Chapter 9: Spiritual Transformation

Liu Cheng woke up at a little after eight o'clock, he had not had a good rest for a long time, after a night of deep rest, he felt very comfortable, although he was not so comfortable physically after sleeping in the bathtub, but he had not really rested since he started to cultivate, and he still felt satisfied from the spiritual level. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info stretched his stiff body, Liu Cheng found that the water in the bathtub was still hot, and he had some doubts in his heart, but he didn't think much about it, he just thought that it might be that the control of energy after the injury was not so accurate, and the flow of fire energy made the water still hot, but he didn't remember that ice and fire coexist in his body, how can there be any reason that the fire energy is uncontrolled and the ice energy is good. Besides, if there is really an uncontrolled flow of energy, even the inheritor will be very tricky, and he may even be broken through by the energy in his body and die miserably.

Feeling the warmth of the rising sun in the sky, letting the river breeze blow through his cheeks, and watching the rolling river water under the cliff rise and fall with the waves of the boats that were originally retrieved from Xianhai Park for transportation, Liu Cheng felt that he had an indescribable feeling all over his body, as if he had been isolated from the world, and had not felt the breath of this world for a long, long time. It has been more than a month since he entered the end of the world, and Liu Cheng has never allowed himself to really rest, every night is a hard practice, just a short symbolic rest of two hours, and during the day he has to go out to fight with aliens to improve his combat quality. People who are busy always forget a lot of things, and at the same time ignore a lot of things, and Liu Cheng before yesterday was such a person.

A problem that I had never considered suddenly appeared in front of me, although it was not so urgent, but it also sounded the alarm for Liu Cheng, so aimless, just to survive the way of life, can not give a person enough motivation and reason, it will only make people feel boring. Although there are many reluctances, there is endless confusion in my heart, and I don't even know where to start thinking and solving, and I don't want to think about those annoying things. Because there are so many problems, it's actually hard to come up with a reason. But I have to say that Liu Cheng has a good habit of his own, since he has encountered it, it doesn't matter if he is eager or not, as long as he has time, he will definitely think about the problem clearly, no matter how chaotic and difficult.

Before the end of the world, the dining table was a place for almost every family or friend to increase their affection, but in front of Liu Cheng, the dining table was just a place to eat. As always, he was silent, but today's Liu Cheng is a little different from the past. There was a mouthful of rice in the bowl, but Liu Cheng was always thinking about other issues in his heart. And the little guy Zhao Yan can't help but be lonely, a month ago, he could still watch TV every day, and there were children playing together, but the end of the world has come until now, but he doesn't know the taste of TV, and no one plays with him. Before breakfast, I accidentally found a radio in the pile of supplies, so I fiddled with the radio while eating. A very faint voice suddenly appeared in the mocking sound of electricity, and although it was impossible to discern what it was talking about, it did not affect the enthusiasm of the little one, and he rushed out of the cave with the sizzling radio. And Zhao Yan's actions also interrupted Liu Cheng's thinking. Although it was interrupted, Liu Cheng was not angry, firstly, Zhao Yan was only a ten-year-old child who was still a few months away, and in the past, he should have enjoyed a happy childhood, but now he has to stay in the cave every day, and the purpose is just to have a safe living environment; The second is that although Liu Cheng has been thinking, he doesn't have any clue, but he makes his heart more and more confused.

Putting down the dishes and chopsticks in his hand, Liu Cheng also walked towards the outside of the cave, because he used to love to listen to programs on the radio. Standing behind Zhao Yan and watching the little guy fiddle with the radio, Liu Cheng seemed to see him naughtily dismantling the belongings of his parents' marriage when he was a child - an old-fashioned radio. And when I think of my parents, I can't help but sink in my heart, and I feel that I can't lift a trace of breath in my body.

"If my parents were still here, I should have stayed with them at this time, maybe I wouldn't have been chosen as the inheritor by the Book of Inheritance, and I could only hide from the xenomorphs with my parents in horror, but I still want to stay with them, instead of struggling alone and purposelessly in this last world like now, with no hope, no harbor, and no end." Liu Cheng stood quietly, imagining the appearance of his parents, as if they were standing in front of him.

Looking at the rolling and churning river blankly, Liu Cheng seemed to see time and space being torn apart, and a domineering jeep rushed towards him from the corner of the street, and he was telling his parents about his interesting stories in the past six months with high interest, but he didn't find the danger and was about to meet him. Knowing nothing, he was suddenly pushed away from the Jeep's forward route by his mother, and before he could understand what was happening, he saw his mother gradually moving away, away from himself, away from his father, away from this world. At that moment, I finally knew why the blood was red and gorgeous, because the blood was full of love, concern and care. The eyes that stared at the surface of the river turned red little by little, as if blood was permeating it, but it oozed drops of tears, so pure, so clear.

In the blurred eyes, an incomprehensible image was deeply seared into his heart, which could never be erased, and at that moment, he knew that he must find him and let him repay it a thousand times.

The churning river used brute force to dispel the unclear picture, and sent his father's increasingly thin figure to himself, encouraging and enlightening again and again. However, there will always be things that come one after another, and they want to take everything they have. When the river lifts the morning light of that day, the world deprives itself of the most precious thing in life. I sat alone next to two mounds of earth that still smelled of earth. While flipping through the heart-wrenching information, he planted evergreen cedars on two mounds. Everything was lost in just half a month, parents and her. "I remember, yesterday I was the happiest ...... in the world" a low murmur came out of his mouth, trying to suppress the sadness in his heart, but tears like to go against him.

"Yesterday, I was still the happiest person in the world......" The river breeze swept Liu Cheng's murmur mercilessly, the two coolness on his cheeks made Liu Cheng come back to his senses, the blood red in his eyes faded little by little, but his fists became more and more clenched, a trace of blood flowed down his fingers, and a faint saltiness permeated the river breeze. Suddenly, a domineering and unyielding aura erupted from Liu Cheng's body, instantly dissipating the decadence that covered his whole body yesterday. At this moment, you don't have to think about anything, all questions are illusory, it doesn't matter if you have an answer or not, what kind of answer you have, the important thing is that you know why you are struggling in this dilapidated end times, the important thing is that you have found your own goal, and the important thing is that you live not without meaning, but have a reason to live.

Liu Cheng's breath has undergone earth-shaking changes, and the three energies in his body that were a little stagnant because of the injury and the decadence in his heart also boiled at this moment, involuntarily running in the body, growing little by little, and repairing the injured body at the same time. Liu Cheng, who found a new goal, freed himself from confusion and pain, and turned everything into a firm belief to go on. I didn't grieve anymore, I didn't pay attention to the changes in the energy in my body. Liu Cheng just stood there quietly, letting the river breeze blow his clothes, at this moment he forgot the choppy river under his feet, forgot Zhao Yan who was playing with the radio in front of him, and forgot Cai Lianxue, who was looking at him in surprise behind him, as if the whole world was only left with himself, only for himself.

A pair of deep eyes looked at the sky, watching his childhood self sitting in front of the door in a daze, and was said by his mother to be a stupid little guy; watched himself and his friends lead the cow to the top of the mountain, but he went to other mountains to rummage for sweet potatoes; Watching the flocks of geese around him, while enjoying the winter sunshine comfortably, he used the book as a cushion; Watching the starry sky spread into the pond, he still insisted on the fishing rod to wait for the first stupid fish to be hooked today; Watching himself and his cousin chasing other people's ducks in the mountains laughing, I don't know what tiredness is; Watching myself and my parents work in the fields together, go home together, talk and laugh together, my heart is filled with all happiness; watched her mother pump her ass because she was angry, and her eyes filled her eyes with tears in pain, but she didn't fall; watched himself run home panting with his high school admission letter in exchange for a relieved smile from his parents; Watch your parents bring you hand-cooked meals for yourself and let yourself eat slowly; watched himself and her meet and get to know each other, laughing and laughing, awkward and noisy; watched as her mother pushed herself away, turning into a blur of figure away from her; looked at his father's emaciated figure and gave himself a final command; watched herself kneeling on her parents' grave and reading the news of her breakup, tears couldn't stop falling; Looking at the blurred figure in the jeep, he didn't stop and drove away...... The scenes were either plain or happy or sad or painful and hesitant film flashed in front of him, Liu Cheng just watched quietly, without sadness or joy, at this moment, as if he was a passer-by who stayed out of the matter.

Liu Cheng's heart is bright, and the road ahead is no longer confused. After a long time, Liu Cheng gradually recovered from this state, but he was surprised to find that the injuries on his body had basically recovered, and the three energies in his body had also improved a lot, and he was still improving and growing, without the slightest sign of stopping. Feeling the surging energy in the body, there is an indescribable sense of comfort, as if he is full of strength, Liu Cheng knows that the change in his mood has affected the energy in the body, making it invisibly faster than ever, according to this speed of development, as long as he deliberately cultivates, then he will be able to quickly improve his strength in a short period of time, and then move towards his goal.