Maybe it's also something that you shouldn't have, and it's useless for you to force it. www.biquge.info When I was looking for a third wife who gave birth to several daughters in a row, maybe I wanted to fight with Tiandou in that life, and made the most inhumane choice, and when my third wife gave birth to four daughters, I was angry. With a knife, I cut open this woman's belly, and I want to see what kind of belly she is and why she can't become a son.

When Onmyoji told me this, I wanted to vent my hatred for myself in that life. Onmyoji told me that it was because of those three women who pestered me in that life that they were too angry. And because of this, I won't live much in the next few lifetimes, and I only lived 17 years in my previous life. At that time, Onmyoji said that I completely believed it, because my mother once told me that he had a dream when he was pregnant with me and when he gave birth to me, my mother gave birth to four children and had an older brother in front of me, and my mother dreamed of a big snake when she gave birth to him, but it was killed by my mother, it may be that my mother had no experience in giving birth to a child for the first time, and my brother was born and lived only three hours.

When I was born, my mother dreamed of a teenager who was studying, and he came to my house, and then my mother saw him, and he started doing his homework at my house, and so my mother gave birth to me. There is also a younger sister, my mother dreamed that a phoenix came to my house, and was scared away by my father. At that time, the family was poor and couldn't afford the fine, so my father gave that sister away. Later, a year later, the family told us that my Na Mi was dead, but I deduced that my sister must still be alive, and they didn't want my sister to grow up and use this trick to know the truth. My brother and mother dreamed that a beggar came to my house, and when he came to my house, he helped my mother with the work, and then my mother couldn't get rid of me. Later, I gave birth to my brother, and my parents said that my brother should be in my family, and my brother can catch up with everything, and his parents didn't care about him.

From my mother's dreams, I knew that I must have been a student in my last life. A 17-year-old student will die more than he knows how, and the onmyoji told me that it was all the sins of my life, and the diseases of my life were also caused by them.

The method that Onmyoji gave me was to write the names of the three women with three eggs, and then bury them in front of my grandfather's grave and burn a few catties worth of money, as well as 1 million dark coins, and ask my grandfather to help me find the three women to help me atone for my sins. Onmyoji said that my grandfather has been punished in the underworld because he is not good to my grandmother, so he has never been reincarnated. I remember the day I dragged my sick body back to my hometown with my father and went to my grandfather's grave, and I kept kowtowing and admitting my mistakes. Because I really want to do it, even if the Onmyoji is lying to me, I'm going to try it. Because uremia is more uncomfortable than anything else.

After burning paper money and burying eggs, my health was much better than before, and then I slowly got used to it, and now I can still live like a normal person with only dialysis.

Just last year, I went to the onmyoji again, and the nutritionist said that the three demons still hadn't forgiven me, and they promised my grandfather that they wouldn't harm me for the time being, and I thought that if there was really a cause in a past life to have the fruit of this life, I would be willing to atone for my sins. If a man dares to do it, he dares to do it, which may be fate.

From the former Huang Zitian, to the inhumane evil youth, and the ignorant teenager, will it really be my previous lives? If I am destined to live to be less than twenty-nine years old in this life, then what will I be in the next life, and how can I pay for my sins? When one day I am not in this world, and my story is still here, is there such a person who is destined to help me solve all this?

When I was sick, I asked a wizard to help me exorcise evil spirits, and since then I don't believe in these things, but that time there was also a very strange thing, I remember that day I was very sick, I almost died several times, and the strange thing is that I actually got out of my body, I looked at myself who was breathing hard in bed, I was very uncomfortable, I always felt that there was an invisible force looking to summon me, but I looked at my parents with tears in my eyes, I had a lot of nostalgia for Taiduo, and my parents gave me more than they didn't know much more in my life than they didn't know about my younger brother. I just pushed to my side, and slowly I felt like I was lying on the bed.

The next day, my grandmother helped me find a wizard, and the wizard said that there was an evil thing in my house, and he asked my father to prepare a white rooster, a bowl of glutinous rice, and a pound of tung oil. A piece of my close-fitting clothes, they began to exorcise the demons at twelve o'clock that night, and there were six or seven of them outside that were enough to wail incessantly, and I was terrified to hear them in bed. I don't know how the man exorcised the demons, but he took the head of the slaughtered chicken to my bedside, sprinkled chicken blood on the side of my bed and the window, and lit it next to my bed with a lamp of tung oil.

Then they took my clothes out and burned them, and the next day I was able to get out of bed and go to dialysis on my own. Later, when my uncle told me about the horrors of that night, I was deeply moved.

I live in the same building as my uncle and grandmother, my family lives on the roof, my grandmother is on the ground floor, and my uncle's house lives on the second floor next to it. They said that the dog wailed all night, and when my clothes burned, there were strange noises everywhere, and the door of our building was constantly being cracked, and my uncle was afraid to make a sound. They also saw grimaces on the windows, and the next day my uncle and aunt were sick, and they said that I was going to die, because those ghost markets came to me, and because my family had cured them, they didn't dare to come to my house, and my grandmother's house offered bodhisattvas. So I went to my uncle's house, and I didn't fall asleep that night when I heard them say it.

The next day my uncle went looking for him, and one of their relatives came to his house to cure the ghosts. From this incident, I feel that I am probably not an ordinary person, so many ghosts value me, is it true that I am really guilty, they want to arrest me to make meritorious deeds, or what is the use of my soul. This answer may only be found when I am really dead, and in my life, unlike many people, there are too many strange things that have happened to me, am I the kind of extremely yin person that others say.

My eight characters are the yin of the yang year, the moon is cloudy, and the sun is cloudy, and it is not all yin, right? Maybe I'm a mystery myself. Do you believe in past and present lives? If there really is a precedent, is there really only one death in this life to atone for the sins of the past? Since Heaven has brought us into this world, why didn't we erase everything from our previous lives when we drank Meng Po soup? Why does fate play so tricks on us?