Chapter 411: Do You Need a Reason to Like Someone?
"Chen Xiaofeng, in fact, I have always understood that you only have them in your eyes from the beginning."
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"Should you choose You, or should you choose Dome, or reject the two of you to choose Aini, haha......"
"Stop making jokes like that."
Perhaps because of the alcohol, Loga even joked.
"Hehe......" Luo Jia laughed to the end, and his voice was lonely, which made Chen Xiaofeng's heart very uncomfortable.
"If Chen Xiaofeng hadn't had that idea, he wouldn't have agreed to join her after realizing Qiong's thoughts."
"That's ......"
When Luo Jia said it, he felt so.
"I had a new consciousness in my heart, and I should have said I'm sorry first, but you thought to yourself, 'If you refuse like that, it will be too expensive, so you should keep it like this...... It's like you've always treated us, it's really shrewd to think like that......"
"No...... I've never ...... Well, maybe it's a bit cunning to think so. β
In fact, Chen Xiaofeng really didn't have that kind of idea, so there was no need to admit it at all.
"Huh...... You're still the same as before...... If you don't explain it clearly, people will misunderstand...... Never explain your heart to others, so Misaka ......" "......"
As a result, this time it seems that I was overwhelmed by the guilt of betraying Xiao Qiong, hehe...... You should definitely say no in the first place! β
"Hmmm......"
Right? Chen Xiaofeng didn't expect that the girl who pointed to his chin and said that he was going to "castrate" him would be able to see so deeply.
Should it be said that Chen Xiaofeng is honest and not suitable for tricks?
"Chen Xiaofeng, you are indeed too honest, and the same is true of the dome."
"Isn't that praising me?"
Loga did not answer.
"Want to be free?"
With that, Loga fell silent.
ββ¦β¦ If...... If you have such a method. β
ββ¦β¦ Don't continue to struggle with who to choose, as if nothing had happened. β
"Huh?"
Chen Xiaofeng was actually preached by a junior.
"Smart people, when they encounter such a difficult thing, they will treat the bad option as something that they can't do, because it is something that may hurt them, so they simply ignore it, and if they don't know what to do, if nothing happens, the pain of such a difficult choice will disappear by itself."
Maybe that's not a bad idea, but it should be done, right?
Will there be troubles, not because of the wavering of one's mind, will it fall to such a point, is it not because of the admission of such contradictory statements?
So, as Loga said, if you know that liking someone is just an illusion, then there is no pain about who zΓ i chose and who she got rid of.
If there is no worry in that way, Chen Xiaofeng's mood will improve, and the embarrassing situation will disappear.
However, Chen Xiaofeng still can't understand and don't understand.
Can such a thing really be done? Chen Xiaofeng knew that such a thing was absolutely impossible.
"Something like that...... How, how can it be done so lightly? β
Chen Xiaofeng's heart seemed to be struggling, and he strongly opposed Luo Jia's Tiyì.
"Why can't it be done?"
"I'm ...... now Whether it's a misunderstanding or an illusion, it's a feeling that can't be so perfunctory. β
Chen Xiaofeng looked straight at Luo Jia.
"I have that kind of feeling because after I came here, it was the time I spent with Yu and the dome that I couldn't let go...... If you deny going to Wushi as you say, and regard it as an illusion or just a misunderstanding, then it is equivalent to denying everyone who is together every important day! The memories I experienced with Qiong and Yuu, happy, sad, even if there were conflicts, this is unparalleled for me, all important, so ...... So don't forget about it! β
The feelings for those two people are not born in a day or two, they are spent together under the same roof, created together, and are accumulated bit by bit with those inconspicuous little things.
With that kind of accumulation, I have today's feelings.
Therefore, it is absolutely impossible to deny it.
It is precisely because of knowing these that Chen Xiaofeng accepts the current self who is entangled in the contradiction between the dome and the best. Even if he was really shameless to the extreme, he was troubled by these things...... Even so, it is better than just trying to escape from that pain, forget that pain, and throw away these precious memories without any nostalgia.
That's much more interesting than betraying the incomparably beautiful past, Chen Xiaofeng wants to take these bitterness and troubles and walk towards tomorrow with his head held high.
This is what every day in that city and the qiΔ he has experienced in that city, taught him.
"I really chose a path that people love and hate, that's why I like you like that......" "......" Luo Jia smiled bitterly, although it didn't make any sense to say it now.
"You're really too honest like this."
"I know that...... I also think that my brain is probably not normal after becoming a zombie, and it is strange to like Xiaoqiong and Xiaoyou at the same time......"
"Is that so...... I don't think it's so strange. β
"Huh?"
"Chen Xiaofeng, your brain is not broken."
"But ......"
"Chen Xiaofeng, do you believe that 'there will only be one person in this world who is destined for you' to bluff girls? β¦β¦ Oh, sorry, I don't believe it either. β
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"Human ...... We're all human, right...... It's impossible to get used to liking only one person, and this seemingly normal thing can't actually be done. β
"But ......"
"Fall in love with someone...... Does this kind of relationship need a reason? It's not something that you think can be controlled...... If you can control it, then is it worth believing? β
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"When he first talked to me about this, he told me that as people grow, even that kind of thing can easily be expressed in lies. Forget all the encounters with that person, the words you said, and the thoughts you felt, because they will hurt, so you have to run away...... So, I know it's painful to put the things that are important to me in my hands and choose one of them, so I just do what I decided to do, but what does that mean? I guess it's like you said, betraying important memories, placenta important companions and the feelings of those guys...... So, don't you understand? β
"Even if you understand...... But if you want me to do it......"