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"Remember? Nameless, if you remember, can you tell it? As if he hadn't seen Nameless's state at this time, Chen Yan continued to speak to himself.

"Of course I remember, elder brother......" The nameless eyes flashed with sadness, and he only felt that he had finally come into contact with the scar that he did not dare to think about at all.

"At that time, the inn where my mother and I were was was attacked by Kabane, and a samurai who had just finished killing Kabane was in complete confusion, and he took me for Kabane and shot me without hesitation...... My mother blocked the bullet with her body to protect me, and then I died, and then my brother appeared and killed the mad samurai......"

Speaking of this, the sadness in Nameless's eyes was almost overflowing, but she still forcibly resisted the urge to cry, not wanting to show her weak side in front of Chen Yan.

"Yes, that's when I appeared, so, Nameless, do you remember what I said then?" Chen Yan didn't seem to care about Nameless's feelings at all, and repeatedly asked her to continue to uncover her scars.

Nameless, who was immersed in sadness, looked up at Chen Yan, at this time she looked at Chen Yan with sadness, doubts and incomprehension in her eyes, but she still answered Chen Yan, who had always listened to Chen Yan's words the most, "At that time, my brother said that it was because my mother was too weak that she would be killed, so that I would become a strong man with my own hands, I have always remembered this words, so I have been working hard to grow up to the present." ”

After finishing speaking, Nameless lowered his head again, as if he wanted to bury his face in the knees of his legs, and did not dare to let Chen Yan see his expression again.

"That's right, that's what I said." Chen Yan's current tone sounded as if an outsider was sighing, and there was a faint hint of disgust in his expression, but Nameless in grief didn't notice it.

Suddenly, Chen Yan walked up to Nameless and squatted down, making his eyes level with Nameless's, reaching out and gently touching Nameless's cheek, and when Nameless looked over in surprise, his face showed an apologetic expression.

"I'm sorry! Nameless, I apologize for what I said before, and now it seems that that sentence is really ridiculously wrong bastard words! ”

Although Chen Yan's voice was very light and soft, to the nameless sound, it was like a sledgehammer slamming into her heart, which made her whole body shake.

"Elder brother......" looked at Chen Yan in disbelief, she was really the first time she saw her elder brother admit his mistake.

Chen Yan continued to maintain an apologetic expression: "The biggest mistake I said was to say that your mother was a weakling, no, she was not a weakling, on the contrary, she was the greatest and strongest person!"

For the sake of her child, even though she knew that she was invincible and knew that she might lose her life, she still stood up desperately and sacrificed herself to protect you, at that moment, she was the bravest person in the world!

Nameless, be proud of your mother! Such a great mother, no matter how much you miss her, how much you want to express your emotions is not too much, so, nameless, cry in my arms! This is not the weak act of a weak person, but just a tear of gratitude shed by a child in order to remember the greatness of his mother! ”

When Chen Yan told her confessional words, the nameless eyes had already begun to pour out tears, and when Chen Yan finished speaking, she finally couldn't hold back the feelings in her heart anymore, and suddenly threw herself into Chen Yan's arms and cried loudly.

"Mother...... Mother...... Woowoowoo——!! ”

Nameless's shoulders twitched, and large tears welled up from her eyes, soaking a large piece of the clothes on Chen Yan's chest.

Even so, the nameless crying still shows no signs of stopping, perhaps she has not cried so freely since her mother's death, and today she wants to vent all the shares that have accumulated over the years.

Chen Yan gently caressed the nameless back, and he only felt unprecedented clarity in his heart.

Although this act of seemingly apologizing for other people's mistakes seems silly, Chen Yan does not regret it, he did what Mima could not have done in the original book until he died, personally admitted the mistakes made by Mima back then, and told Nameless about the greatness of her mother.

Perhaps this is the most correct thing he has done since replacing Mima, which is salvation for Nameless, and the same is true for him and Mima.

After crying for a while, Nameless, who was already very tired, finally fell asleep in Chen Yan's arms, her expression was as peaceful as a sleeping baby, and there was a hint of a smile on the corner of her mouth, which was a relief that the pressure in her heart had completely disappeared.

Chen Yan smiled knowingly, gently hugged Nameless in the crook of his arm, moved his body, connected his feet on the ground, and returned to Kecheng smoothly and lightly.

Handed over the tear-stained nameless who was still asleep to Zhan to take care of, and briefly explained the cause and effect, Chen Yan ordered his subordinates to prepare a separate bathing place for himself by the nearby river under the gaze of Zhan's happy eyes.

It was already evening, although it was not a good time to take a shower, but Chen Yan didn't care about this, and after entering the simple cloth wall and stripped naked, he raised his legs and stepped into the wide round wooden bathtub and sat down.

Scooping up a basin full of water from the basin in the bathtub, Chen Yan's hand was raised, slowly tilting on his head, letting the cool river water pour on top of his head and flow down his expressionless face.

Although he did such a good thing today, what touched him the most was the sad look when Calamus persuaded him, which made him suddenly realize that he seemed to have really changed a lot.

Now that I think about it, when I killed Sha Liang, my real self was obviously the first time to kill someone, but after that, I didn't feel disgusted at all, I didn't care as if I had gotten rid of a piece of garbage, and I didn't have the consciousness of killing a life with my own hands, if the otaku who lived in the legal society knew about it, I'm afraid he might not believe it at all.

After that, he seemed to have become more contemptuous of life, as long as it was his enemies, namely Hirotsuka, he would not hesitate to kill them all, and even thought of using their deaths to make a fuss, which did sound very bad.

Are you affected by Meima's memories? When receiving his memories, he made himself what he is now, and his original self should not be so bad and ruthless......

Saying this to himself in his heart, a happy smile suddenly appeared on Chen Yan's face, and this smile became stronger and stronger.

No, no, no! This seems to be the real me, so selfish, so indifferent and ruthless to people who are hostile to me, so greedy to have everything I want, my own essence seems to be really bad, very dark, but in reality before, because I was bound by various rules, so I couldn't perceive the real heart.

I naturally like to pursue this kind of unrealistic stimulation, and it is precisely because it is impossible in reality that I have become an otaku who likes to spend a leisurely life at home.

That's why I look forward to the beauty in these fantasies, because this is the beautiful quality that I lack.

Although he likes these girls, he can never love them wholeheartedly like these girls who love him wholeheartedly, because his heart is too greedy, so greedy that no matter how much innocent love he gets, he may pretend to be dissatisfied and want more and more love.

But even so, he is not the kind of person who likes the new and hates the old, he really likes these imaginary girls, and his ambition to build a crystal palace will continue to advance.

To put it bluntly, he's really bad!

In the space separated by the cloth wall that no one could look at, looking at the somewhat dim sky, Chen Yan smiled silently.