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Please, although I know what she thinks in her heart, I am still a little overwhelmed by expressing it so directly.

She's a regular at our bar, and I've been worried that if she can't get rid of it naturally, and one day she says it, how will I answer?

It is impossible for anyone who has the courage to open her heart so well that she is also beautiful. It's not that I don't like her, on the contrary, I think she's very good, it's rare to be good, it's just that it feels different.

"Acacia...... I ......, "It took me a long time to calm down, and I carefully chose my words, for fear that I would hurt her if I said it inappropriately." Unexpectedly, before I finished speaking, her mood returned to normal first, and she was no longer the shy and embarrassed appearance before.

"Don't be like this, Brother Shining, I know what you want to say, it's okay!" She said cheerfully, "It's just that I've been thinking about it for the past few days, we have always thought that life is just a dull daily life, living day by day, and one day we will change and die." But from that night on, I suddenly felt a little worried, in fact, it is not easy to be born, and it is not easy to live, maybe one day when I sleep, I will never see tomorrow. If that's the case, if you don't have the courage to say to Brother Shining, you may become the biggest regret in this life. So, I just want to say it to you, I don't need your answer, and I hope it doesn't bother you, and I hope everything can be as before. ”

I looked at her in amazement, only to find that she seemed to be relaxed all of a sudden, and her smile was sweeter.

"Right...... I'm sorry! I said.

"Where will I be sorry!" Bai Hehuan smiled and said, "Brother Shining, you don't know, I don't know how happy you are if you are willing to come here with me!" I've always loved this place and always come alone on summer evenings when I have free time and sit here for a while. Fireflies at this time are beautiful, aren't they? ”

"Well, it's beautiful, really beautiful, like in a fairy tale." I say.

It's not my literary art, that's what I really think.

During the summer season, fireflies begin to appear in large numbers. In ancient books, it is said that "rotten grass is fireflies", because fireflies often lay eggs in rotten grass, the ancients only observed the phenomenon, and they always believed that fireflies were formed after the grass withered and died, and it was the spirit of grass.

Having grown up in science, I would have thought that the ancients were really romantic, even though their ideas were wrong. But today, I feel that it may have been the ancients who accurately saw the intrinsic connection between things, the kind of endless life and vitality based on the forces of nature.

"Hehuan," I said to her very sincerely, "thank you, I don't know how to thank you." You...... How do you say that...... Really one of the best girls I've ever seen, but ......"

The girl looked at me with a pair of sparkling eyes, and I had to bite the bullet to continue.

"But I already have someone in my heart,...... It's just unrequited love......"

Speaking of this, I couldn't help but smile bitterly. I'm afraid I'm not even in unrequited love.

Bai Hehuan looked at me and suddenly smiled.

"I understand that." She smiled and said, "It's okay, it's just my own choice, Brother Shining doesn't need to be bothered by my affairs at all, and I don't want it either." ”

I couldn't help but be moved, and I felt deeply with it.

She wasn't talking about a beautiful thing, but a real feeling, because that's what I thought myself.

In my heart, I don't know when I have been so concerned about Liqing, happy for her joy and anxious for her sadness. But we are not the same people, no, this is not the most important thing, even if I willingly dedicate my life to her, I am destined to leave no trace in her heart, because her heart has been filled by others.

That one she will never forget. She's been waiting for three thousand years, and I'm sure she'll keep waiting, no matter how long it will be, even if he never returns.

When I think about my own situation in this way, I can't help but feel pity for Bai Hehuan.

A girl's thoughts, but I can't respond, I should have comforted her, but I didn't expect her to comfort me in turn and talk to me.

"Brother Shining, my home is in the countryside, a very poor place." "Until I graduated from primary school, there was no electricity in the village. So, every night, except for the kerosene lamps that are lit in the house, it is dark everywhere. At that time, I liked to lie on the stack and watch the stars, and in this season, there will be fireflies everywhere. ”

"I've always loved fireflies since I was a kid and thought they were amazing – why could they shine like stars when they were just tiny bugs? Later, I read a lot of books, and the ancients said that fireflies are changed by grass, and even Lin Daiyu in the dream of Red Mansions said that fireflies are changed by grass. ”

Speaking of this, Bai Hehuan smiled embarrassedly.

"At that time, I thought that Sister Lin's words would not be wrong, she was so smart. When I get older, I know how fireflies come about, but it's not interesting, it's really, when you grow, you become a boring adult. But I still like fireflies, and I'd rather believe they came from grass. After the weeds decayed, they were like nirvana reborn, and they turned into such a bright thing, although I heard that the life of a firefly was only as short as twenty days. Maybe all good things have a price, whether it's worth it or not, it's all your own choice. ”

Her words were a little unclear, as if her emotions were also divergent at the moment, and she said casually wherever she thought. However, her soft words somehow hit my heart.

She even said that her words were like a ray of light that suddenly shone into my world in the dark night.

Yes, what is there to be confused about? Isn't everything out of one's own willingness, out of one's own choice?

These days I've been wondering where I'm going from here, and what can I do? For me, God has unexpectedly endowed me with many unique powers, which may be desired by many aspirants, but they do not mean much to me. And everyone around me seemed to be lenient with me, and didn't think that I had to take any responsibility because I had these powers, and for that, I was deeply grateful. But now, I'm glad I have that power because it gives me the possibility to move forward.

Originally, the decision was vague in my mind, and it made my mind confused. But at this moment, Bai Hehuan's words and her clear but firm gaze suddenly made my mind clear.

I don't believe that the guy inside me is dead, he must be stuck somewhere because of something. And if there is anyone in this world who can find him, that person can only be me.

Otherwise, in the vast sea of people, why did he choose to live in my body?

So, I wanted to do everything I could to find him, and this was probably the best thing I could do for Liqing.

I'm not a strong man, I'm not a strong-willed person, I don't have any ambitions, and I don't seek fame. But for me, there are some important things, and I want to do the things that are important to me, starting with the things that I can do.

"Hehuan, thank you!" My voice was also cheerful and firm, and all the embarrassment and distress were gone.

The girl looked at me tenderly, and her figure seemed to shimmer under the glow of fireflies. I felt like she was an angel sent by Heaven to wake me up. (To be continued.) )