Chapter 025: For What?
After speaking, Li Qing looked out the window, as if he was still immersed in sadness. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info Yue Long and Huan Zi in the back of the car did not say a word, perhaps this was the first time they heard Li Qing's story, and the man in front of him, who usually smiled at everyone, still had such a story.
After a long time, the car stopped at the door of a hotel in the center of D, Li Qing turned off the car, and our group entered the hotel, we opened two double rooms, Yue Long and Huanzi, me and Li Qing. Probably because he remembered the heartache of the past, Li Qing entered the room without saying a word and lay on the bed. Maybe it's because too many things have happened in the past few days, I don't feel sleepy while lying on the bed, I untied the sachet tied around my waist and put it in the palm of my hand, and a trace of coolness passed through the palm of my hand.
There's so much going on these days, and it's been a real eye-opener for me just out of school. At first, when I first came to D City, I thought that as long as I did the tasks arranged by my superiors, I didn't dare to think about what to save lives and help the wounded, people's defenders and the like. But then I met Brother Peng, he taught a lot, about doing things and being a man, and at the same time he also made me understand a truth: "The real good cop is not how many bad people you arrest, but how many people you help, just like he once said to me, the bad guys in this world can never be caught, you catch one today, maybe two will pop up tomorrow." What is the police, why is it called the people's police, that is because the people are always the object of police service, have you ever thought that you caught a bad person, but in case the bad person steals to see a doctor for the elderly mother, sometimes, many people are forced to be helpless on the road to crime, no one in this world wants to be a bad person. ”
Perhaps, as Brother Peng said, no one in this world wants to be a bad guy and be pointed out by thousands of people. Brother Peng's actions also prove his position, every time he arrests a criminal with his own hands, he will be close to the family of the criminal who can take care of him, perhaps in the eyes of modern people, such behavior is nothing more than wanting to be famous and pretentious. But Brother Peng has been silent for fifteen years, and even his colleagues don't know.
I sometimes wonder what I want to do as a police officer and how I should do it. But before I could come up with an answer to this question, Yang Ling suddenly appeared in my life, and I still remember the first time I saw her, I was actually scared by her to pee my pants, who would have thought that it was because of her that I met the hole bureau and joined this group. At that time, I often smiled wryly - why do I have to wait until I leave to figure out the answer to the matter, maybe this is the reason of the bystander.
When I first joined the group, I really regretted it, and I didn't let the good police do it, why did I agree to the hole bureau to come to this non-existent ghost group. At first, I thought that the so-called "paranormal investigation team" was nothing more than a show like a science approach. But after the murderous house, I realized that everything was not so simple. It turns out that the things in the TV novels I have read are all true, and the environment we live in is not only us. In the past, whenever I watched horror movies, I thought to myself, why do ghosts hurt people, but I laughed and said: "If ghosts don't hurt people, then what kind of ghosts are they" But I met Yang Ling, she also died tragically, but she didn't have a trace of resentment, and even inspired to protect me and be an expert in ghost hunting.
Looking at the sachet next to the pillow, I sighed, thinking of the female ghost not long ago, I don't know if what she said is true, whether the people she killed are all guilty, I don't know, but I can understand what it's like to live in the most painful memory every day for three hundred years, for ordinary people, a year, even a shorter time will change a person's character, from cheerful and lively to depressed. I suddenly remembered an old Chinese saying, poor people must have something to hate, but I don't think this sentence is entirely correct, how much the female ghost loved her husband when she was alive, but she was used by her beloved husband to exchange money and sold to the landlord Lao Cai, so that in the end she would rather die than give in, I only saw her pity, not a trace of hate, maybe the real hateful is his husband. I don't know what she's been through in the past 300 years, and I don't know why she continues to kill people, and I don't know why she killed me. In fact, I pity her from the bottom of my heart, and the painful memory of three hundred years has turned it into a machine that only repeats revenge.
Thinking of this, I stroked the sachet next to the pillow, a tear rolled in my eyes, thinking back to Yang Ling, the deepest impression on me was optimism, even if I was dead. I think of the first time I was scared to pee by her in the hospital, and I remember that she would rather not die to block the fatal blow for me, I really don't feel good in my heart, I am too cowardly, cowardly and even worse than a girl who has died...
Suddenly, a scolding from next door disrupted my train of thought, and I smiled lightly. To say that Yue Long and Huan Zi are really interesting, obviously they have a good relationship, but they always quarrel, maybe it is really because of what Li Qing said, it is the reason why they are not out of the same school, both of them are proficient in yin and yang thaumaturgy, but they have to compare themselves every day. However, in my opinion, the most ironic thing is their identity as a policeman, a yin and yang mage who can feng shui thaumaturgy is actually a policeman, how ironic it seems to be in the Huaxia country that broke feudal superstitions and defeated the cow, ghost, snake and god. I suddenly remembered Huanzi's favorite sentence of karma, maybe everything in the dark has already been predestined, just like dominoes, once you push down the first one, you won't escape the end of all the falls. Just like the little ghost raised by the lewd man, the retribution for the sins he has done will definitely fall on his head in the end.
At this time, I looked at Li Qing who was facing away from me on the bed next door, and I thought that since he can tell that story now, it proves that the wound in his heart has healed. Most of his stories were told to me, and he was right, but now I am really confused, I don't know what I should do, I don't know what this means, I can't wait for honor, and I can't get awards. Maybe I'm too young to understand what they say, I don't know anything, and now that Yang Ling is seriously injured, I really doubt that I have the ability to face whatever will happen in the future.
Somehow, thinking of this, the sachet next to the pillow moved slightly, and I quickly picked up the sachet and called her name in a low voice, but there was no response. Somehow, I suddenly remembered what Yang Ling said to me before: "Then you go to apprentice, worship him as a master, and when you are so powerful, you can protect me..."