"No!" Soon after my death, I was covered by the sound of reading aloud, and I felt as if I had gone back to the day I was in junior high school in an instant. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Originally, my naughty mischievous behavior was a well-known thing, and the first process of the weekly routine Thursday afternoon self-study class was my review, but this day was slightly different, because this time I caused a little more trouble, first on Monday, I played with fire and burned the school's abandoned garbage can, and as a result, the wind blew and the flames spread to the adjacent houses, fortunately, it was extinguished at the first time and did not cause any damage, but the angry principal still criticized the whole school; Then on Tuesday, I stuffed my female classmate's stationery box with a dead letter, and after going back to receive a stick education of "bamboo shoots and barbecue", I decided to run away from home again.

Early Wednesday morning, I left home and hid my schoolbag in a garbage heap in the middle of the alley where no one cared about me, and then wandered aimlessly along the river, only to be seen in my father's car by a classmate who was temporarily ill. As a result, the next day, I stared at the big bag and went to school, I was ridiculed by two classmates, and I was so angry that I went crazy in front of all my classmates for the first time, and threw out the two of them's textbook bags and tables and chairs from the window on the fourth floor, and the result was very unfortunate to be met by the principal again, and the principal who was detained a schoolbag on the top of his head angrily shouted that my parents threatened to expel me, and after some persuasion from the teachers around me, I finally gave me a punishment of staying in school to check the major demerits.

Maybe that's all there is to it, but that afternoon, the principal took the tutor and others to personally preside over the self-study and asked the whole class to educate me ideologically. I never thought that the first person to stand up would be my neighbor who I thought was the best, and then everyone stood up and described the wrong things I had done. And that was the first time I heard someone say that there was no excuse.

Looking at the cold-eyed boy on the screen, I suddenly had an illusion in my heart, as if an ice cube in my heart had suddenly cracked a hole. "Tsk, look at your own eyes, what a perfect Avenger's eyes! Do you want to hear what was going on at the time? The little boy said slowly with a playful expression, and then before I could reply, a voice floated around me: "Good, good, very good!" Since you all think I'm such a bastard, don't talk about any friendship with a bastard in the future! I will remember what each and every one of you looked like today, and one day I will make you all regret it! ”

"Ahh This voice, how perfect, this is the voice of a man who is destined to become the king of ten thousand people! How can you forget your vows for the sake of the so-called beauty in the mortal world that is not worth mentioning! The little boy's voice was like a small hammer, constantly smashing the ice inside me into cracks.

"Nope! No way, I don't want to be an avenger, I'm just an ordinary person, I don't want to be a king, I'm very happy and happy now! "I felt like my voice was getting a little bit out of the way.

"Happiness? Fine? Happy? Hahaha! The little boy's shrill laughter pierced my heart, "What are you kidding, do you really think so?" Since the first time you had a hazy relationship with a certain girl in your third year of junior high school, how many times have you killed such feelings yourself? Are you really happy in love or are you happy in your own right? Was the original Shinoa really with you for the sake of being with you? ”

"What do you mean!" My lips trembled, and my body trembled involuntarily: "Don't talk nonsense here, Xiaoya is really in love with me, she really wants to be with me, she ......" I suddenly felt that I couldn't go on.

"Say, continue to convince yourself of making up reasons!" The little boy's tone suddenly became cold: "Look at yourself, what is there to attract people?" Ordinary people don't say it, why don't you dare to let Xiaoya walk into your classmates so quickly? And who did Shinoa appear with in the first place, do you really think you're better than him? Maybe it's just to get angry with someone that he pulled you to be a cushion. ”

"Impossible! I don't believe it! I tried to support myself to stand up, but the little boy still looked at me with a smile: "Hehe, you are really good at deceiving yourself, Su Ranran and you are together so quickly, you didn't doubt it in your heart at that time?" ”

I tried to adjust my breathing, and then looked coldly at the little boy in front of me, "If I'm not mistaken, you should be a symbol of the dark side of my heart." Little boy, firstly, it means that I have a deep memory at that time, secondly, it shows that I have always wanted to be cared for and paid attention to, and there is also a layer of meaning that my mind is not as mature as I imagined. ”

The little boy looked at me with some surprise: "I really didn't see that you could be so calm, it seems that even I, who have been following you for so many years, can't see you clearly." I looked up at him and said, "Actually, everyone has a child living in their hearts, and sometimes we forget that we have something in our hearts. With the passage of time, the goal we pursue will gradually produce some deviations, but it is impossible to forget the most fundamental heart. ”

"Hahaha, what a high-sounding reason, so let's see what you really want in your heart." The little boy turned around and disappeared. Then a large tombstone appeared in front of my eyes, and the name of Su Xiaoya was written on the tombstone in front of me. I sat quietly in front of the tombstone, tears uncontrollably sliding down, and suddenly the sky and the earth parted into the sky with smoke and rain.

In the fluctuating smoke and rain, I watched a person gradually walk over from a distance, a slightly thin figure staggered towards me, and when I arrived in front of me, I finally saw that it was Su Ranran, she wiped the rain on her face and smiled sweetly at me, I couldn't bear to hug her while pointing to an umbrella she was holding tightly and asked, "Little fool, why don't you hold an umbrella?" ”

"Because I said I wanted to be with you through thick and thin, and now in front of your ex-wife, I can't let her see that you have forgotten her." I took the umbrella she was holding and held it up, and then quietly looked at the tombstone in front of me in a daze, and it took me a long time before I sighed faintly and hugged Su Ranran back home. After a very dull day, I gradually established my own network and finally succeeded in growing the company.

And at this moment, Su Ranran was also pregnant with a child, just when I was immersed in the edge of happiness, the doctor told me that Su Ranran's body seemed to be a little strange, she had been found to be malnourished and caused by the placenta dislocation, but the strange thing was that the fetus she was carrying seemed to be developing very rapidly. Just when I was at a loss, Wang Modao, who I hadn't seen for a long time, suddenly found me, and he told me that the child Su Ranran was carrying was Su Xiaoya's soul reincarnation, and now I need to make a decision between the two, which one to keep.

I didn't think about it at first, frowning and tangling all day long, and finally I really couldn't find Wang Modao again, and asked if there was the best of both worlds, and he shook his head and waited for my final decision. I pushed open the balcony window and didn't look at the stars in the sky and said, "Come out, although I know that all this is an illusion, but I still enjoy it, but this time the problem you gave is really difficult to choose." ”

The little boy appeared in front of me very suddenly, and then said very proudly: "Didn't you say before, you remember what you want in your heart, so why do you hesitate when faced with a choice, you actually know what the best of both worlds really is!" ”

"Trade my life for one so that both of their lives can be saved." The little boy was satisfied with my answer and then looked at me meaningfully, "It's not that I don't want to do that, it's just that I remember the promise I made to them." I told Xiaoya to live well and take care of those who need it more in the future, and I also promised Ran Ran to make her happy every day in the future, but if I give up my life, what are my promises? ”

The little boy's face suddenly flashed with a fierce look, and then he snapped his fingers, and I reappeared in the space surrounded by eight mirrors, "Humph! Don't think I don't know what you think, you think this little touch can defeat me? Okay, since you insist that you are very capable, then show me what you can show me. ”

Suddenly, half of my body slowly leaned out of the eight mirrors, and green smoke began to rise from everyone's body, and with the smoke rising, I felt that every time I breathed it was extremely difficult, and my body involuntarily collapsed to the ground, although I desperately wanted to drive my body to move, but a wave of sleepiness from the depths of my soul slowly wrapped my whole body.

Gradually, I felt that my eyelids were heavy and could no longer be opened, the voice in my ears was gradually inaudible, and even my body was a little stiff and cold, I felt that I had supported myself to the last limit, and only the slightly demonic voice of the little boy echoed in my mind: "Sleep, sleep, you have worked very hard until now, there is no need to endure it anymore, it's time for Gaishi to wake up to his true self." ”

At the last moment when I gradually relaxed, the figures of my parents suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, their white hair had been quietly dyed on their temples, and wrinkles were deeply imprinted on their faces; Then Su Ranran waved at me with a smile, the corners of her eyes and lips were filled with sweetness and happiness; Then Su Tiannan and Ruyue and Wang Modao also appeared in front of me one by one, they all laughed loudly and opened their arms to me, and finally Ouyang Longxue appeared not far away with the black cat in his arms, the anxiety on Long Xue's face and the slightly moist eyes of the black cat made me feel upset.

Then on the other side, Su Xiaoya's figure also appeared, she smiled at me and nodded, and then Xu Qin, Zhang Yali and others also appeared behind her, everyone stretched out their hands like me, and slowly I heard their voices: "We have been waiting for you, we have never given up on you, we just hope that you can be firmer and happier than before, remember that this world is full of love." ”

I felt that the ice in my heart had completely melted, and then a warm current flowed up and down my body, and a child's laughter gradually became clear: "Hahaha, my name is Wang Hao, the most troublesome child, because I know that even if I am naughty and troublesome, I still have parents and brothers around me, as well as friends, and there will be more people who will accompany me to go crazy, I remember that my dream is to use my laughter to make everyone around me laugh!" ”

"Why do you have such warmth in your heart, I remember that your childhood was full of gray, I have already aroused the resonance in your heart, why did you fail in the end?" A voice suddenly appeared beside me.

"The human heart is a complex world! And emotion is also a field that human beings have been trying to explore from beginning to end. If it is really as simple as you think, this world is not easy to conquer, but why so many people can still form a big society of river crabs even if they have different languages, even if they are different in age, even if they have different educational backgrounds and positions, and form the same consciousness, this is precisely because of people's hearts! People have seven emotions and six desires, so there is a colorful real world under different world views, if you don't understand people's hearts, even if there is no power. I quietly looked at Qingwen beside me and said.

"You do realize this level, but you still have to be careful, I can't help you like this all the time, occasionally you have to learn to make decisions, indecisive sometimes really misses the opportunity, and about Xiaoya, I still have something to tell you......" Before she finished speaking, an unusually distorted expression suddenly appeared on her face, and then she shouted at me in horror: "She's coming!" Be careful yourself! Then blood flowed from all eight mirrors around me. (To be continued.) )