On the way to the police station, I was still dazed, and I was brought into the interrogation room with shackles and hand buckles, and two police officers sat opposite me and asked me to explain everything. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"I want to ask, how did He Xiaoai die?" I was silent, they were impatient, they spoke for half an hour before I said a word.

"What do you mean?"

"I didn't kill anyone, let alone kill He Xiaoai."

"You'd better confess honestly, otherwise you will be sentenced to death, and if you voluntarily confess everything, we will state the facts of your voluntary confession to the judge as appropriate."

I sneered, "Why do you think I killed He Xiaoai?" ”

"Hmph, what do you mean, you destroyed all the evidence?"

"I don't want to say anything, He Xiaoai is my apprentice and a girl I like very much, I won't kill her."

"So you courted her and she didn't agree, so you killed her?"

I glared at them coldly and said, "I can't believe that this society is still spreading rumors." ”

"All the evidence points to ......"

At this time, the door to the interrogation room was opened, and another officer walked in, looked at me and said, "Sorry, I caught the wrong person." ”

"Boss, what do you mean?"

"Someone turned themselves in this morning."

"Turn yourself in."

"The person who killed He Xiaoai was a sixteen-year-old high school student."

"It's so funny, it's been a busy morning......"

I was unhandcuffed and shackled, several police officers quickly apologized, I remained silent, walked to the door, I asked, "I want to know, why did that kid kill He Xiaoai?" ”

The officer looked at me in embarrassment, and finally sighed and said, "Although this is related to the case, the case has been solved, so I'll tell you." The child stayed in an Internet café, went out to buy something to eat in the middle of the night hungry, and found that he didn't bring any money, so he wondered if he could rob it if he hid it. Just in the park next to your community, where you passed, he was holding a knife and preparing to rob He Xiaoai. But because He Xiaoai screamed, the child was very flustered and accidentally stabbed He Xiaoai in the spleen. The boy panicked and ran home, and this morning his grandmother took him to turn himself in. ”

"What kind of sentence will he be sentenced to?" I asked.

The officer shook his head and said, "I'm not a judge, I don't know." ”

"With your experience." I say.

He thought for a while and said: "If a minor accidentally kills a person, and voluntarily surrenders and confesses, I estimate that he will be sentenced to about six to ten years." ”

"Killing a man is only sentenced to six years?" I yelled angrily, "Just six years? Six years? ”

The officer glanced at his lips and said, "That's right." ”

"I see, thank you, I want to go see her."

"Her body is parked in the morgue, and the family can take it back tomorrow."

"I want to see if she can do it now?"

"Yes." He turned back to a police officer and said, "Xiao Wu, take this Mr. Simon to the morgue, he wants to see He Xiaoai's body." ”

Xiao Wu was one of the police officers who had just interrogated me, and now he took me to the morgue to see He Xiaoai's body, which was a little embarrassing. Because of this embarrassment, we had no way to communicate, so the two of us went silently all the way to the morgue of the police station, and after talking to the person in charge, they led me into the corpse cabinet of the morgue, pulled out a body cabinet, and opened the body bag.

He Xiaoai's pale face appeared in front of me abruptly, and I was caught off guard.

She's still like that, playful and willful, that's her character, and that's how she has always behaved.

"Why was she killed next to our neighborhood?" I said to myself.

Xiao Wu thought I was asking him, and said, "At first, we suspected that you were raping and killing people in anger, because from the surveillance head, she quietly followed you all the way to the park and your community that the surveillance head could not see." There is no surveillance head in your community, and judging from the time of the deceased's death, it was between 1 and 2 a.m., and the last person she saw was you. ”

"Ugh......" I smiled wryly.

Xiao Wu said: "If our previous speculation is wrong, then it should be that she is going to go to your house with you." ”

"To my house?"

"You're not boyfriend and girlfriend?"

"It's not." I said, "She's my apprentice, and I'm really working as a groomer at the West General Hospital." ”

"I guess maybe she likes you."

I raised my head, looked at Xiao Wu and said, "If it's really like what is said, then the truth is even more cruel." ”

Xiao Wu Gan smiled and turned his head.

I continued to look at He Xiaoai, tears couldn't help but flow out, I knelt on the ground, wailing and crying, if I invited her to my house to rest last night, if I had accompanied him on a night walk, then none of this would have happened. I have to admit that the three months He Xiaoai has been by my side have been the happiest three months for me as a groomer, because she is by my side. But now without her, my world is grey.

Why am I happy, because He Xiaoai says different things around me every day, and she brings color to my black, white and gray world, because of ...... I like her.

Yes, it was only at this moment that I was able to face my heart, it turned out that I cared about her so much, it turned out that I liked her, it turned out that she was so important to me. I didn't dare to face my feelings, I just wanted to cover up or escape, I was afraid that I would lose her and didn't dare to use normal male and female vision to see between me and her, so I retreated again and again to be cowardly.

Milan Kundera once said in "The Unbearable Lightness of Life" that once a person is intoxicated with his own weakness, he will blindly go weak, and he will fall to the street, to the ground, to a place lower than the ground, in the eyes of everyone.

My heart is weak, no, cowardly, the unbearable lightness of life, not love, it is evasion.

I remembered the bits and pieces I had with her in my mind, but I found that my memory was gradually blurring, and only one of her figures and the appearance of never being convinced remained.

I closed the body bag, pushed the body into the body cabinet, turned back to Xiao Wu and said, "Thank you." ”

"No thanks, condolences." Xiao Wu said.

When I came out of the police morgue, it was already dark, and I realized that on this day, I had slept for ten hours, but in the three hours I woke up, I had experienced so much.

Walking on the street, I was at a loss, He Xiaoai's death made me lose myself.

"Hey, do you want a ride?" Xiao Wu's car stopped next to me.

I looked at him suspiciously, and he said, "I'm off work, I know where your house is." ”

Getting into Xiao Wu's car, I stared blankly at the lights outside the window, as if none of this had anything to do with me.

"You're lucky." Xiao Wu said.

"Why?"

"Because at least one girl likes you."

I smiled wryly.

The car stopped downstairs in the dormitory, and I returned to my room, only then did I feel very hungry, so I made myself a fried rice and chewed it like wax.

To fill one's stomach is to fill one's stomach and then empty oneself, as if it can only empty oneself.

Time passed slowly again, and I fell asleep once.

Lu Dan came slowly, but didn't say anything, sitting next to me, I didn't want to talk to her, and finally I said, "Sorry, I didn't help you find the one he came to see you." ”

"I don't want to see him anymore." "I'm leaving." ”

I looked up at her and said, "That's it, willingly?" ”

"Are you willing?"

"What?"

"Xiao Ai's business."

"You know?"

"I'm a ghost."

"Can I see Ai?"

"I can't."

"Why?"

Lu Dan thought for a while and said, "She doesn't have the resentment like me, nor the regrets like me. ”

I know what He Xiaoai's no regrets are, at least I guess the result, just think this result is the best goodbye, I turned to Lu Dan and asked, "Why don't you regret it anymore?" ”

Lu Dan said: "Maybe I regret what I can't get, but I get tired of it, I see a lot, in your dreams, in his dreams, in other people's dreams, I see the most primitive evil and the most primitive goodness of people." ”

"Really?" I asked, "What do you see in my dreams?" ”

Lu Dan smiled and said, "He is not the Prince Charming I imagined, not even the Prince of Dark Horses." ”

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"Go where I'm supposed to be."

"Is Xiao Ai going there too?"

"Yes."

I hesitated for a moment, then said, "If you meet her, you tell her that if there is a next time, I don't want her to be my assistant, but my girlfriend." ”

Ludan nodded, turned and walked away.