Chapter 496: Suicide is Hard
It was dark and the street lights were just on.
At the edge of the viaduct, a tall young man climbs over the guardrail and stands on the narrow edge, grasping the railing with both hands back, leaning forward, looking up slightly at the snowy sky, as if performing performance art.
How many people in the world are willing to give up their lives and seek death?
Bai Jingzhe is very smart, he has experienced great changes in his family, from a noble son with fine clothes and fine food, to a depressed person who squatted in prison, and then he was unwilling to go too far, committed murder, and his mother was imprisoned for his crimes......
When he left Shinonome, he had thought countless times that his mother had already taken the blame for himself, and he was a sinless and innocent body, so he could live a down-to-earth life.
But the heart has changed, and the murderous intention is strong.
Even if he didn't encounter some conflict, he would sometimes have the urge to kill.
Not to mention, isn't it normal for people to live in the world and encounter a little injustice, dispute, or unpleasant situation?
It can even be said that it is encountered every day.
How many times he rejoiced for many people, because he resisted the impulse, so it was his mercy and tolerance that those people were not killed by him.
He feels that he is very strong, has the ability to forbear, can not be impulsive, even if it is a killing, he will try his best not to leave a trace and will not be noticed. Therefore, in the future, he will kill many people, maybe he will be caught, but it is more likely that he can get away with it.
It is a catharsis of one's own suffering, and a distorted mind's angry revenge on this society.
In fact, he didn't know that Xu Congjun's daughter Xu Fang was now working in Shuoyuan Holding Company, otherwise, he would have done it a long time ago.
The purpose of his stepping on the point several times was just to kill Wen Shuo.
Before he thought about it, he was not ready to do it, Wen Shuo had already come to the door first.
was beaten, and had a heart-wrenching long talk with Jin Chirui...... So he suddenly realized in his heart that Jin Chirui was the most trustworthy and grateful person in the world, let him restrain himself from the precipice, and let him turn back to be a good person!
It also made him feel extremely ashamed and self-blamed.
So he felt that he had no shame to live in the world anymore!
So according to the phone number he remembered that night, he called Jin Chirui and told Jin Chirui that he was leaving.
Jin Chirui asked him, where to go, where to go?
Bai Jingzhe did not hide it.
When he really climbed over the guardrail, stood on the edge against the wind and snow, felt the cold wind and snow, the chill that invaded the bone marrow, and looked at the rolling traffic below more than ten meters high, he naturally gave birth to a reluctant retreat in his heart.
Also, the fear of death.
Do you really want to die?
Just when he hesitated, he suddenly saw Jin Chirui.
In the distance under the viaduct, under the dim street lamps that had just been lit, and in the snow, Jin Chirui ran towards him with an anxious expression, waving his hands......
Although he couldn't hear what Jin Chirui was shouting from a distance, Bai Jingzhe knew it.
It's nothing more than some persuasive words to persuade him not to be impulsive, not to look for short-sightedness, and relatives and friends.
So he was more and more moved in his heart, and he realized more and more clearly that Jin Chirui was really a trustworthy and good person worthy of deep friendship!
Although the acquaintance has not been for a long time, the experience of acquaintance seems so ridiculous and funny......
However, this does not prevent the perception and perception of a person.
Bai Jingzhe believes in his own vision and mind.
So he hesitated more and more, maybe, he really doesn't need to look for a short-term view, he can live a good life in this life, and there is still a long time, it's just that he doesn't commit crimes anymore, and if he wants to come to those police, he can't solve his own murder case, right?
Just when Bai Jingzhe hesitated, waiting for Jin Chirui to come to the bridge to dissuade him, and then went down the steps to return, he found that Jin Chirui had stopped.
He was stopped.
What stopped Jin Chirui was a tall and fat man, white and fat, wearing a long black down jacket.
It's Wen Shuo!
That hateful, vile, shameless, ruthless bastard!
Jin Chirui looked at the bridge with an anxious expression, paying attention to Bai Jingzhe, as if he couldn't wait to hurry to the bridge to dissuade him.
Wen Shuo, on the other hand, looked contemptuous, stopped Jin Chirui with one hand, and pointed at the viaduct with the other......
In fact, at such a distance, and in the evening when the light was dim and the snow was falling, Bai Jingzhe couldn't see Wen Shuo and Jin Chirui's expressions clearly, let alone what they were saying, but he was using his own understanding of Wen Shuo and Jin Chirui to make up for the situation he imagined, and then regarded it as reality.
In Bai Jingzhe's mind, Jin Chirui was begging Wen Shuo not to stop him again, he had to hurry up to dissuade and save people!
And Wen Shuo was saying: "Don't be nervous, I know that grandson too well, just his little mouse guts, dare to jump off the bridge and commit suicide? Lend him a few dares and don't dare to dare, Lao Tzu has been in high school for three years, beat him many times, blackmailed him a lot of money, and he doesn't dare to fart!"
"So, I'm here to watch him!"
"After a while, she will have to be obedient, and she will turn over from the bridge with a disgraced face, and she will slip back with no face......
......
Bai Jingzhe's heart suddenly gave birth to a monstrous anger!
He hated Wen Shuo, he couldn't wait to turn over and go back now, rushed to the bottom of the bridge, found a sharp knife, stabbed Wen Shuo fiercely more than a dozen times, dozens of knives, hundreds of knives, and then cut off the meat on his body layer by layer, fried and fried and eaten!
"Looking" at Jin Chirui's helpless and anxious expression, Bai Jingzhe felt more and more guilty in his heart.
He felt that he was likely to embarrass Jin Chirui this time - because he really didn't want to die, he was afraid of death!
So, what is the point of doing it yourself?
Just to make his best friend Jin Chirui nervous, flustered, and worried?
Just to let that Wen Shuo laugh at it, and let his best friend Jin Chirui lose face in front of Wen Shuo? !
To make a long story, these shifts and conflicts of thinking have occurred in just over a minute.
The shrill and hurried, dense sirens came from afar, and the dim light descended through the snow curtain, and the police lights flickered closer and closer in the distance.
"I'm not a coward!"
"I've killed people, how can I be a coward?"
"How can I, all the time, let that ugly, disgusting, vile and shameless fat man look down on me?"
"How can I make my friends worry about me and lose face?!"
The corners of Bai Jingzhe's lips lifted, revealing a sinister sneer, and he looked disdainfully and proudly at the distance who was still there and pointed at Jin Chirui, while looking at his fat man, and then jumped forward, stretching out his limbs, and the wind in his ears was sharp.
In the brief moment of his fall, his eyes were still on Wen Shuo and Jin Chirui.
Then, he saw a contemptuous sneer on Wen Shuo's face.
Bai Jingzhe suddenly regretted it.
The sound of wind and screams is everywhere!
The ground quickly zoomed in, he closed his eyes, felt his head hit the ground hard, and then heard a muffled pop, and felt his body bounce violently and tremble.
There is no pain.
He heard, the screeching of brakes, the honking of horns, the sound of collisions, the sound of rushing sirens......
Then the consciousness quickly sank into endless darkness.
on the sidewalk.
Zhang Jian watched this scene dumbfounded.
He didn't expect that Wen Shuo suddenly called him today and came here in a taxi together, just to see this scene.
He thought of that night, Wen Shuo said to him, "There is a result, and you will be notified." ”
That's the result.
Bai Jingzhe committed suicide by jumping off the bridge......
Why did he commit suicide by jumping off a bridge?
Afraid?
He's not even afraid of death, what else is he afraid of?!
How did Wen Shuo know?
Jin Chirui told him?!
How the did Jin Chirui know?
He is not familiar with Bai Jingzhe!
Just when he was shocked, he suddenly heard Wen Shuo say to Jin Chirui, "Did you see it?"
"Well, I saw ......" Jin Chirui said immediately, his voice still trembling a little - after all, this was the first time he had seen a person who had been killed by his own scourge, and it was he who watched Bai Jingzhe jump off the viaduct.
What frightened him the most was that he watched Bai Jingzhe's soul get up from the broken corpse, look around blankly, and finally look at him.
Soon, Bai Jingzhe's soul fluttered, getting weaker and weaker, and more and more scattered.
When the cold wind blows, the snowflakes swing.
Disappeared without a trace.
"What are you doing in a daze?" Wen Shuo shrugged, turned around and left indifferently, and said, "Go back!"
"Oh. ”
Jin Chirui and Zhang Jian came back to their senses and hurriedly followed.
Just as when he found Bai Jingzhe's residence that night, and later Jin Chirui talked to Bai Jingzhe alone, Zhang Jian became more and more confused after this incident.
But unlike that night, he dared to ask after drinking.
This time, although he had more doubts in his heart, he didn't ask, even if it was a puzzled look, he didn't dare to reveal it in front of Wen Shuo, and he wouldn't go to Jin Chirui to ask - this kind of thing, just keep it in your heart.
Jin Chirui also had doubts in his heart.
He knew very well and was confident that it was with that inexplicable demagogic ability that he induced Bai Jingzhe to embark on that desperate road.
However, when he arrived, in order to prevent accidents, he deliberately released his own element line that his master called "qi" from a distance, and wanted to continue to bewitch Bai Jingzhe from afar, but he just sensed that Bai Jingzhe had no firm determination, he hesitated, and after hesitating, he had completely given up his intention to commit suicide.
At that moment, Jin Chirui was very angry in his heart, after all, the distance was too far, his own ability, that qi machine, had just touched Bai Jingzhe, but he couldn't affect the other party.
In the blink of an eye, Bai Jingzhe jumped down.
It's so decisive.
Why?
Throughout the night, Jin Chirui pondered whether his special stock or ability was too weak, or whether his induction and judgment at that time were wrong, but in fact, Bai Jingzhe did not hesitate?
When it was almost dawn, Jin Chirui suddenly thought of a detail.
When Bai Jingzhe hesitated to give up suicide, Master Wen Shuo looked at Bai Jingzhe from a distance and sneered from time to time.
Jin Chirui remembered that there was a faint sight in his sight, as if there was a qi machine transmitted from the master's side to Bai Jingzhe's body......