Chapter 25: Enlightenment
At the end of the song, it was like the end of a banquet, and the people in the game hall had almost dispersed at some point. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Ah...... Speaking ......"
Yi muttered a little dejectedly.
"Already...... Dinner time ......"
I was even ready to eat a big meal - it should have been like this.
But in a short period of time, his life and worldview have had a perfect reversal, what a good job, that man.
As he said, it made him see the cruelty of this world.
And in such a cruel world, with such naïve thoughts, he may really not be qualified to survive.
"Waste...... ......"
Ye Qingyan's original words were like in his ears, so it seems that the figure he noticed in the game before was not that group of people, but ......
"Hehe, it's all right."
Even if it's them, it just makes them see such a shameful side of themselves. So - the incompetent, naïve, and ugly look of a loser.
"Mingming, Mingming...... I was reminded before I left"
Don't underestimate the world - why would you be deceived so easily, even if you are warning yourself like this?
"Goo~~~"
His stomach screamed again, and the cramping sensation in his abdomen gradually brought his consciousness back.
"Speaking of which, I haven't eaten yet......
Recently, it seems that I have been too involved in studying and practicing the RPS game, so I haven't eaten much, although I was going to have a good meal tonight...... The result is an even more tragic result.
If I knew this, I would have pit Yang Guang a little more, eat more of his lunch, and eat the interest back.
"Hehe, it's been like this, and you're still thinking about such boring things......"
Yi tried to stand up, but his body staggered, and his legs trembled, but at this time he no longer knew whether it was muscle paralysis caused by poor blood circulation or simply lack of strength due to hunger.
So, where does he go now...... Where?
"If I have to say it, it doesn't matter if I sleep on the side of the road, I don't have anything to fool me anyway......"
Suddenly, as if a flash of light flashed through his mind, a fleeting premonition made him unconsciously raise his right hand.
"Ah......h
After touching something hard in his chest, his brain became active again, and his memory was rapidly recovering.
"There's one left."
But then a wry smile appeared on his face again.
"If there's only one, I can't even afford the cheapest bento."
Sure enough, it's the worst-case scenario.
Do you want to give up?
As long as you lie down casually on the side of the road, you will soon be hungry and unable to move. It's so miserable, helpless, and commensurate with my own stupidity -- to the end.
“……”
This kind of life ......
"How could it be—it would end like this!!"
The words that roared out with almost the last strength of his body seemed to attract the attention of the people around him, but in return were pure scarcity ridicule and sarcastic whispers.
Life - Falling into the trough.
The man at the bottom of the valley did not care how much the people standing on the top of the mountain mocked—it was a sight so far away from him that he could not even feel a trace of reality.
Yigen staggered and walked out of the game hall step by step.
As soon as I walked out of the gate, I saw a ragged homeless man sleeping on the side of the road, and it was even difficult to tell whether he was dead or alive.
For this kind of miserable end, he is grateful for not being sensitive!
That's right, it's not time for despair yet!
At this level, how can I do it!
Although this fucking life is disgusting, you can't die!
Because if the world after death has neither TV nor the Internet, and it is chaotic, super dark, super scary, super idle! Isn't that super bad?
People who choose to die because life is very hard, if the world after death is even more difficult, people will not be able to laugh......
This is probably a ridiculous idea that anyone who hears it will laugh out loud, but it is this nonsense idea that sustains him through the most difficult days of history.
That's right, whether it's because of being spurned by family and society, when you become a squatter at home, and you spend your days in waste every day, or you hold the consciousness of never seeing the light of day in that underground base...... Well? Why can't you even remember those......
Forget it, in short, no matter what, death is the most unacceptable!
If you can't escape it, face it!
Since God has left him with one coin, there is no doubt that this is fate, right?
However, fate is not waiting for it, it is to be developed by itself!
And now the remaining Heaven Coin is obviously only one thing that can be done.
That's right!
"Scheduled to change, plan - ahead of schedule!"
Walking on the street at dusk, Yi looked at his long oblique shadow pulled out by the setting sun, and couldn't help but sigh.
Although I made up my mind, there is no doubt that this is no different from sending me to death.
Obviously, Yang Guang already knew about the cruelty of that one quite clearly, and he had to participate without any preparations......
"Looks like I sometimes ...... It's going to go crazy, too. ”
Now that I think about it, after knowing that I was deceived, many of my behaviors don't seem like I can do it, it turns out that people are cornered, will there be such a big change?
"I'm really impressed with you—me!"
In the end, he stood at the door of the GP supermarket, and his face was full of determination.
This time, he really stepped into this place with a desperate mentality, and there was no turning back.
"Sure enough, it's different from before."
When you change your mindset and step into the lunchbox counter at dinner time, you can clearly notice the change in atmosphere.
The tension that even the air seemed to materialize, turning into a muddy and cold ball of mud that enveloped him, and he thought that he could walk over and buy a bento by himself in such a terrible atmosphere......
"It's really fearless for those who don't know."
Leaning against a wall in a corner, Yi looked more carefully at the people around him who were waiting patiently.
Although it is impossible to see the identity plate, it can be seen from their temperament that not only low-level players, but also some high-level players, some of whom exude a dangerous aura just by standing there, and there are not even players around who dare to approach.
"Huh? You ......"
An unfamiliar voice suddenly came from behind him, as if he had just entered the supermarket.
Turning his head, Yi's eyelids jumped, and he subconsciously took a step back.
The person who appeared in front of him was someone he hadn't thought of at all, and it was clear that the other party was in much better shape than he was when they last met. She has a ruddy complexion, is neatly dressed, and even has a long knife full of disobedience, which shows that her treatment after joining that team seems to be good.
Cheng Ziyan looked at the young man in front of her in surprise, she was still thinking about this person just now, but she actually ran into it in a place where it was impossible at all, which was really a bit overwhelming for her.
"Well, you...... Remember me? ”
Yi even had a hint of anticipation, looking at her appearance, it didn't seem that it was the first time she had seen herself, and she didn't show the extreme fear or dislike attitude towards him at the beginning, could it be that she remembered what happened in the survivor base before?
"Ah, I'm sorry, although the regimental commander said that we seem to be survivors of the same base, but I can't think of anything, what about you?"
Yi Geng's expression darkened slightly, "That's it...... Me too, sorry to bother. ”
After that, he turned around and continued to look at the counter waiting for the half-price bento to be sold.
Seeing his gaze, Cheng Ziyan also seemed to understand why he appeared here, and for some reason, an inexplicable feeling appeared in her heart...... Although it was not obvious, she always felt that she didn't want to see the man in front of her go on like this—at least not in front of herself.
"Hey! Who's that! ”
Yi Geng turned around and was surprised to find that the woman hadn't left yet, was there anything else to do with him? If he wanted to ask about the base, he wouldn't remember anything.
Ah, although I don't remember anything, it's not that I don't remember anything at all, but all my memories are hazy and vague, and I feel like I haven't forgotten anything, but when I want to think about it, I can't remember any details......
"This—"
Cheng Ziyan took out a handful of Heaven Coin from the pocket of her leggings and handed it to him, but her eyes wandered and she was not looking at him.
"Here you go."
"Huh?"
Yi looked at the Heaven Coin in her hand blankly, there are at least ten or so here, right? He couldn't tell what he was feeling at this point.
"No, don't get me wrong! It's not for you to see that you're pitiful, but you can't just leave you alone, and Sister Xunyin is also worried that you are still having an unpleasant quarrel with the head of the group, so it's good to say that people like you have disappeared! Because I've been upgraded to LV3, I've saved some money, ah, of course, this money is only lent to you temporarily, but I'll have to pay it back later! You know! ”