Chapter 120: Half-Idle (II)

Looking at Mei Han, Nie Yan was speechless for a long time, and his thoughts naturally couldn't be said to Mei Han.

The relationship between the two brothers and sisters, even if Mei Han is eighty years old, he is still a sister in his heart, so there are some things that can never be told to Mei Han.

After being silent for a long time, Nie Yan reluctantly showed a smile, pinched Mei Han's face, and said, "You are such a big girl, you don't worry about your own marriage, but take care of your eldest brother." Go, let them in. ”

Yes, there was more than one woman here, which was why Mei Han couldn't tolerate it after all, and came to Nie Yan to get angry.

But Nie Yan didn't say much anymore, turned around and lay on the recliner on the lawn again as if he was escaping, letting the sun pour on him, his eyes and the smile on the corner of his mouth became more and more lonely.

Nie Yan wants to let the people who come in, and no one in the Nie family's mansion will naturally stop them.

After a while, about 5 or 6 beautiful women walked in, and they found the place where Nie Yan was, and soon talked and laughed with Nie Yan.

The people also began to set up tables and chairs, and served fruit cakes and drinks.

These things have happened more than once or twice, and the people don't care, although they don't know what the head of the house does. But at such a young age, with such an achievement, what is it to be a little romantic? Besides, these girls don't stay overnight.

Some people also recognize that these belong to those who sell their art and do not sell their bodies.

Perhaps, the head of the family is called this?

The lawn where Nie Yan was located soon became lively, three or two girls began to play and sing, and three or two girls were by Nie Yan's side, either drinking with him or pinching Nie Yan's shoulders.

"Yes, you just sit at such an angle and don't move, you can drag your chin."

"Well, when you sing this little song, you lean a little sideways like this, yes, it's beautiful."

"Yes, you're smiling like that, it's beautiful. Come on, see what's going on. ”

Nie Yan seemed to be smiling very happily in this kind of excitement, but from time to time he would make such strange requests, about these, these girls were very used to it, because Nie Yan would not only be like this at home, even if he came to the Qinglou to drink, it would also be the same.

These girls don't ask what the guests are asking for. What's more, what about a handsome, golden and young guest like Nie Yan? His request wasn't excessive, though a little weird.

On the lawn, there was a song and swallow dancing, and not far away, on a high-rise building in the Nie family's mansion, Mei Han looked at this qiē, and became more and more angry, and sometimes felt that the eldest sister's emotions for many years were not worth it, and after watching it for a long time, she actually shed tears.

"Second sister, although it is spring, it is still quite cold on this high pavilion, and it is not good to sit for a long time." Just when Mei Han was sad alone, a voice interrupted Mei Han's thoughts, she quickly wiped her tears, and didn't look back, needless to say, this voice also knew that it was Su Zhan's.

After so many years, Su Zhan has lost a lot of childishness and a little more of the calmness of a young man, he is dressed in a green robe when he studies medicine, and his white face looks more and more graceful.

He took a thin cloak in his hand, and didn't care about Mei Han's cold treatment, walked over and gently put on the cloak for his second sister.

The anger in Mei Han's heart was not gone, and regardless of Su Zhan's kindness, he pushed Su Zhan's hand away, and gritted his teeth: "This is the case with men in this world. If a woman's status is low, you can be unscrupulous. ”

Su Zhan's strength is naturally greater than Mei Han's, he forcibly put on a cloak for Mei Han, how can Mei Han push it away? In the face of Mei Han's excited words, he just laughed and didn't argue anything.

Mei Han looked even more bored in his heart, and whispered: "Big brother, he has changed, don't you think?" Do you think that the eldest sister has not been with us for so many years, and she has long forgotten her and her kindness to us? Yes, you won't object to the eldest brother, won't you also go with him to drink that flower wine? Now that I'm still at home, it's more and more excessive, what is this? ”

When Su Zhan heard Mei Han's words, he couldn't help but touch his nose, how could he say something to the second sister? Even if it's a sister, it's a girl.

"You're still laughing!" Mei Han became more and more angry, and couldn't help but beat Su Zhan with his fist, and tears finally flowed out again.

Seeing this, Su Zhan sighed, and hurriedly wiped away the tears on the second sister's face with his sleeve, and finally said with a straight face: "How dare I forget the eldest sister?" If it weren't for her, I would have starved to death on the side of the road, and no one would have paid attention. Second sister, don't cry, over the years, you have been in charge of this family, and in my heart, you have long been a sister and a mother, and you have the same status as the eldest sister. What are you crying for? You actually don't know Big Brother. ”

"How do I not understand him? He had never been like this before! Mei Han was comforted by Su Zhan for a few words, and her heart was a little better, she was not completely unacceptable to Nie Yan's behavior, but she couldn't accept that the once perfect eldest brother was no longer perfect.

"Not to mention, we don't have the right to ask for anything from the eldest brother, he is not married. Even if there is, can you understand the pain in the heart of the eldest brother? Su Zhan sighed.

"You can't stay with your eldest sister before, isn't it the same suffering?" Mei Han naturally understood the meaning of Su Zhan's words.

Su Zhan looked at the lively lawn over there, listening to the seemingly joyful silk and bamboo song and dance, and suddenly felt that there were some things that he didn't explain to Mei Han again, I'm afraid it wouldn't work, so he took a step forward again, pointed to those girls and said, "You can see it clearly here, second sister, haven't you noticed that these girls have a little bit in common?" ”

"What do you have in common?" Mei Han wondered why Su Zhan suddenly said this?

"If you look closely, these girls have something like the eldest sister. For example, the way the girl laughed, the girl turned sideways, and the curvature of her forehead" Su Zhan didn't say anything when he said this, but looked at Mei Han.

At this time, Mei Han's heart had softened a little, but he said: "You mean to say that the eldest brother misses the eldest sister through these girls?" Didn't I miss my eldest sister the same before, why do you have to be like this, a picture of self-depravity and spending all day and wine? ”

"Second sister, that's because you don't understand the loneliness of men. Compared to women's flexibility, men are actually more vulnerable. If they lose hope, they will be like this, surely you think Big Brother didn't do this before? In fact, no, I don't dare to speculate, I can only say that the eldest brother had a grudge against the eldest sister at that time, but he didn't have any hope, and felt that he had never clearly expressed his heart to the eldest sister, expressed some determination and decisions, so they couldn't be together. When Su Zhan said this, his voice was also a little lonely, and he didn't know if it was for Nie Yan or for Wanwan.

Mei Han was not allowed to speak, and Su Zhan said again: "But you should always know about that earth-shattering war and marriage robbery, right?" What is the result, you also understand! The eldest brother has already indicated the one qiē that should be shown at that time, and the eldest sister also has her choice, no matter what, they are not wrong. The mistake is only that the helpless reality determines that they can only go their separate ways, and meeting each other is also a rubbing shoulder, which is a result. What does this result mean? I often think about it, and in the end, there is only one sentence that comes to mind, and that is to take away the hope of the eldest brother. ”

"Two people who love each other, if there is hope in their hearts, they will not be lonely. What if there is no hope? And the loneliness began. The eldest brother did this, but he was lonely, and this loneliness is not something that we as a family can explain or even alleviate at all. He needs companionship, he is also a man of strong blood, how can he not want his loved ones to be intimate, even if it is only for a small period of comfort? He laughed with them and drank with them, but he just wanted to relieve his loneliness and forget his worries, and he didn't care what others thought of him, thinking that he was depraved, or that he was romantic. But don't you understand? The eldest brother can't be with them, he can't even cough, touch them. It's a pity that those girls are similar, and each of them is not the eldest sister. ”

This is what Su Zhan said in his heart, and now he said it to Mei Han in one breath, which can be regarded as a matter of his heart.

He wasn't sure if Mei Han could understand, after all, men and women were different, too rigid and easy to fold and soft and tough were different, one was so strong that the other was lonely and degenerate, and the other could be kept as light as water, but otherwise, these are also expressions of deep and bitter love.

Otherwise, there is no need to distinguish between men and women except physiologically.

"Big brother" Mei Han choked softly, but this time it was really distressing Nie Yan.

"Mistakes and dreams all day long, you should be the eldest brother to steal half a day of leisure! If he really has half a day of leisure at the moment, his heart is relieved. You haven't seen the kind of eyes that the eldest brother has seen in the green building, and you will understand. Su Zhan hugged his second sister's shoulders and said, except for the second sister who doesn't understand, whether it's Brother Lan Shi or Brother Zhufeng, they all understand.

At this time, Nie Yan was holding a girl, laughing, and the girl handed over a glass of wine, and he didn't refuse to drink it.

When he turned his head to wipe his mouth, his eyes were extremely clear in an instant, and he suddenly remembered the name Wanwan in his heart, the mistake was that he met too early and was too affectionate, but he couldn't stay together A wisp of loneliness surged into Nie Yan's eyes, like going through the vicissitudes of a lifetime, I thought I looked down on it, but after all, there was a matter on my mind, and there was a person who let these eyes bring regret to the end.

But does it matter? Because you can't force it, you can only accept it.

Turning his head, Nie Yan began to laugh again, he didn't need to open his eyes at all, at least his ears were very lively, and each of them had her shadow, so they could be accompanied.

Stealing half a day's leisure.

And whether it is leisurely or bitter, time is like flowing water after all.

Half of the spring passed quickly, and it was still the yellow horse, which seemed a little lonely under the sunset, under the reluctant gaze of everyone, the yellow horse on Nie Yanqi set off again, he didn't look back, behind his ears was Liu Hesheng's shouts of 'Brother Nie, wait', leaving again and again, coming back again and again.

When will the end of the world?