Chapter 69: Everyone Has a Past
Yang Qianqian had a long dream. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info When she woke up, she couldn't remember the content of the dream, but when she opened her eyes, she found that her eyes were hazy, and it turned out that she was crying.
Yang Qianqian rubbed her eyes and found that Xiao Wenlu's concerned face was close at hand. Seeing that she was awake, Xiao Wenlu asked eagerly, "You finally woke up, are you okay?" ”
Yang Qianqian was a little confused, she sat up with difficulty, and found herself lying on the bed, Xiao Wenlu and Xiao Lili sitting on the edge of the bed. And when she saw the person standing behind Xiao Wenlu, she finally remembered what had just happened
It's a girl ghost.
"You just passed out." Xiao Lili said on the side.
"I seem to remember something." Vague fragments swirled around in her mind, giving her a splitting headache.
Xiao Wenlu looked at her holding her head and frowning, and she couldn't bear it in her heart: "None of this is important!" Rest quickly, your illness has not been cured, and it will hurt you too much. ”
"No, it's important to me!" Yang Qianqian suddenly became extra firm: "It's about my past, right?" ”
"Do you remember?!" Xiao asked for directions and blurted out.
Xiao's words of asking for directions confirmed Yang Qianqian's premonition. She grabbed Xiao Wenlu's hand tightly, her eyes were firm and eager: "Please tell me, what happened to me?" ”
With Xiao asking for directions and knowing Yang Qianqian, he can no longer hide it from her. Although he couldn't bear it, he could only tell the truth: "I'll tell you, why that girl ghost looks exactly like you when you were a child, you can know half of the answer." ”
Xiao Wenlu looked at Yang Qianqian's eyes eager for the truth, and said word by word: "She, it's you!" ”
Xiao asked for directions like a bombshell, blowing up all of Yang Qianqian's thinking. When all the pieces fell, Yang Qianqian seemed to see some familiar scenes and heard some familiar sounds, although these scenes and sounds did not represent happy memories for her.
Somehow, Yang Qianqian suddenly hugged Xiao and asked for directions, cried bitterly, and said inexplicably: "Please, don't hit me......"
Xiao Wenlu clenched his fists in pain. He asked her to rest her head on his shoulder and whispered in her ear, "Are you ready?" ”
Yang Qianqian whimpered and nodded, mentally prepared for everything that was coming.
Xiao Wenlu gestured with his eyes to the girl ghost who had been standing aside. The girl ghost walked over slowly with red eyes, and glanced at Xiao Wenlu with an inquiring look.
Xiao asked for directions and nodded at her. The girl ghost put her hand on Yang Qianqian's shoulder, and her shadow faded and disappeared into Yang Qianqian's body.
As soon as the girl ghost Fu entered Yang Qianqian's body, Yang Qianqian trembled violently, her lips turned white, and she was obviously very cold. Xiao Wenlu hugged her tightly and warmed her with her body temperature, while looking at her distressedly. He knew that she would inevitably experience great physical and mental pain, but since this was her choice, he could only respect it.
Yang Qianqian slowly stopped trembling, but her eyes began to slowly become blurred, and the expression on her face kept changing, as if there was an invisible curtain in front of her that was playing a movie. But this is obviously not a comedy, because Yang Qianqian began to suffer and showed extreme horror and resistance.
Yang Qianqian kept squirming in Xiao Wenlu's arms, and a slurred cry came out of her mouth. Xiao Wenlu hugged her tightly, giving her support and strength with a pair of strong shoulders. Finally, I don't know how long it took, Xiao Wenlu was already sweating profusely, and Yang Qianqian finally calmed down.
She left Xiao Wenlu's embrace, sat up straight, wiped the tears on her face with her hands, tidied up her messy hair again, and then smiled sadly at Xiao Wenlu.
"When did you find out?" Yang Qianqian asked softly, with a heavy nasal voice in her voice.
"From the moment I first saw the girl's ghostly face." Xiao asked Lu and answered truthfully.
Yang Qianqian covered her face, and a heavy sigh came from between her fingers.
"I'm sorry," Xiao blamed himself, "I shouldn't have let you go through this all over again." ”
"No," Yang Qianqian shook her head, "I'd rather be a whole person, with joys and sorrows, than be a fool who is happy all day long." This is my own choice, thank you for fulfilling me. ”
"I can let her come out again if you want." Xiao asked for directions and said.
Yang Qianqian did not answer immediately. After a while, she said, "You make me think about it." ”
Xiao asked for directions and understood that it was a difficult decision. He asked Yang Qianqian to lie down on the bed and helped her fold the quilt: "Don't worry, you have time to think about it slowly." Get a good night's sleep first, you're too tired. ”
Turning off the lights, Xiao asked for directions and exited the bedroom and returned to the living room. He half-leaned back on the sofa and looked out at the quiet city outside like water and moonlight, and fell into deep thought.
He always thought that Yang Qianqian, like her appearance, was an innocent, happy, and simple girl. Little did he know that her happiness was based on an incomparably dark past. The past was so dark that she had to take extreme measures to get herself out of the past and make herself a happy, but incomplete.
That "girl ghost" is actually not a "ghost", but Yang Qianqian's split personality. After her mother's death, she grew up in her aunt's house, and her miserable life began. Although her aunt and her mother are sisters, they have very different personalities: her mother is gentle and virtuous, and kind-hearted, while her mother's own sister is a complete evil woman.
She has been jealous of her sister's talent and beauty since she was a child, and after her sister got married, her handsome and dashing brother-in-law made her even more jealous. After her brother-in-law died unexpectedly, she ridiculed and squeezed her sister from time to time, saying that she killed him. When her sister died, her niece Yang Qianqian came to her house, and she vented all her jealousy and dissatisfaction on poor Yang Qianqian, beating and scolding her at every turn, insulting her in every way.
This is not the end, but her husband, Yang Qianqian's uncle-in-law is not a good thing. He is both evil and lustful, and he covets Yang Qianqian, who is still a girl, and every time he can't succeed, he jumps like thunder, and he is more ruthless than his wife. And her aunt knew her husband's ghost thoughts, so instead of settling accounts with him, she blamed Yang Qianqian's head for the fault. In this way, Yang Qianqian's life is even more miserable.
Finally, overnight, like heaven fell into hell, there was nowhere to escape, the fragile and sensitive Yang Qianqian found a way to solve the problem and protect herself, that is, to split into a new personality, and use this new personality to bear all the suffering, while the original personality still remained innocent and happy.
In this way, whenever Yang Qianqian is **** by her aunt and uncle-in-law at home, her new personality that has split out will come forward and suffer on her behalf, so that personality will always be a cowering and trembling girl; At other times, when the pair of evil relatives were not around, she was still the same as before, happy and carefree.
For Yang Qianqian, the fortunate thing in the misfortune is that as she grows up day by day, her aunt and uncle gradually bully her less. After the birth of their biological daughter, their attitude towards Yang Qianqian finally became complete neglect and neglect. In this way, the poor little girl's personality needs to appear less and less, and when Yang Qianqian moved out of the house and went to college, the little girl's personality never appeared again.
However, although the other personality no longer appears, that doesn't mean she has disappeared. In fact, for the vast majority of people with schizophrenia, the split personality is difficult to disappear or be eliminated, and those active personalities still take turns to control a person's body and brain, bringing great damage to his life.
But what makes Yang Qianqian special is that although her other personality has not disappeared, it has not remained in her body, but has been materialized! The girl who was abused every day and lived in fear forever, in the early morning or twilight, the girl walked out of Yang Qianqian's body and into the infinite void. As for why she ended up trapped in the Soul Detention Arena like a ghost, it may be a mystery that no one will ever be able to solve.
Xiao Wenlu stared out the window until the east was white, and the morning sun illuminated the window. He heard a slight sound behind him, turned around, and saw Yang Qianqian standing at the door of the bedroom, dressed in light pajamas, with long hair fluffy and casually on her shoulders, her face was pale and a little ruddy, her face was bathed in the golden sunlight of the early morning, and the whole person was so beautiful that Xiao Wenlu couldn't take his eyes off it.
Yang Qianqian walked towards him with a smile, stretched out her hand and shook it twice in front of him, and smiled playfully: "What's wrong?" Why are your eyes straight? ”
This playful smile that I hadn't seen for a long time once again made Xiao Wenlu lose his mind, and he could only say stupidly: "You ......"
Yang Qianqian smiled lightly, leaned on his arms, and said softly, "I figured it out." ”
"What?"
"Just let her stay in my body. Like I said, I would rather be a whole person. If a person forgets the past, it is more tragic than that past experience. ”
Looking at Xiao Wenlu's worried eyes, she smiled again. She gently stroked his face and smiled, "Don't worry! I'm no longer the lonely little girl, and with you, who would dare to bully me! ”
Xiao Wenlu finally relaxed a little, but he still couldn't help but ask, "Then you...... Hate? ”
Have you ever asked Grains about this? How did he answer? Yang Qianqian looked at him calmly.
Xiao Wenlu remembered that night many years ago, he and Xiao Lili sat in front of the door of the old house, looking at the cherry trees blooming in the courtyard, and he asked Xiao Lili if he hated him.
"I hate it, and I can't change anything." Xiao Lili said so at the time. Now, Yang Qianqian looked into his eyes and said the same thing.
"I will never let you suffer again!" Xiao asked for directions and said.
I must change the fate of this "Heavenly Evil Lone Star" and never let her be implicated because of me. Xiao Wenlu secretly swore in his heart.
"Girl ghost", just like that, disappeared. Maybe no matter the yang and the netherworld, there has never been such a "ghost", and some are just the personality of a lonely and helpless girl. No one knows what her wish is, maybe she doesn't want to be hit by the loss of her loved ones again, and she doesn't want to be bullied by adults anymore. However, no one can change the past, and this wish can never be fulfilled.
The "five ghosts" became the "four ghosts", and now the "four ghosts" have become the "three ghosts": the ghost baby sacrificed herself to protect everyone, and the "girl ghost" returned to Yang Qianqian's body to make up for her missing memories. The ruffian boy sat on the sofa with his legs wide open, and his sitting posture was extremely indecent, and he complained with a big grin: "What! Those of us who are ghosts are also failures, we can't even tell whether our companions are human or ghosts, and we can't even see what she looks like, so she's gone! ”
"She's just like me, just look at me!" Yang Qianqian made a grimace at the ruffian boy ghost.
"Cut, she's only a teenager, so she's not as old as you!"
"Huh? Who do you say is old?! Yang Qianqian's willow eyebrows suddenly stood up.
This night, the atmosphere was rare and harmonious, and a room full of people and ghosts were joking and joking, as if they were as close as a family, which made Xiao ask for directions with a lot of emotion.
Xiao Wenlu, Yang Qianqian, and Xiao Lili sat on the sofa watching TV, the ruffian boy wandered around the house boredly, rummaging around, Professor Zhang sat on the side reading a book, and Mo Lan sat quietly on the side, she had been silent since the ghost baby disappeared.
The evening news was playing on the TV. After a long list of current political news, the host began to broadcast local news. I saw the young and beautiful hostess looking at the screen with a serious expression and said: "Recently, there have been many cases of missing people in our city, and the missing people range from adult men and women, to the elderly and children, with a wide range and a large number of people, which is really rare. This series of disappearances has caused panic among the citizens of the city, and many citizens have demanded that the police immediately solve the case, bring the criminals to justice, and give the citizens a safe living environment. For this reason, our reporter interviewed the police officer in charge of the case at the city's police station, please see the report brought back by the reporter in front. ”
As soon as the picture turned, a big close-up of a chubby male reporter appeared on the TV screen, and I saw him holding the microphone and saying quickly to the camera: "Okay host." I am now in the city's Outer Ring Public Security Bureau, and since the home of the first missing person lives near the Outer Ring Road, this series of missing cases has been handed over to the Outer Ring Branch to be fully responsible for solving the case. I'm now interviewing Xie Rui, the police officer in charge of the case at the Outer Ring Branch, so let's hear what he has to say. ”
Xie Rui?! As soon as he heard this familiar name, Xiao Wenlu's eyes immediately widened. Isn't this the police who had dealt with him at the time of "stumpling"?
Sure enough, as soon as the camera turned, a familiar face appeared in front of Xiao Wenlu. Although only a few months have passed, Xie Rui has obviously lost a lot of weight, his originally fair skin is also dark, the bags under his eyes are very obvious, and he doesn't know how long he hasn't shaved well, and the whole person looks several years older. Obviously, the case was too tricky, and he was already in a hurry.
However, his eyes were still sharp and determined. I only heard him say in a hoarse voice, and said to the camera in an absolutely unquestionable tone: "On behalf of the Outer Ring Public Security Bureau, I promise all the citizens that if this case is not solved, I will never give up!" (To be continued.) )