Chapter Eighty-Three: Stopping

Rabies was also a common word in the 80s.

At that time, I was still in the factory and mining area, and my mother loved to instill in me something, when the rape flowers bloomed, don't run around like crazy, because that is the time when mad dogs are infested.

Even when I was a child, I stubbornly believed that dogs got rabies because they were stung by bees.

Therefore, when there is a small scum, whenever there are bees in the yard, I will be very nervous, and I will hide in the house with the small scum, for fear that the little slag will get rabies.

Rabies is the most mysterious and terrible disease in my memory.

But I didn't expect it to be so terrible, like a giant beast in the house, which almost toppled the roof and howled all night.

The record continues.

"Grandpa died, in that dark room where the oil lamp couldn't shine. After two days of struggling and screaming, which almost alarmed the whole village, there was no movement. During these two days, Grandma tried to bring some food to Grandpa, but she couldn't get in. Grandpa would use the only remaining reason to warn grandma in the vernacular of his hometown not to go in. I wondered, how did Grandpa know Grandma was going in? Do you have rabies and have the hearing of a dog? Grandma didn't think much about it, grandma just cried very sadly, she felt that death was not terrible, everyone had to take this path. What she felt terrible was that the person closest to her was going to die, and she couldn't say goodbye. I remember this sorrow, and then a great fear formed in my heart - I don't want that. ”

After there was no movement, it was the uncles who opened the door of the room. When my grandfather died in the house, I remember a blur of flesh and blood, and a clear tooth bite on the lower lip. I guess I was very thin, but I don't remember it because they blindfolded me. The room was a mess, and there was once a table in it that fell apart, and I remember that. I remember an uncle-in-law who said, how much effort does it take to cause this kind of damage? What kind of destruction? If I had to describe it, I could only think of words like Tempest Transit. ”

"Before I grew up and didn't know the truth, I always felt weird when I thought back to my grandfather's behavior. It's weird that in that dark room, grandma once inadvertently mentioned that it was originally a well-lit room, which was originally lived by my father. After my father went out to study, my grandfather built a new house for my father. Then, the window of the room was closed. "It's a pity, good window, why are you sealing it? Close the door, darker than the night? "Grandma once objected, grandpa is just a sentence you are a woman, what do you know? I blocked it back for my grandmother. Grandma no longer speaks, her whole life, grandpa is her heaven. Later, I thought that my grandfather seemed to be preparing himself for a place to die. ”

"Dad didn't come back, Grandpa couldn't be buried. A literate person wrote a letter to his father's workplace, and his father came back fifteen days after his grandfather's death. ”

"Grandpa didn't bury him in the end, and Dad said he had been to Grandpa's hometown. He's going to take grandpa home! Stupid, but he can't be blamed either, he doesn't know anything. ”

"Dad said that in the county to which my hometown belongs, it is a strange thing that there is no such village as a village. He went back to the village and said that the people in the village were not uninformed, and they had never seen the kind of money that his grandfather said had hidden a large amount of money, but they were not poor. But their stubbornness is terrible. He feels that the first step to change is to let the outside world know about the village. ”

"With my father's efforts, I finally added an inconspicuous place called Zhujiawan on the map of that county. It's a very, very stupid thing, very stupid! ”

"I don't know what kind of ridicule that horrible village has towards Daddy's stupidity. But I know what makes them tolerate. ”

"They definitely don't care, absolutely don't care. They have a way, and the one behind this is terrible and unscrupulous, the huge Huaxia, no one cares about this catastrophic existence, no one cares! Anyone who speaks out is probably crazy. ”

When I saw this, I was completely confused, but the feeling of being contemplative and terrified had always surrounded me.

Fortunately, Master was right across from me, and I don't know when the pipe had been lit, and the familiar mellow smell of smoke surrounded me, which made me feel a little relieved.

Even better, Brother Zhengchuan also sat next to me, and the body temperature through his clothes seemed to be my confidence.

Obviously, I had a stomach problem, but when the words came to my mouth, they turned into a sentence: "Master, are we going to that village?" ”

Master looked up at me and said, "The village doesn't have to be where you want to go, isn't this the first problem to be solved?" But maybe it will go, who knows? ”

As he spoke, the master bit his pipe, frowned slightly, and his eyes were very deep.

Such an expression rarely appeared on the master's face, he had always been a wandering skeleton in the mountain gate, and he was only pretending to be a master outside, when did this heavy, worried, and preoccupied look suit him? Is it just because of this red-edged paper?

In fact, no matter what the consequences are not very strict, the master spit out a puff of cigarette, as if he saw through me, and said to himself: "If you don't meet it, then it's fine, take this red-edged paper, that is something you must pay attention to." ”

Is that the reason? Isn't that far-fetched?

I didn't think much about it at the time, even though I was a naughty child, I trusted and relied on Master in my bones, and when he said that, I took it for granted that it was to be understood.

This messy account is over, and it feels like some excerpt from some diary.

Later, the contents of the red-bordered paper were restored to a concise and logical appearance.

It's just that in the previous account, the father was repeatedly mentioned as stupid or something, but he never gave any explanation, and he didn't mention it again.

And I read along the content, probably talking about the above reasons, so the village has a village chief and a village party secretary.

The village chief is the person elected by the village itself, so that's it.

However, according to the rules, the branch secretary in the village is generally sent from abroad. However, for some reason, the village party secretary there is not always a long time, and often after two years at most, he will strongly ask to leave the village.

This kind of thing is generally not child's play, and you can leave if you leave. However, those people were so strange that they didn't want to work, and they had to move out of that place.

Of course, there are people who want to stay, and I don't know if they have found something specifically? There were three such people, but two went crazy and one died.

Such a thing will eventually attract the attention of the outside world.

So, the police came to investigate. However, the village was normal, and the police investigated for at least a year or two, and finally came to an almost absurd conclusion that the people in this village did not have anything unusual except for being conservative and closed.

And the people who go crazy here or ask for a transfer are because they can't stand the boring days in this village, and the final result.

As for the man who died, it was probably because it was close to the mountains and met a wild beast.

In the face of such a result, it is helpless, and a village like this is really not taken into account in so many affairs, not to mention the things of these years, there are no civil servants who are willing to come here anymore, although the focus is on the village party secretary or something, but the civil servants who have worked here will not stay for half a year and will leave.

Therefore, the village party secretary of this village has no choice but to be served by the people in the village, and there are still so-called office workers, but they are also served by the villagers in the village.

Don't think that these absurdities, there is always a big difference between enlightened and closed places, and some places don't even find the shadow of modern civilization.

It's just that a self-enclosed village like this is probably the only one?

If you talk about this, it is basically the result of one thing, and it can be regarded as an end, but because of what happened to the employer itself, this is far from the result, which led to this red-edged paper.

At the end of this red-edged paper, there is a record again, before, I thought there was no more!

"How can things be so ridiculous? That dead village party secretary is my father! I went to collect the body myself, and he died on the way out of the village, covered with bite marks and scratches, very miserable. If it weren't for the fact that I found what my grandfather left behind, if it weren't for the fact that I had a friend who was a police officer, I would have almost come to terms with these results. But now, not only can I not accept it, I have to save myself. Here, I release the news that the men in our family will get rabies for generations, although ridiculous, but it is absolutely true. I suspect that the problem lies in that village, and that there is only one requirement for this list, and that is to find a way to stop - my fate. ”