"You've already told you about your situation, yes, I don't know why you're being punished now, but I can see that it's a disaster, but according to my calculations, you'll be able to break through."

Zhao Ruiying's words are half-understood, Xi knows very well that things like divination and fortune-telling, even if they are accurate, they will not be very specific, most of them are vague hints, and they can only have a general insight into the good and evil. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Although I know that Zhao Ruiying's Taoism will not be too high, after all, she has received "professional training" from the half-soul world, so she shouldn't be full of nonsense, right? Unless she's lying to herself, but what's the point?

The current situation is really embarrassing, I am still in the trial, but my soul has wandered to another area of the half-soul, and I have met acquaintances, is this deliberately arranged by those guys? This is very possible, because all the creatures in the half-soul world are like chess pieces, and all their fate is in the hands of Shangfeng.

Before Xi could continue to ask, Zhao Ruiying continued, "Your meeting with me is not accidental, you know this better than me, right?" I don't understand the relevance, but since it's arranged in this way, it naturally makes sense. If there is nothing wrong with my divination, then you should be stuck in something and can't extricate yourself for a while? ”

Hee was even more depressed, this feeling of having all his fate in the hands of others was really bad, and no one could get used to it.

That's right, because his ability was taken away during the lazy level, he was pulled down the well, causing the trial to be interrupted. But since he hasn't died yet, it means that the Demon God Tower trial has not officially failed, is there still a chance to turn around?

Thinking of this, I don't know what the reason is, Xi actually wants to put his hope in the hands of Zhao Ruiying, this is really thirty years of Hedong and thirty years of Hexi... It won't take thirty years, it's only been two years, and the guide needs the help of the invitees.

However, what Xi thought in his heart did not show on his face, and continued to listen to Zhao Ruiying's explanation, "Mr. Guide, what is bothering you, can you tell me?" ”

At the moment, Hee has nothing to hide, but the answer is very simple: "What bothers me... Lazy"

"Lazy?" Zhao Ruiying lowered her head slightly, as if she was carefully pondering the meaning of these two words, and then asked suspiciously, "How can a person like you not look like a lazy person?" I still keep all the memories of my life, I think you felt mysterious, steady, and maybe a little scary, but you didn't have the emotion of laziness. ”

Xi smiled bitterly and said his heart, "Laziness is not only physical slowness, but mental laziness, to tell you that I was a human being like you before, although my life experience and experience are not ordinary, but I do come from the same world." Ever since I became a guide, one thing I've been pursuing in my heart is the same as yours, which is nothing more than wanting to go home. But you know, I've been in this hellish place for more than ten times as long as you, so I've been working hard all year round, and I'm tired physically and mentally... ”

Xi paused and then continued, "Everyone has dreams, and my dreams are very ordinary, which I think you can understand as a former invitee, just for freedom and to go home." I feel like I'm exhausted and I don't have the motivation to persevere, because now that I think about it, what if I succeed in getting out of the half-soul one day? Back in the real world, what is the point of my life? What awaits me behind the finish line is still the ethereal confusion."

Hee has been thinking about how to leave the half-soul world for so many years, and he has been working hard, but he has never calmed down to think about the problems in the future, and even has a strange idea, he can at least help others briefly in this world, what about after he goes back? It is said that I am born to be useful, but Hee really can't figure out what his destiny in the real world is.

After listening to what he said, Zhao Ruiying shook her head, "I used to be just a little girl who didn't know anything, and I didn't gradually realize it until my head was different." In fact, every living being, no matter what form it exists, is meaningful, but I don't think this meaning should be arranged by fate, but we need to find it ourselves. Don't you understand, Mr. Guide? I thought your realm was much higher than mine, so I already understood. ”

"To find the meaning of existence on your own?" Hee muttered the phrase several times, "Go find it yourself... Find it for yourself ... ”

Oh, yes! Why do we have to obey some heavenly arrangement? Can't people define their own meaning? Now the meaning of being a guide is to guide the lost soul home, assuming that you can return to the real world in the future, even if you have relieved yourself of the responsibilities you once had, but you can also find a new goal by yourself, why should you leave it all to fate? With so many identities and roles in the world, there is always a place for you, as long as you think about it, you will definitely be able to find it.

If laziness is lost because there is no goal, then as long as there is a clear goal, isn't it possible to turn it into motivation?

I really shouldn't rely too much on superpowers, so as to forget the biggest advantage of being a human being as a higher creature, that is, the ability to think, unlike a low-level creature that can only struggle for survival step by step, and set its own fate! It may sound a bit arrogant, but it is.

Let's put it simply, everyone has been forcibly defined by their parents and teachers since they were young to study hard and make progress every day...

But who stipulates that people can only read? It's clearly just a preconception, or a long-term move with the pandemic.

In fact, there are many choices, but people are not willing to find the true meaning of their existence, which is the ultimate meaning of laziness.

But then again, what is the true nature of laziness? Hee knows that it is not enough to understand the truth, and he must reveal his true nature before he can clear the customs.

"Zhao Ruiying, let me ask you, have you ever been lazy?" After Xi came back to his senses, he threw a question to Zhao Ruiying.

Zhao Ruiying thought for a moment and said, "Who doesn't have a lazy tendon?" I used to be a stupid girl who was lazy at home, until I grew up and experienced some things and understood that if I wanted to live a good life, I had to work hard, so I forced myself to work hard" She was originally a working girl, so the purpose was also very direct.

Hee asked again, "You set yourself the goal of living a good life, then... Why? Why did you think about good sons? ”

Zhao Ruiying was stunned for a moment, obviously a little inexplicable about Xi's question, "Who doesn't look forward to a good life?" , who wants to live a life of hard work? ”

Xi smiled, smiled brightly, and Zhao Ruiying had seen it again, because he had never seen this kind of expression from Xi before, as happy as winning the five million jackpot. "That's right, you're right. No one wants to live a hard life, the reason why we work hard, why we persevere, why we fight hard actually has a common goal, that is, to make life easy again. The belief that defeats laziness is diligence, and the ultimate goal of diligence is to be comfortable ... The reason why I am lazy is because I am in such a comfortable state! Isn't that what it really is? ”

It's not wrong to be lazy, everyone wants to live easily and comfortably, but this comfort can only be obtained after a long period of hard work, both materially and spiritually. (To be continued.) )