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The world is pitch black, there is no light source, because of the incomparable love for life, so incomparably respectful of death, an ideal state of unity between heaven and man. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

The sudden disappearance of fresh life, suddenly becoming a pile of loess and a handful of ash, is psychologically unbearable for most of us, but this is a necessary road, but also a road to liberation, life and death are between a smile, understand it, and understand everything. Death is nothing more than a "purgatory" that tortures human nature, in fact, all the protagonists are already dead at the beginning.

Death is nothing more than a door, and passing away is not the end, but the beginning of another journey.

"Dididi!"

"Didi......"

The big truck loaded with several tons of goods suddenly honked vigorously, and the driver of the truck also looked extremely flustered, looking at a large blood stain on the windshield in front of the truck, and couldn't make a sound for a long time.

My name is Jian Yi, just an ordinary teenager at the bottom of the society, when I was eight years old, my parents died in an accident, leaving only a house and a 5-year-old sister to rely on me for life.

It's been ten years now, and my sister Jian Zixue and I have slowly come out of the grief of our parents' departure.

Today is Friday, that is, when my sister is out of school, as an older brother, no matter how busy he is, how tired he is, or whether it is windy or rainy, or even unwell. I would pick up my sister at the school gate on time.

This day is also my favorite day, in a society where everyone lives with a mask, as an eighteen-year-old ordinary boy, I have no education, no social relations, and can only rely on my own hands to struggle in a deceitful society.

That said, every time I see my sister's innocent smiling face on Friday, I feel that it is all worth it.

When I hear my sister's sweet "brother" again, my heart, no matter how tired I am, will melt at that moment.

My sister Jian Zixue is also a young girl now, and she is in her first year of high school at the national college "Xicang College".

Because his parents died early, all the expenses of the family were borne by his brother, who dropped out of high school, as well as his sister's tuition and study expenses.

The brother and sister depended on each other and also made the younger sister Jianzi Xuexue mature early, unlike girls of the same age, chasing all kinds of stars, eating all kinds of delicious food, and wearing beautiful flowers......

My younger sister Jian Zixue just silently eats the simplest lunch box every day, wears an ordinary school uniform, and rarely talks and chats with students of the same age.

My younger sister Jian Zi Xuexue knows how difficult it is to come to her tuition, and her brother gets up early every day to save up little by little for herself.

My brother, who could have sat in a spacious and comfortable classroom like himself to read and write, now has to work hard silently outside for himself and for the sake of the family of two.

"Brother......

All sister Beichuan Xue can do now is to work hard, be diligent and diligent, study harder and harder, so that she can enter a good university in the future and then come out early to help her brother share some of the heavy burden.

After so many years of getting along with her brother, her sister Jian Zixue feels that her brother is the greatest person in the world, and her parents left when she was very young, so she doesn't have much impression of her parents Jian Zixue.

However, sometimes when the school holds a parent-teacher study meeting, because it is too busy, if my brother Jian Yi does not attend, Jian Zixue will also look at the ceiling and quietly ask herself:

"Why? I don't have mom and dad? ”

But when I thought that today was Friday, and I could see my brother waiting for me at the school gate, Jian Zixue, who had rarely had any expression, also had a very warm smile.

Jian Yi looked at the time displayed on the cottage's mobile phone, and it was almost time for his sister to get out of school. Bringing over a white cat in a pet cage, he immediately turned over and rode his bicycle towards Xicang Academy like a gust of wind.

Because today is also the birthday of my sister Jian Zixue, as an older brother, I don't remember my birthday, but I must remember my cute sister's birthday.

Jian Yi saved some money in his food expenses a few days ago and bought a white cat that his sister was drunk and liked, thinking that he could give it to his sister for a while, and he had never given his sister any decent gifts for so many years. Jian Yi felt that his brother was very derelict in his duties.

"Sister! Waiting for my brother! My brother will be picking you up right away! ”

Jian Yi was riding his bicycle and noticed something wrong when he was about to pass through an intersection.

A little girl about 5 years old was standing at the intersection with a blank face, staring around with her eyes wide open, and not far behind the little girl, a large truck full of goods was constantly honking and rushing towards the little girl.

I don't know if it was because the truck's brakes suddenly failed or because the truck driver didn't pay attention to the road conditions, and saw that the truck was about to collide with the little girl.

The sound of the horn behind her finally made the dazed little girl react at this time, human beings, no, all creatures should have an innate alertness to danger.

The little girl probably knew that it was very dangerous at this time, but after all, she was too young to know how to face this situation, so she said, "Wow! He burst into tears.

"Danger!"

I don't know why, Jian Yi saw in the little girl at this moment the appearance of his sister Kitagawa Xue's parents when she was five years old.

The same little girls, the same only five years old, the same all crying loudly, all looking so dazed and helpless.

Jian Yi hurriedly pedaled the bicycle hard, and then quickly came to the little girl's side, and didn't even have time to put down the cat cage in his hand, directly threw the bicycle and rushed towards the little girl.

Fortunately, God still favored the little girl, and at the moment before the truck was about to collide with the little girl, Kitagawa Yi hugged the little girl and threw her into the flowers on the side of the road.

"Poof......

"Hiss......"

The sound of a sudden brake was particularly harsh, accompanied by the sound of Jian Yi making contact with the front of the truck. The van finally stopped, leaving a large patch of blood on the front of the van and windshield.

"Meow!"

The pet cage containing the white cat was thrown into the sky, and the white cat ran out of the cage, then landed on the front of the car and disappeared from the roadside flower bed with a scream.

Jian Yi's body was knocked forward by the force of the truck more than ten meters away, rolling on the ground with blood stains and rubbing against other vehicles on the side of the road from time to time.

"Sister...... Brother...... It seems that today ...... Yes you can't...... I'm going to pick you up again...... Sister ......"

At the last moment when his consciousness left his body, Jian Yi only thought of his lovely sister, the sister who was not reassuring......

"Hey, hey! Mr. Police? There's a car accident here! Here at the crossroads of the fallen road! ”

"Hey, hey! Hospitals? There was a car accident here on the road! The situation is very dangerous! ”

The noise on the side of the road is inaudible!

In the summer, a cool breeze blew, bringing up a few fallen leaves swaying in the wind, on a locust tree on the side of the road, the white cat that was thrown away by Jian Yi looked at the body of Beichuan Yi lying in a pool of blood at this time, and screamed meaninglessly, and then the locust tree disappeared in the world.

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"Brother! Brother! Brother! ”

The door to the emergency room of a hospital in Kumamoto City was opened by doctors dressed in white, and a boy lying in a surgical cart was pushed out at the same time.

"Doctor! What do you think? My brother him? ”

Jian Zixue hurriedly stopped in front of the doctor and asked anxiously.

"Little girl, we've done our best, sorry ......"

The doctors continued to push the cart and left.

"How so? How so? How so? ”

"Brother! Whining...... Brother...... Woohoo......"

Jian Zixue was taken into the ice cellar by the doctor's words in an instant, never thought that his brother would leave him so suddenly, at this moment it seemed that the world had collapsed, and as his only support, he left himself like this now......

"Brother...... Brother...... What will you do after you let Xiaoxue go? ”

"Mom and Dad left us 10 years ago, and now ...... Now my brother ...... You're gone too...... What to do after Xiaoxue? Brother ......"

Jian Zixue, who was very helpless, was paralyzed in the corridor of the hospital, sobbing in a low voice.

The cold and long night begins to play again, the moon, the crystal clear tears begin to slide again, the misty lights sweep through the silence of the night, will the past be forgotten......

A white kitten slowly crossed the road and walked towards the hospital.

"Meow ......"

The meow of a kitten shattered the silence of the hospital morgue, and the cat's eyes glowed with a faint green glow as they peered around the huge corpse room.

"Meow ......"

Slowly, the white cat came to the place where Jian Ziyi's body was parked.

"Meow ......"

The white cat jumped onto Jian Ziyi's body, and then curled up and squinted at Kitagawa Yi's already cold chest.

Maybe because the brother she had been relying on suddenly left her, Jian Zixue seemed to have become more silent than before, and at the same time became more mature.

People in the world always say that only after experiencing ups and downs can people become sensible and mature. It's just that the price of this maturity is too great.

asked for help everywhere, relying on the compensation money from the truck driver, Jian Zi held a funeral for his brother in a beautiful manner.

His brother has been working hard for himself before his death, and he has been running around for this small family.

I have never worn any handsome clothes, never eaten anything delicious, and never experienced any high-end enjoyment.

Now the only thing Jian Zixue can do is to hold a beautiful funeral for her brother, at least to make her brother not so bleak.

Because of Jian Zixue's repeated insistence, Kitagawa Yi's body was not cremated, and he bought a large piece of land in a village on the outskirts of the city, and hired a good craftsman to make a beautiful cemetery for his brother.

Life is like a healing process, we get hurt, we heal, we get hurt again, we heal again. Every healing seems to be for the next injury. And then in constant wounding and healing, we learn to grow.

We always think that there is still a lot of time, life is still very long, what we don't have the opportunity to do today, we can continue tomorrow, the dream that cannot be completed today may have the opportunity to be realized tomorrow, and the heart that is imprisoned today will bloom one day.

If we can think less, if we think of something and try it, maybe life will not be extraordinarily complete because of this, but at least we can have a little less regret!

Jian Zixue silently knelt in front of Beichuan Xue's cemetery and kowtowed deeply to the cemetery.

"Eldest brother is a father, brother, thank you for taking care of Xiaoxue and nurturing her for so many years."

"Brother, don't worry, Xiaoxue has grown up, and Xiaoxue can live a good life by herself."

"Hmmm! No" Jian Zixue suddenly shook her head and said again: "Xiaoxue must live well, not only for our Jian family, but also for my brother's will to Xiaoxue." ”

"I never thought that seeing my brother again after leaving home last time was already yin and yang, Xiaoxue is really sorry, as a younger sister, I didn't see the last side of my brother when he left, my brother ......"

Kowtowing to the cemetery again, Jian Zixue slowly stood up and said:

"But brother, don't worry, Xiaoxue will never forget the day her brother left, after all, that day is also Xiaoxue's birthday......"

"Brother! Xiaoxue left first, brother, don't feel lonely here alone, Xiaoxue will come over to accompany her brother more, and I hope my brother can find my parents as soon as possible and tell my parents that you have done the best brother! ”

"So, brother, goodbye, Xiaoxue will come to visit you next time."

After Jian Zixue finished speaking, she added some banknotes and incense to the cemetery, and then turned around and left silently.

It was late at night, and the bright moon was fully out. Even the footsteps of people could be heard in the silence of the night, and the animals began to go home.

The little bee returned to her home with the moonlight after a busy day, the cute puppy fell into a sweet sleep under the gentle gaze of Sister Moon, and the beautiful bird enjoyed the beautiful moonlight with her mother in her nest.

The little musician Cricket is playing for Sister Moon! Listen, they are here to accompany the high and low, and Sister Moon sings beautiful songs to the accompaniment, adding endless fun to the silent night.

But what should have been such a beautiful night seemed so out of place and out of place around this tomb.

"Meow ......"

The silence of the night was broken again by the meow of a cat, which disturbed the croaking of the frogs in the field and drove away the small crickets that accompanied it.

"Meow ......"

The white cat slowly climbed through the stone monument to Jian Ziyi's grave.

"Meow ......"

When I opened my eyes, it was dark everywhere, and the smell of wood and dirt came into my nose.

"Where is this?"

"Why am I here?"

"Me?"

Jian Yi suddenly opened his eyes, but the unfamiliar environment made him feel very uncomfortable.

"Ahh That's right! I remember I'm dead! ”

Slowly, Jian Yi recalled the scene when he had an accident, it stands to reason that he should have died, but why now?

"Meow ......"

Kitagawa Yi heard a cat's bark outside, and after groping around for a while, Jian Yi broke open the grave and walked out of the cemetery.

"Meow ......"

At this time, the white cat ran over and squatted at Jian Yi's feet, and very obediently touched Jian Yi's feet with its head.

"This cat?"

Jian Yi picked up the cat at his feet, and took a closer look and found that it was the cat he had bought to give his sister's birthday gift.

"Meow ......"

"Really? I see! ”

I don't know if the cat told Jian Yi anything, and then Jian Yi silently filled in the grave that was originally buried in him, then looked at the dark coins and incense ashes in front of the cemetery, and then silently turned around and hugged the cat and left. (To be continued.) )

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