Chapter Twenty-Eight: Memories
"What's the matter, isn't she already dead, how can she lose her memory. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info "Xiao Yaohao grabbed Xue's shoulder excitedly, hoping that Xue could quickly explain everything. What's going on, didn't you say that Liuqing was doing well, how could he become a ghost and still have amnesia.
"Don't get excited, listen to me." Xiao Yaohao's hand made Xue feel very uncomfortable, so he had to comfort Xiao Yaohao first, hoping that he could calm down and listen to himself slowly.
"How could I not be excited, you said it quickly!" Xiao Yaohao was pressed back into the chair by Xue, and his anxious expression overflowed. Even though he was held down by Xue, his body was still leaning forward, although reason told him that he should be quiet at this time and listen to Xue's speech, but he really couldn't control himself.
"I don't know the specific problem, I only know that when Shaoguang saw her, she seemed to have forgotten everything in her life, she didn't remember the past, and she didn't remember the people and things in her life, the only thing she remembered was that her name was Liuqing. And, the first time we met her, she was looking at you right behind you. Xue said the matter as briefly as possible.
"She, has she really forgotten everything, how can this be, you say, when I first saw her, she was behind me, does it mean that she remembers me, does it mean that she just doesn't want to remember the days with me." Xiaoyaohao asked Xue helplessly, not letting go of a glimmer of hope.
"No, she really has no memory, as for why she still stays by your side, it's only because she has lost her memory and thinks you seem familiar, so she stays with you and tries to remember something. However, it doesn't seem to be of much use. ”
Xue's words shattered Xiao Yaohao's last bit of hope. yes, what are you looking forward to? Wasn't she the first to let go of her? Now, she has finally left herself completely, what the hell is she still asking for here. Isn't this the best, forgetting the pain of life, so that I don't return to the happy and free flow at the beginning. However, in this way, there is really only yourself in your memory, and only you live in this once beautiful relationship. I don't know why, Xiao Yaohao suddenly felt very sad, as if he had been completely abandoned by this world.
"Do you want to see her?" Xue looked at Xiaoyaohao who was sitting on the ground, remembered Liuqing who was crying alone, and Xue also remembered the Qiao aunt in Changle Village before he met Shaoguang. They're all idiots in this world.
Suddenly hearing this, Xiao Yaohao couldn't believe his ears, can he say goodbye, one side? And in the next second, Xiao Yaohao immediately shook his head, "Goodbye will only add more troubles, as long as she is still doing well!" ”
"She's dead, but she hasn't been reincarnated yet, she's a ghost, still wandering around at this time, it's already a violation of the rules of the underworld, or it won't be long before a ghost will bring her back to the underworld and reincarnate, from then on, there will be no Liuqing at this time, so are you afraid to see her for the last time?" Xue didn't know why, he just wanted to give these two people a chance, after all, in the room before, he saw Liuqing through the eye of the sky, if he was not mistaken, that soul had reached the point where the lamp ran out, and it was too late to reincarnate, it should slowly dissipate between heaven and earth like this, and then nothing would be left. This is also the reason why Xue believed that Liuqing did not kill anyone before.
As a soul that has been wronged in life, after its death, the resentment in its body is very strong, just like those evil ghosts in human legends, especially the more painful the death, the stronger its resentment, and after becoming a soul, this resentment will often support their souls, give them strength, and even make them not only active at night, but also during the day. Moreover, as the resentment continues to strengthen, the power becomes greater and greater, and they can even manifest entities and appear in front of humans with their own wishes, why do some people say that they have hit a ghost, it is because the attachment of these souls because of resentment or other things is too strong.
But Liuqing is different, although she was very painful before she died, and she was full of resentment towards Xiaoyaohao, but her heart couldn't hide it from herself, compared to the resentment of Xiaoyaohao, it was more of a despair like ashes, and this despair suppressed Liuqing's resentment before she died, resulting in when her soul was out of her body after death, this sad feeling directly filled her soul, she subconsciously forgot these things, maybe the pain in her heart was too strong, maybe it was too desperate, so she chose to give up. Such a soul is like a lonely ghost, and even if Liuqing's soul forgets everything, she subconsciously thinks that Xiaoyaohao is someone she is familiar with and she is willing to get close to, so her soul wanders in this villa, and has not left for a long time, such a soul, no reincarnation, no obsession, just like a newborn baby, although full of curiosity about the world, but no one takes care of it, the baby itself cannot eat, and it will slowly get sick and die over time. Liuqing's current state is like a weak baby about to die, such a soul not only can't go far, but also can't withstand the power of reincarnation.
There is no wish, no obsession, no missing, Liuqing is a person, not a god, seeing through the red dust but unable to become a Buddha, can only silently dissipate between heaven and earth. Human life is such a small, too pure soul, it is not allowed by this heaven and earth, then the end is obvious.
Xue sighed slightly, there were too many such things, he was powerless to change them, he only hoped that he had done nothing wrong this time.
Never again, Xiao Yaohao suddenly remembered the first time he saw Liuqing, when he had just left his mother's protection and roamed the rivers and lakes alone, still so young and competitive. After solving a group of robbers, he thought that he had punished the evil and promoted the good, but he was stabbed by the person he saved from behind, the sinister of the rivers and lakes, how could he know at that time, although he was the life-saving benefactor of others, but just because he saw the face of the man, he was so poisoned, and when he fell, he also heard the man say, "Strong man, what I did today is not my will, but I have a last resort, I can't let the person who sees me leave a living mouth, and in the future, I will kowtow in front of your grave and admit my mistake." "What's the use of admitting mistakes when you die, you really regret saving such a person. Before closing his eyes, Xiao Yaohao regretted it in his heart.
When I opened my eyes again, my eyes reflected a red dress, "Hey, you're awake, yes, you're awake so soon!" ”
Later, I realized that although the man's sword pierced his heart, it was not completely pierced, and he left. After he fell into a coma, he was picked up by this woman, according to her, because she saw that she looked good, and felt that she could sell it for a good price, just enough to fill the family's household.
Xiao Yaohao couldn't smile bitterly after hearing this, the young master of his dignified Xiaoyao Village would one day rely on his own skin to get help. I expressed my dissatisfaction.
The woman in red, after hearing his dissatisfaction, stretched out her hand, patted his face, and said, "Hey, you have to thank you for your good looks, otherwise Miss Ben won't care about your life or death." After speaking, he touched his face and pinched it again, "Yes, the skin is fine and the meat is tender, and it feels very good." ”
At this moment, it made Xiaoyaohao shy, he had never met such a woman in his life, which lady was not honest in front of him, shy and timid, this woman, this woman was even slight.
"You, you, as a woman, how can you be like this, shameless!" Xiao Yaohao said angrily, but the sword wound on his body was too serious to make him unable to move, otherwise he would have to teach this woman a good lesson.
"I, I, what's wrong with me!" The woman stretched out her finger and pointed at herself, and learned Xiao Yaohao's stammering speech just now, "You haven't even grown a hair, you still have to teach me, I will teach you today, how to treat your life-saving benefactor, it's right!" With that, the woman lifted Xiaoyaohao's quilt and took off his shirt.
"You, you, you, what are you going to do." At this moment, Xiaoyao was really panicked, wishing that he would be killed by that person like that, rather than being humiliated by this unknown woman now.
"Don't you know what I'm going to do?" When the woman saw Xiao Yaohao's appearance, she became even more excited, and took the opportunity to touch Xiao Yaohao's chest.
"Yo, I'm still a practitioner, this figure is still very good, it's a pity if I sell it directly, tsk, otherwise, let me play first!" As she spoke, her hand kept touching Xiaoyaohao's body, and she said some **** words while touching.
"You, you, shameless......" Xiao Yaohao met such a bold woman for the first time, and he really didn't know what to say, and finally fainted in anger and shame. Before fainting, I vaguely heard the woman say, "Hey, I fainted like this, it's not fun at all, cut, hey, wake up, wake up." As he spoke, he poked Xiao Yaohao's wound, and Xiao Yaohao completely fainted.
When he woke up again, he learned that the woman who saved him was named Liuqing, fatherless and motherless, alone, and he was secretly slandering himself at that time, no wonder he was so uneducated, and he was really a girl in the countryside.
Thinking of the past, Xiao Yaohao is a little nostalgic for the carefree years at the beginning, when Liuqing was the happiest, if she hadn't met herself, Liuqing should have spent her life very happily. Her life is like her favorite red, flamboyant and warm.