Chapter 31: Missing

Xiaoyaohao looked at Liuqing in front of him fixedly, although it was just a back, he could be sure that this was Liuqing. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Dressed in red, the hair of the shawl was scattered behind her, and at this time, the distance between them seemed to be within reach.

Xiao Yaohao looked at Liuqing's back obsessively, how long has it been, so long that he feels as if he has never met such a flamboyant woman in his life, sometimes he often thinks, everything that happened is a dream, in the dream I met a woman named Liuqing, she is warm and free, living like the wind, so, when the dream wakes up, this gust of wind is gone.

However, as soon as he returned to reality, he had to wake up again, Liuqing was dead, she had completely left him, and he couldn't even find her body. Nothing remained.

And now, she was in front of her, just a few steps away from herself, Xiaoyaohao obsessively stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Liuqing, but at this moment, he suddenly came to his senses, what are he doing again, how can he still be qualified to touch Liuqing. Xiao Yaohao withdrew his hand in a panic, but fortunately he didn't rush forward so impulsively in the last moment.

Liuqing's back seems to be a little emaciated, yes, I remember Liuqing's last years in the village, in fact, he was not happy, at that time, he only wanted to keep Liuqing in the world he lived in, but he didn't think about it at all and didn't ask if Liuqing was willing to stay in his own world with him. Although the people in the village are very fond of the innocent romance of Ruharu, after all, the environment is different from childhood. Liuqing's parents died when she was a child, and it was her master who raised her, and her master is also a woman in the rivers and lakes, alone, and she is not a big person in the rivers and lakes. Therefore, Liuqing's heart is free and unrestrained, she loves to constantly wander and see different scenery, once, Liuqing said, "Life should eat meat, drink wine, be happy and chic, and live up to this life." Although I envied this kind of life at that time, I didn't approve of such a day in my bones, and this kind of happy life was incompatible with the education of his family's disciples. It's just that I didn't realize much of this problem at the time, and I only wishfully thought that Liuqing and his life in the village was the best.

I never thought about what Liuqing gave up in order to be with her. In addition to the love for herself left, let Liuqing live in this village, everything she had before was erased by herself. Although there are martial arts, there are many masters in the village, and there is no need for Liuqing to do it himself, and the servants and maids around him also arrange everything properly. Liuqing complained to herself, saying that she was like a waste person in the village, and she couldn't do anything. What did I say at the time? Xiaoyaohao couldn't remember it, oh, by the way, he told Liuqing that after they got married, this Xiaoyaozhuang would definitely be theirs in the future, and that was Liuqing, as the hostess, needed to learn a lot of things, couldn't jump around all day, and needed to look like a hostess. At that time, he also forced Liuqing to attend a party between some women, and asked her to wear those clothes that were too cumbersome and wear those gold and silver jewelry. Although Liuqing was unwilling, in the end, under his own plea, he slowly changed himself, that is, from that time on, Liuqing's smile was much less. And he is still happy about Liuqing's change, compared to the wild girl in the countryside at the beginning, Liuqing, who has been trained, has become more and more like the wives of those nobles.

After Liuqing died, she thought about it for a long time, it was she who ruined Liuqing's persistence, she relied on her love for herself, constantly changing, so that she could adapt to such a life, but she let go of her hand in the end, so that all this had no meaning, so she could leave herself without any concern.

Xiao Yaohao's heart is full of regret, the Liuqing he likes is not the flower that grows in the garden and is manipulated by other people's preferences, the Liuqing he likes is the flower that grows in the mountains and blooms wantonly, regardless of the preferences of others, only for himself to release the flowers.

It wasn't until the end that Xiao Yaohao figured these things out, he had a lot of words, and he wanted to talk to Liuqing slowly, but she couldn't hear them anymore.

And now Liuqing, who is in front of Xiaoyaohao, still can't say these words to her, and Liuqing, who has lost her memory, shouldn't have been burdened with more.

Although he couldn't see Liuqing's face, Xiao Yaohao knew that Liuqing's heart must be quiet at this time. She sat there quietly, looking up at the bright moon in the sky, Liuqing once said that the moon is the most beautiful. Its light is scattered to all living beings. Unlike the sun, which gives light, but is always complacent, making people afraid to look at it directly, the moon is different, looking at it, it can make people feel very calm and reassured, just like the feeling of being watched by the loving eyes of a mother.

Xiao Yaohao wanted to look at the moon's flowing light at this time, and his heart must be full of warmth.

Xiaoyaohao thought that he had forgotten the memories, but when he saw Liuqing, he kept coming out of his mind and heart, as if it was something that happened not long ago, and he was really scared.

And the appearance of Liuqing dying in his arms also continued to appear in Xiao Yaohao's mind repeatedly with these memories.

Liuqing, who was covered in blood, looked at his empty eyes, told himself, "I hope I can never see you again in the next life", and the smile of relief after death, all deeply stabbed every nerve of Xiaoyaohao. These memories are Xiao Yaohao who doesn't want to think about them anymore, but tonight, behind Liuqing, those painful memories are rolling towards Xiao Yaohao. All of a sudden, he was a little unbearable.

Xiao Yaohao pressed his head in pain, hoping to relieve his pain, but the more he didn't let himself remember, the more those memories kept appearing in front of his eyes, and there were blood all over Liuqing, and everywhere Liuqing's eyes seemed to look at strangers.

No, no, no! Don't look at me like that, I, I'm the one you love. Every cell of Xiaoyaohao is shouting.

Finally, he couldn't stand the pain anymore, staggered back a few steps, took a deep look at Liuqing, who was still intoxicated in the moonlight, and left the courtyard as quickly as he could.

Xiao Yaohao walked so fast that he didn't look back.

Therefore, he couldn't see it, and behind him, Liuqing, who he thought was deeply intoxicated by the moonlight, slowly turned his body and looked at his departing figure with tears streaming down his face.

Liuqing looked at Xiao Yaohao's figure, he actually knew that he was coming, how could he not have found out, since he died, he would stay by his side for a long time every day, his steps, his smell, and even his breathing. What's more, the step he inadvertently took forward just now, maybe he didn't hear it himself, but he already felt it. Knowing that he was behind him, he couldn't sit there with peace of mind.

I didn't dare to look back, I didn't dare to show a little strangeness, although I kept my posture, I could only try my best not to let him see a little strangeness.

He wasn't ready to meet him yet, and he, although he was brought over by Lord Hades, Liuqing knew that he didn't want to meet him, so be it, in fact, it was the best.

It's better to miss each other than to see each other, and I heard my own story from other people's mouths, so that I no longer have the feeling of peace of mind by Xiaoyaohao's side. In the past, when I was with Xiaoyaohao, I should have been very happy and in love.

So, now, even if I only saw his hurried back, I couldn't let go of it.

Liuqing wiped the tears on her face, patted her cheeks, cheered herself up and said, "Liuqing, you can't do this, you must spend your next days happily." "Liuqing, you are dead, and the affairs of the world have nothing to do with you!" kept cheering myself up, but I was still so sad in my heart, really sad.

The moon, which once looked so beautiful, shone lonely on this land. Full of coldness.