Chapter 33: Some people are dead, but he is still alive

As soon as Yang said this, the fat man and I laughed heartily, and the fat man teased me on the side, he said, Lao Hu, do you hear it, Yang is worried that you are looking for wild flowers. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 I said she didn't know what wildflowers were. Yang gave me a blank look, and she said, Lao Hu, you really think I'm a foreigner. I said, aren't you a foreigner, aren't you just a foreigner? Yang raised his head and said, I am an authentic mountain movers, to be honest, the two of us, half and half. I couldn't figure out half and half of her for a while, so I looked at Yang in a daze. Yang said, I am half a captain of the touching gold, and you are half a mountain mover. When she said this, even I laughed, when I was with Yang, the two of us communicated with each other, she learned my yin and yang technique, and I also learned her mountain moving technique, it can be said that we are integrated with each other and promote each other. It's good, I think, half and half, it's also good. The fat man rolled his eyes on the side, and he said, "You two are close enough to make us red." I said, it's useless for you to be red-eyed, white-eyed and red, Yang is my woman. The fat man almost jumped up in a hurry, and he said, "Pay back your woman, you're so angry with me." I said, I'm angry, who let you have no wife, you have to have a way, also find a foreign wife, you can really find it, I'll say you have a kind. The fat man waved his hand, he said, I won't tell you this, in vain, the grinding mouth still hurts, and the shoes are barefoot. When I heard the fat man say this, I laughed heartily, and I said, "Fat man, it's not that I'm talking about you, you're really a barefoot." The fat man shook his fat head and said, barefoot, barefoot.

When we were chatting and farting, I felt that the speed of the boat was going faster, and I don't know how long it took, the sky slowly got dark, and I was most afraid that the boat would pass through the night, which made people feel like they were entering the boundless darkness. The fat man was worried, he said, Lao Hu, the long night has come again. At this time, Four-Eyes, who had been asleep in the cabin, also walked out of the cabin. He squeezed his sleepy eyes and said to the two of me, "What are you talking about, so happy." I said, talk about the fat man's life. Four eyes said with great disdain, what is so difficult about asking for a wife, in this world, it may be difficult to find something else, but it is still very convenient to ask for a wife, the man who can't find a wife is definitely the stupidest man in the world. As soon as he said this, I knew that the fat man would be impatient immediately. But I heard the fat man say to me excitedly, Lao Hu, look, look at the front of the ship, what is it? I startled the fat man's anxious voice, and I thought there was another ghost or something. But in front of our ship, there was a ship, a small ship, which looked less than a quarter the size of our ship, but it was all in order, and in the cabin it was brightly lit. I was a little surprised by this situation. What surprised me even more was that they were sitting together, watching something that resembled a television, and in there, a show was being played. This makes me feel a little surprised, in China, to be able to have a small black and white TV, it also has to have money, there is a level, there is a TV, there must be an antenna. But in this vast sea, there is such a thing, and it can still perform a show.

I quickly pulled Yang over and said to her, Yang, come and see, what the hell is that? Yang poked her head up and looked at it for a long time, and she said, I look like a computer. I was a little confused for a moment, and I felt that she was talking a little out of bounds. I said, human brains, I believe, what a computer is. Yang mysteriously said that this thing is high-tech. As long as there is a signal, it can receive some information. I made her stunned, but still puzzled, and I said, I haven't heard of this thing. Yang said, I have also heard of it, but I have not been in contact with it. Looking at its model, it seems to be more advanced than the current computer. I shook my brain, and said, don't mention this brain or anything, you see, they are human beings or ghosts. Yang hesitated and said, this is a bit difficult to say, judging from my experience, these people are not good, but they are highly intelligent human beings. I said, "Tell me about what high wisdom is." Aren't we highly intelligent? She shook her head and said, you are just an ordinary life, and it is difficult to compare with them. Hearing Yang say this, I was very angry and said, how can I be ordinary. Yang put a finger to his mouth and shh I know that Yang is now a journalist, and her vision is broader than mine, and she is exposed to more new things. He quickly closed his mouth. Yang said, let's see them in front of us, but this may just be an illusion, they are likely to be thousands of miles away or thousands of miles away. I was even more surprised for a moment, and said, "It's so far away from us." She said, of course, what you see is never real, including the world you live in.

I was startled by Yang's words, and I said, I'm not real, can't I'm still illusory. Yang smiled, she said, I'm honest with you, if you don't believe it, you just walk and see. I said angrily, let's see. Yang listened to me being so unhappy, so he kept his mouth shut. She stared silently at the ship, and she said, "I would say that we may have entered a kind of dream now. When she said this, I was even more startled. Dare to love, I am driving above the sea, that is, in a dream. I said, "No way, I don't think I'm real." Yang smiled slightly, looking extremely mysterious, the more she was like this, the more bottomless my heart became, she said this, is it to scare me, or to tease me. In the years that Yang and I have been a very serious and serious person, she never tells jokes or boasts, she always seeks truth from facts in everything she does, she has one thing to say, two things to say, and never exaggerates. But at this time, what she said in a serious tone made me feel a little untrue. I always feel that she is a little abnormal, and her appearance makes me feel that Yang is not the Yang of the past, but a different person, a stranger I don't know. But Yang was standing in front of me alive, she looked at me with a playful expression, she said, Lao Hu, many times, life exists in another form, when you sleep, you are still shuttling in another world, when you dream, you are in another world. When she said this, I broke out in a cold sweat. Could it be that every dream I have is real?

Yang pointed to the drifting boat and said, when you look at it, do you think it is real or illusory. I said, I feel like it's real. Yang shook her head, she said, when you go from one place to another, stay for a while, and then return to the same place, do you feel as if in a dream, your heart is very lost, especially at a loss. I say, sometimes there is. Actually, she said, you're still in a dream. I don't know what Yang is going to say, why she said this, she has always lived in the United States, which is a country that is more modern than China, and perhaps, her education is different from mine. I was just a junior high school graduate, but she graduated from a prestigious university, worked in the special forces, and mixed in the news circle. And I only cut into the queue for a while, worked as an engineer for a while, and finally went to the battlefield. I am the one who escaped death in the rain of bullets and blood. I was not like her, I always thought that I was a legendary. But look at Yang's expression. She thought I was just an ordinary person. Yes, even if I have been on the battlefield, that is, an ordinary person, I have just seen some more bloody and overly brutal fighting scenes. In the end, I was punished by the organization for avenging my comrades-in-arms and killing an enemy disguised as a civilian. I had some knots in my heart that I couldn't untie, and I was always depressed and distressed, thinking that I had been wronged. I consoled myself with the thrilling experience of robbing the tomb. Actually, I am a coward, and compared to Yang, my behavior is somewhat self-defeating.

Yang's expression made me feel a sense of inferiority that I had never felt before, I always thought of myself as a hero, but compared to Yang's grandfather, compared to Yang, I felt that I was just a brave person, not a hero. In order to save their family members, they will not hesitate to take any big risks. Compared to them, my actions were really not worth mentioning, even though the people I killed at that time were my enemies, but they put down their guns, and they were ordinary people. My heart is still not big enough. Now, I'm looking at Yang, and Yang is looking at me, and she's been smiling, and she says, Old Hu, look, look carefully. That ship is not changing. I looked closely, and sure enough, the ship that had been lit up just now was now dark. I shuddered, and I said, Yang, have we met a ghost ship again. Yang shook her head, she said, probably not. I was a little dazed when I heard it, no, what the hell was it, it mysteriously appeared for a moment, and then, it was hidden in the darkness. What is its secret to telling, that's all I want to know. However, this mystery is not something that I can solve in a moment. Yang Xiao looked at me slightly and said, we said that a certain dynasty is over, in fact, it is not over, but a story in our hearts is over, it is just a scene in the story of our soul life, you have countless you, the previous you, the current you, and the future you, constantly overlapping, and constantly disintegrating. She said this a little profoundly, which made me even more confused for a while. I said, Qin Shi Huang is dead, the Qin Dynasty is dead. Hu Bayi is alive, Hu Bayi is dead, some people are alive, but he is dead, and some people are dead, but he has always been alive.