nan Ming's heart.. Melted..
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"How's it going, did you see a good show?"
Sitting on the rooftop, Silver Moon looked up at the sky, the dazzling sunlight not letting it avoid the light.
"How to say it.. The heart is very messy.. Nanming's sister also seems to be a big enemy. Shui Yixuan looked at Yinyue, who looked almost exactly like herself, with a complicated look, Nan Xuan... Nan Ming's sister, his rival in love... It seems that she is stronger than herself in some way, and she has no way to do it at all. Even he was moved by Nan Xuan's confession...
Nanming is the meaning of Xuan's existence, so what about the meaning of my existence? Is it just for the Holy Spirit to be a vehicle on earth?
"Nan Xuan's appearance was completely an accident, but I didn't expect Sora to die in my hands, but was killed by the deputy personality I created to cover for myself, it's really ridiculous, the dignified evil god actually died in the hands of a brother-in-law personality."
For this, Yinyue sighed when she arrived, although the other party was just an object to be played with in her own hands, but it also took a certain strength to be able to become the object of the dignified Holy Spirit, but it was such a toy, and it was actually killed by the deputy personality, I really don't know how to complain, but if it wasn't for the fact that he had attacked the air at the beginning, he wouldn't have endured his injured body and desperately crossed the space to come to the earth.
But if he hadn't done it himself, then Sora wouldn't have come here, and he wouldn't have met Nan Ming and Nan Xuan, who was already dead, and he wouldn't have signed a contract with Nan Xuan who was dying to protect Nan Ming, is this cause and effect, even the Holy Spirit can't escape the law of cause and effect.
"The meaning of Nanxuan's existence is to protect Nanming, but... I won't admit defeat.,If it's not Nanming.,Maybe I'm just a piece of data.,A virtual character drawn in a book every day.,A code that doesn't know why.。。 Nan Ming.. It's also the meaning of my existence.... So I'm not going to throw in the towel... This enemy, I recognize, I will win by dignified means! ”
I don't know why, Shui Yixuan, who was talking to herself, suddenly looked full of energy, which made Yinyue a little inexplicable, but forget it, she didn't care about it.
"Is this Nanming's choice, it's similar to what I think in this body."
Looking at Nan Ming, who hugged Nan Xuan, a gentle smile appeared on Yinyue's face, and it was precisely this that Nan Ming would attract everyone's attention. It is precisely this that makes Shui Yiqian like it, recalling the innocent figure at the beginning, the figure that takes care of himself all the time, the figure who dies instead of himself, with a smile without regrets, Yinyue shook her head silently, this is Nan Ming, the Nan Ming she is familiar with.
The first time I made myself understand the truth of living, the first time I let myself know the importance of friends, the first time I let myself know that God is not an omnipotent being, the first time I let myself. Crying man... Although he is just an ordinary human, he is also his only friend.
"Let's go, it's time for me to clean up the aftermath." As he spoke, Yinyue disappeared directly, and Shui Yixuan also nodded and disappeared from the roof.
Standing in the house, he waved his hand to clean everything up, and then put the two people who had been asleep on the sofa, and the silver moon also turned directly into a golden liquid and returned to Nan Ming's ears, after today, Nan Ming's heart knot was also untied, really, what are you trying to do? Sure enough, I'm the best boss in the world~
"So, my lovely family, please work seriously from tomorrow~"
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"So, brother, I'll go back to school first... Xuan will be back when school starts. ”
"Got it, be careful on the road." Nan Ming sighed, then waved his hand at Nan Xuan.
Standing at the door of the house, Nan Xuan's face had a beautiful smile, that was the smile that came from getting an answer, last night, his question was answered-
- If that's what you think... Xuan, my sister... You have that right.
- [Volume 2: Nanming and the Love of the Ancient Gods and the Ancient Gods] end