Chapter 216

He didn't stop in the passage, and after quickly passing through the three verification doors, Chen Xinyao came to the door of the office he was familiar with. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info He stood in front of the door and wanted to push the door directly, but when he raised his finger up, and when his finger was about to touch the door panel, he quickly retracted it with some hesitation.

He stood in front of the door, silently, not knowing what was going on in his heart, he didn't know what he was hesitating about at this time, or what was the reason for knocking on the door.

Just as he was lingering, the door in front of him suddenly opened on its own. The person who opened the door was Yang Yue, who hadn't seen him for a few months, and his appearance had not changed much, but when Chen Xinyao came into contact with those familiar eyes, he obviously felt that it was a strange gaze.

He faced himself, and his previous attitude had long since changed. The reason why he can still stand together face to face calmly now is that he is only deliberately hiding his inner emotions. Maybe everyone is hiding it, but when the sadness is over, the two familiar men seem to have already formed an estrangement.

Chen Xinyao and Yang Yue looked at each other for a full minute, the embarrassing scene made the air around them condense, this suffocating feeling made Chen Xinyao unbearable, but now he had to face it. For the sake of his relatives and friends who have pinned all his hopes on him, for a kind of faith, for the expectations of his mother, now he must face all this bravely.

Seeing that Chen Xinyao didn't speak, Yang Yue could only take the lead in breaking the silence. He looked at Chen Xinyao calmly for a while, looking at his apologetic face, and the anger that had been brewing for a long time was untargeted. He felt angry and even had an urge to lose his mind.

Perhaps it was Julie who taught him the meaning of life on earth, and they learned to manage their lives in a human way, including trying to interpret their joys and sorrows in life in a way that is unique to human feelings, understanding the meaning of forbearance and understanding, and even trying to understand the great meaning of sacrifice and giving.

It was painful for him, but he couldn't let go. With mixed feelings, staring at Chen Xinyao for a long time, looking at his expression that he kept his head down and didn't dare to touch his eyes again, Yang Yue could only smile bitterly in the end.

The corners of his mouth moved slightly, with a wry smile, Yang Yue seemed to want to say something, but after thinking for a while, he didn't say it. In the end, he could only get out of the way and use the gesture of inviting Chen Xinyao to come in and talk.

Chen Xinyao didn't reply to any attitude, and after Yang Yue let go of his body, he walked in quickly. As soon as he entered the door, he sat directly on the sofa opposite Yang Yue's desk, and the office that used to be directly opposite him was Julie's favorite place to stay. He still didn't look up, and he didn't sneak around the office again. Now perhaps for him, seeing everything in front of him can only make him immersed in memories and bear more pain, guilt, and even torment in his heart at this time.

The self-blame for Julie made him not even have the courage to face Yang Yue now, he is her husband, and he still remembers that day on the beach, they hugged each other, this happiness was something they had thought they would always have, but the misfortune that changed all this a few months ago was caused by their own hands. He killed Yang Yue's wife and deprived him of the right to continue to enjoy a happy life, so at this point, he should hold a grudge against himself. Just like an enemy, maybe you will not forgive for the rest of your life.

He just sat like that, waiting for Yang Yue to judge his fate in any way. Chen Xinyao's expectation was quickly fulfilled soon after he took his seat, and he didn't know what kind of expression Yang Yue was looking at him at this time. When the long-lasting air was condensed and then penetrated by the voice, he heard Yang Yue whisper in a soft tone, "Why don't you knock on the door, I see you have been standing at the door for a long time." I'm sorry, Ollie went on a mission, I was still here just now to receive guests, so I didn't pick you up at the ferry in person. In the past, it was Julie who was waiting for you at the ferry in person, of course, as a man, this is a small matter, I hope you don't mind. ”

"I just feel sorry for you and Julie, especially after walking into such a familiar place again. I don't know what words I can use to express my apologies to you, but I'm really sorry for Julie's departure. That's my fault, I should have followed your arrangement, if that were the case, the current tragedy would not have happened. I want you to punish me, and all along, I am ready to accept any form of punishment from you, including giving my life. I'm sorry, but I ruined your happiness with my own hands. As a husband who loves his wife dearly, I know how you feel. Chen Xinyao said here, and his head was lowered.

At this moment, these words were all words spoken by Chen Xinyao from the heart. The pain he is suffering now makes him feel a little exhausted, and even if Yang Yue wants his life now, in the face of the muzzle of the gun, in the face of death, he has no complaints and is fearless.

"I heard that your mother also left in that accident, and she left in a tragic way, and you watched your mother fall in a pool of blood and could not do anything about it, and you will never forget the scene. For Julie's misfortune, it's not all your fault. Privately, we are all victims of the loss of loved ones, and for Yu Gong, facing Pierre's coup d'Γ©tat, it was a mistake in our work. We failed to ascertain the magnitude of the problem in advance and to prevent it before it occurred, so much so that we paid a heavy price in the end. During the 400 years of the Earth year, Julie was the only Malaysian alien to die in the solar system. Perhaps the citizens of Planet Malaysia have enjoyed peaceful times for so long that many people, including me, have long forgotten the meaning of sacrifice and loss, and even the meaning of grief. We forget the taste of parting, the continuous increase of life expectancy makes people become emotionless, we think that this universe has long been conquered by us, and then we have no fear, so the Creator let us lose the dearest person in the world without preparation. For you, for me, the greatest punishment has already exhausted us physically and mentally, and I think that's enough, it's the price we should bear. It's not sympathy, it's just understanding. We have already been punished above, and Professor Du has taken full responsibility for Julie's death, which is a prerequisite for the two of us to continue working here. He made a sacrifice and was recalled by Congress to United Planet for federal review, and was ultimately disqualified as a United Planet Councilor. The reason I wasn't brought back to United Planet by Congress for review was because he protected me. Professor Du told me that Julie's legacy should be completed in her place, which is her wish and the only way for us to atone for our sins. Of course, that's why no new Messenger has been assigned to you. How about a cup of coffee, although the people are gone, but the taste is left. I know that the last person she loves is you, even though this love strikes us incredible. Even when we were in college, that year this love belonged to me. It's really ironic to think about it now, she entrusted her source code genes to you, and I think it's a kind of trust. I hope that when all this is over, when we are no longer worried about everything in this world, you can let her live happily and happily in a new time journey. ”

Having said this, Yang Yue, who was sitting opposite Chen Xinyao, looked at him with a helpless look. When he felt that Yang Yue was watching him, Chen Xinyao could only nod slightly. Now that Yang Yue has spoken, Chen Xinyao can only go straight to the point and say: "Regarding the parting people, everyone will remember them in their own way, and mentioning the past again can only make the living feel heavier and heavier in their hearts." I have not forgotten the past, and certainly not the present, and in the face of the future, memories will stay with me until the day when my life ends. I think the meaning of living now has long been clear, I live today for myself, but continue to live tomorrow for those who are hard to forget, this is the whole meaning of the value of my life. Until the end of my life, I knew that this form of atonement would be difficult to let go, but now, I was ready for it. I hope you can understand me, now me, and do not ask for a moment of mercy and forgiveness from you, only for your forgiveness and understanding. ”

After saying this, Chen Xinyao raised his head and looked at Yang Yue with sincere eyes. Although at this moment, facing Yang Yue's eyes, he is still vague and difficult to see, but he feels that it is Julie and his mother who gave him the courage to know that at this moment, facing reality and learning to take responsibility is what a man should do in this world.

Listening to Chen Xinyao's words, Yang Yue, who had lived in this world for almost a hundred years, naturally had nothing to say. originally planned to use such an environment to settle the grievances and hatreds between them with Chen Xinyao, and he looked forward to making Chen Xinyao ruined here, and all thoughts were lost, and life was better than death. After Professor Du was recalled by the National Assembly for review, he is now completely free to decide Chen Xinyao's life and death. As long as he wants, everything Chen Xinyao has, including his life, is just a game in his hands. But now, facing the current Chen Xinyao. Yang Yue never dreamed that she would meet such a person. Facing an enemy who is not close to life and death, facing a man who supports himself to continue to live strong in this world for the beliefs and ideals of others, although he is only a messenger of the earth, a half-human being who integrates machine and machine, but now it seems that this person in front of him has long surpassed his mission, and the ability to think independently makes his life bloom. In the face of such a dead man, he was destined to not be able to make him succumb, and since there was no possibility of conquest, he was really helpless now.

In this world, no one is afraid of the living. But all people are afraid of those whose hearts are dead, but who continue to live. The reason why such people are still alive in this world is entirely because of their beliefs that support them to continue to live. They live in this world with the beliefs and ideals entrusted to others, they live in this world, diligently, conscientiously, and do the unfinished business of those who have died.

"Death may be a relief, but living is always a bondage, and those who truly understand the meaning of life are not afraid of death. No one lives a hundred years, and one day, even if we live forever, we will be attached to death. This is a passage from Julie's diary. Coffee instead of wine, toast to the living, to those who are dead. Saying that, Yang Yue raised the coffee cup in his hand towards Chen Xinyao with a serious face. Immediately afterward, the two men in the room drank the full cup of coffee in their hands as if they were drinking.

Night still shrouds this mysterious world, and for Earth, where there is day, there is darkness. It seems that the day will be busier for onlookers, but for some earthlings, their night may seem more valuable.

With the help of Pierre's power, the mantis catches the cicada and the yellow finch behind, when Chen Xinyao unexpectedly suddenly unified all the armed forces on the earth. The country of blue birds, the land of projectiles on the earth, has become the most prosperous country in the world almost overnight.

Land reclamation has expanded the land area of the Mahatdo archipelago by six times the size of the previous one, but even so, new reclamation operations continue to eat away at nearby atolls day and night. When the shallow reef was replaced by artificial land, the villas of ambassadors of various countries were quickly erected. Together, these modern villas represent the power hub of a global political economy.

Politicians, economists, speculators, conspiracy theory creators, religious people, **, three hundred and sixty lines, all kinds of people gather here. After nightfall, whether it is heaven or hell, neon lights flickering with shredded paper, under the red lights, the wiring between heaven and hell has long been blurred in the eyes of the world.

Among the thousands of state-level high-end villas, one villa is particularly quiet. Located at the end of Third Avenue next to the Potei Villa, this villa is commonly known as the Papal Villa, because the owner of this super villa, with diplomatic pardon and national privileges, is none other than Pope Ka Norman.