Chapter 16 If You Leave
Leaving Zheng Xiangqian's house, Xiao asked for directions, and they took a farm car from a villager back to the city. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info along the way, Xiao Wenlu was very silent, and Zhang Fang's incident was successfully resolved, but he couldn't see a little bit of joy in him. Yang Qianqian looked at his gloomy side face, and wanted to speak several times, but she didn't know what to say, so she had to be silent with him.
This way, Yang Qianqian wanted to be a quiet beautiful girl, but she didn't expect Xiao Lili to refuse to let her go. He deliberately stimulated her and said, "You cried and screamed in the 'Myth Array' before, what did you see?" ”
Yang Qianqian didn't expect Xiao Lili to be so ruthless, knowing that she didn't want to recall, she poked her in the sore spot. She blinked and said, "It's all strange hallucinations." “
Xiao Lili chased after him: "You lied." People who are trapped by the 'Myth Array' do not see hallucinations, but their most painful memories. “
Yang Qianqian pulled a bitter gourd face and pleaded: "You said it, it's a bad memory, why do you want me to say it?" ”
"Grains," Xiao Wenlu on the side spoke. "Don't ask what you shouldn't."
Xiao Lili immediately changed to an expression of "Your past is my business", twisted his head to the side, and stopped asking.
"Actually," Yang Qianqian cleared her tight throat, "that's it." I ......"
"Miss Yang," Xiao interrupted her as she asked for directions. "Everyone has some not-so-good memories, and our intention is to help others, not to snoop on other people's privacy. You don't have to tell me that. ”
Yang Qianqian originally wanted to talk to Xiao Wenlu, but he poured a basin of cold water on his head. The polite and cold three words of "Miss Yang" were like a wall, standing between her and Xiao Wenlu, cutting off all her hopes of being close to Xiao Wenlu.
O man! How can you be so fickle! Yang Qianqian touched her cheek, not long ago, Xiao Wenlu had touched this place gently, but now she felt that it was a big slap in the face that Xiao Wenlu gave her.
Awkward speechless all the way.
After entering the city, it was already evening. The three of them were hungry, so they found a random restaurant on the side of the road to eat. When ordering, Xiao Wenlu slipped away silently, and the dishes on the table were all ready, but he was still nowhere to be seen.
Yang Qianqian remembered that the last time she cooked, Xiao Wenlu refused to appreciate her face, and asked Xiao Lili angrily: "He won't even want to sit at the same table with me to eat, right?" ”
Unexpectedly, Xiao Lili nodded solemnly: "That's right." ”
Yang Qianqian rolled her eyes angrily: "Is he as for him?!" How annoying am I, or is he afraid that I have a contagion?! ”
"Don't ask, you won't understand." Xiao Lili ignored her anymore and immersed himself in eating.
Yang Qianqian stared at Xiao's black little brain, with ten thousand question marks in her heart. I have to say that since she met this strange father and son in the ice cream shop, her life seems to have opened a door to a new world: she has believed in materialism for more than 20 years, and she has encountered ghosts for the first time, and she has seen all kinds of dazzling spells of this father and son. On top of that, the father and son were full of mystery, saying things she didn't understand at all, and their attitudes were secretive, which made her curious baby itch but couldn't find the key to break in. As for Xiao asking for directions, it is not to mention, he is hot and cold to her, and if she leaves, she will be tortured by him at every turn to the point of arrhythmia. The so-called "care is chaos", she has to admit that the reason why she cares so much about Xiao Wenlu's every move, word and deed is because she has uncontrollably liked him.
Yang Qianqian ate this meal unpleasantly, she is usually a foodie, but she can't eat it after moving a few chopsticks today. She told Xiao Lili that she went out to breathe, and told him to sit well and not run around, so as not to be abducted by the bad guys. In fact, with Xiao Lili's ability, which trafficker targeted him, it was bad luck, so Xiao Lili, who was full, gave Yang Qianqian a powerful white eye.
Yang Qianqian went to the back door of the restaurant to go to the bathroom, and when she came out to wash her hands, she saw a person standing in the courtyard outside the back door, as if it was Xiao asking for directions. Yang Qianqian saw him standing there motionless and looking at the sky, hesitated for a moment, but still walked next to him.
"What are you looking at?"
"Aren't you hungry?"
"What's next for you and Grain?"
“……”
After asking a few words in a row, Xiao didn't respond to asking for directions, and Yang Qianqian suddenly became a little angry.
"Master," Yang Qianqian said sarcastically, "even though you are my savior, you don't always have to put on the appearance of a high savior, right?" If you think I owe you, tell me what you want, and I'll give it to you. Or do you hate me so much that you avoid me everywhere? In the end, Yang Qianqian felt more and more aggrieved, and her nose was slightly sour.
Xiao asked for directions, and finally stopped looking at the sky. He lowered his head and looked at the petite Yang Qianqian, his eyes were so gentle that she had never seen before.
"Do you think I'm particularly unkind?" Xiao asked softly.
Xiao asked for the road so frankly, Yang Qianqian felt a little embarrassed.
"It's not ......," Yang Qianqian said.
"Actually, I hate myself like this." Xiao asked.
Then you're still like this, isn't it unpleasant to find yourself? Yang Qianqian complained in her heart.
"Do you think people are free?" Xiao asked suddenly.
"Uh, what did you say?" The conversation was so jumpy that Yang Qianqian almost suspected that something was wrong with her ears.
"I mean to say, is people's fate in their own hands, or is it predestined early in the morning and can only be resigned to fate?"
"This ......" Yang Qianqian was directly stunned.
"I think that not only people are not free, but even the sun, moon and stars in the sky are not free."
"Yes, yes...... Because of gravity, the object with less mass has to revolve around the object with the most mass. When you encounter a black hole, you will be sucked over......" Yang Qianqian, a science student, suddenly deviated from her thinking.
"Heh......" Xiao couldn't help but ask for directions, and was amused by Yang Qianqian, who was cute and silly. However, there was a little bitterness in his smile.
"Sometimes, people say things and do things that can hurt others. But I want you to know that they may not have done it on purpose, but had a last resort. Xiao Wenlu said sincerely.
Yang Qianqian heard the meaning of his words, and her eyes lit up instantly: "You mean ......?"
"That's all I can say, sorry." Xiao Wenlu dropped a sentence lightly, turned around and left, leaving Yang Qianqian with a stunned face.
Xiao Wenlu father and son sent Yang Qianqian to the train station. In the square in front of the station, Yang Qianqian lowered her head and silently rubbed the ticket in her hand, until she was about to crumple the ticket into a ball of waste paper, she finally raised her head, mustered up the courage to ask Xiao for directions, and said, "I'm leaving." ”
Xiao Wenlu nodded, his tone was flat, and he couldn't hear any emotion: "I wish you a smooth journey." ”
Yang Qianqian's nose was sour, and she tried to hold back her tears: "You...... What about you? Where to go? ”
"I have no fixed place to live with the grains, I am used to wandering, I can go wherever I want, and I don't bother you."
Yang Qianqian took a deep breath and swallowed back all the sourness that had surged up her throat. She tried to squeeze out a smile, but the smile was more ugly than crying: "Then, goodbye." ”
Xiao Wenlu's expression was indifferent and he did not speak.
Yang Qianqian turned around sharply and strode towards the ticket gate. The moment he turned around, tears couldn't stop pouring out of his eyes.
In the empty carriage, Yang Qianqian leaned against the window, her eyes red. She looked at the rapidly receding scenery outside the window, and remembered that on the way when she came, Xiao Wenlu leaned against the car window and looked at the scenery outside the window. His side face in the sunlight seemed to appear in front of her eyes at this moment. Don't see him anymore? Just thinking about it, Yang Qianqian felt breathless. She wiped away the tears that had slid down her cheeks, lifted her face slightly, and told herself to be strong and to forget about this person completely. However, as soon as he lowered his head, tears still flowed out of his eyes.
The train that Yang Qianqian was on had been gone for a long time, and Xiao Wenlu was still standing motionless, staring blankly at the direction she was leaving. The crowd rubbed shoulders, and people kept bumping into him, but he didn't react. Xiao Lili looked up at him, and on his immature little face, the eyes that belonged to children revealed a meaningful look like an adult. He took Xiao Wen's hand and said softly, "Dad, let's go." ”
Xiao Wenlu lowered his head, put away all his lost expressions, and said with a smile: "Grain, where are we going?" ”
"There's nowhere to go." Xiao Lili put his hand into Xiao Wen's trouser pocket and took out the liner. "Your trouser pockets are cleaner than your face, and we don't even have a place to stay tonight."
"Hahaha......" Xiao asked Lu and laughed in the sky. So, starting tomorrow, get a job! ”
Xiao asked for directions and lifted Xiao Lili up and made him straddle his shoulder. The two of them laughed and left like an ordinary and happy father and son in the world.