Chapter 92: Breaking the Cocoon
The town guard of Moga Island, the Fengxian and other shipwives paced back and forth outside a villa. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Urgent battle reports have been sent from the capital's Hurricane Island and Maple Leaf Island, hasn't the Admiral come out yet?" Yu Shun said with a frown.
Mingxue replied first: "No, Lord Admiral has locked himself in for more than a day, and I don't know if he died of excessive sadness......"
"What are children talking about?" Fengxian glared at her angrily, and then said slowly: "It's estimated that it's coming out soon, isn't it just that you haven't built the ship you want, what's so sad about this kind of thing?" ”
"No, the Admiral seems to care very much about the Blue Wave, just look at the way he looked yesterday. Now that I know that I have admitted my mistake, a surprise turned out to be just a misunderstanding, and such a blow is indeed very big. Hopefully he'll be able to adjust soon. Yushun sighed.
"Hey, Sister Yushun, weren't you indifferent to Lord Admiral before, why are you so worried about him now?" Mingxue looked at her suspiciously.
Yushun didn't refute, only looked at the room where Bai Lingfeng was, and said with a complicated mood: "He will be excited and cry because of the reunion with his former shipmother, he should really treat our ship's mother as a companion, not just a tool." It's okay for such a commander to worry about him once in a while......"
"Yay? The Admiral would have been very happy to hear what you had just said, but he had made it clear that he liked your long black silk legs. But don't like him, or he'll bully you. Lord Admiral's mind is not simple at all, and I saw him secretly bullying Sister Xiangwei a few days ago. Mingxue reminded seriously.
Yu Shun smiled faintly, touched her head, and did not speak. However, he was thinking in his heart that if Bai Lingfeng could care about himself as much as he cared about the Bibo, then even if he was occasionally bullied, it would not be unacceptable.
Just when the ship girls were worried about Bai Lingfeng, there was a squeak, and the door of the villa suddenly opened, and Bai Lingfeng, whose hair was unkempt, slowly walked out from inside. At this time, he looked as if he had not slept for days and nights, and his pale face was tired and unrefreshed.
"Admiral, are you alright?"
Fengxian, Mingxue and other shipwives who were familiar with him hurriedly stepped forward and looked at him worriedly.
"It's nothing, I'm worried about you." Bai Lingfeng grinned and returned to his former cheerful expression.
Seeing this, whether it was the taciturn Yushun or the young Mingxue, they were slightly relieved. To be honest, if Bai Lingfeng fell, they didn't know how they would live in the future. Without Bai Lingfeng, the future is confused.
At this time, the newly built Biyou, Huaxiong, Yunluo and Huabao also came over.
"Admiral." Biyou shouted lightly.
Seeing the Bi You, Bai Lingfeng was obviously stunned, and the figure of the Bi Bo would always appear in his mind involuntarily. After all, these two ship girls are too similar, just like twins, the only difference is the hairstyle. The Bibo has dark green wavy curly hair, while the Biyou in front of it has straight hair.
Shaking off the distracting thoughts in his mind, Bai Lingfeng said, "I'm sorry, I scared you yesterday." ”
"Don't be scared yet, but don't have a next time, the human body can't withstand the attack of the ship's mother." Bi You still looked indifferent, "In addition, I advise you, since the former Bibo has been killed, let's forget her." Because, even if you rebuild her, it may not be the person you have been thinking about for a long time. Even we don't know if it's not ourselves that we're rebuilt after we die in battle. Maybe it's just different individuals using the same core. ”
After a day's time, Bai Lingfeng had already adjusted his state, but after listening to her words, his body stiffened, and his mood was so depressed that he almost couldn't breathe.
"You...... Are you kidding? If the same core is used, how can it be different individuals? As far as I know, it is impossible for a battleship of the same name and type to exist at the same time, and it is possible to build it again after the death of the shipwive who already exists. Doesn't this just prove that the ship girl that was built later is the reincarnation of the previous ship girl? Otherwise, why can't they exist at the same time? Bai Lingfeng retorted loudly.
"Maybe." Biyou's expression remained unchanged, and he said lightly: "But one thing is certain, even if you rebuild the Bibo, she will not have the memory of her previous life, and will only have the initial memory like all the newly built ships." ”
Bai Lingfeng froze in place, as if petrified.
What is his dream? Conquer the city and dominate the world? Protect the territory and the people, and live forever? No, neither!
When he first came to this world, he just wanted to adapt to it and live comfortably.
Later, he was favored by the Qianlong Empire because of his extraordinary talent as a commander, and he was also awarded a knighthood. In order to repay the country, he went to the East China Sea without hesitation to help the empire fight.
Later, the Battle of Chisha Island began. This battle not only caused him to lose six companions who were like relatives, but also made him lose his faith in the empire. His outlook on life and values have undergone earth-shaking changes. This battle made him see two things clearly.
First things first: instead of fighting for those in power, fight for yourself, and you will never do yourself badly! This idea fostered his desire for authority. The Lord is unrighteous, it is better to replace it!
The second thing: the world is big, and the relatives are the biggest. It is not worth sacrificing one's relatives in order to repay the country's kindness! Because, even in the most depressed time, they will never abandon themselves, and even give everything in times of crisis. And the empire will only give preferential treatment to you, and will never care about you when you are down, even if you have paid a lot for the empire......
It can be said that how loyal he used to be to the Qianlong Empire, and how guilty he is about the Bibo now. Because of this guilt, he always wanted to rebuild them so that he could compensate them to the best of his ability.
But are they really the ones who have been rebuilt? If not, then how to untie this knot in your heart?
Bai Lingfeng closed his eyes, and suddenly felt that he couldn't find the meaning of life, just as confused as when he first came to this world.
But at this moment, Ming Xue's worried shouts sounded in their ears: "Admiral! Admiral! What happened to you? It doesn't matter to you......"
The voices were jumbled, messy, but like a big hand, they pulled him out of the abyss.
Bai Lingfeng opened his eyes suddenly, staring blankly at the anxious ship girls. At this moment, he suddenly realized that although he had lost the Bibo and them, he was no longer alone......